Am I wrong for shagging fat women?

Lately I've been on a fat women shag spree.
I live by myself and get bored pretty easily whenever I'm not training or playing ps5 so I just call a fat girl from my tinder matches and it usually shows up at my place.
I pound them till I'm done and as soon as I cum i just feel disgust as I have them by my side.
I've tried to jack off instead but it's just not the same and getting hot girls is quite a task. I admit I've only gotten a few hot ones in my lifetime (I'm 30).