So boyos I'm just sitting here sipping on a large frostyccino from wendy's, a little annoyed at Mario for his faggotry but pleased hes hardly out of the red, had fast food twice today, once at wendy's and once at KFC and its hardly noon, was thinking maybe I would type everything up of whats going on in my life as well as my plans (most of which haven't changed), as well as some of my thoughts.

- smoking 2 packs a day still, something has to give with this eventually, most days I feel like shit, I want to quit by 50 y/o, doctor recommended that I quit by 50, smoking will probably be the thing that kills me if I don't quit, what with my heart and asthma.
- Been thinking of getting a job temporarily, I have an interview by phone today, been slowing sinking into debt, right now I'm in debt by about 2k, which is nothing for some but when you only get sub 1k a month to live on 2k is a fair amount.
- Lifting is on hold till I lose all the weight, no point in trying to build muscle eating a garbage diet and being obese.
- Been keeping a good sleep schedule, getting up everyday well before noon, its been proven that people with normal sleeping habits are more productive.
- For awhile I've been having a problem with shitting myself, I think its from being so fat and eating so much garbage food, I'll feel like I have to fart and shit will come out, fat people problems.
- Still waiting to get approved for the DTC, going to be so pissed if they deny me.
- Stopped posting for a few months because I was having wicked delusions, would wake up in the early morning with altered perception of the world and delusions, starting to come out of it now though, been seeing mental health for it.

So anyway I had my interview today for an at home position selling life insurance and asked the interviewer some questions... Turns out average agents are making 4- 5k a month their first year and top performers are making over a million a year, this could be it boyos, the one shot I've been waiting for, I always fucked in a sales role and this one is purely commission based, my ONLY concern is I wont get hired.

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Gotta stop smoking cigarettes and eating goyyslop boyo. The jews want you hooked on that

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Heart issues, asthma and smoking two packs a day - you don't deserve anything positive that happens to you, super dead fucking serious. You know what the issue is, and you're doing fuck all to fix it. There are literally millions of people in the dirt who did nothing wrong, got dealt a raw hand and died young that would have given anything to survive and contribute to society, while disgusting leeches like you and Kormo sit around all day pissing and moaning about your situations knowing what is wrong and knowing what you're doing to make it worse, but taking no fucking action to fix it.

No point trying to build muscle while you eat garbage and stay obese? Newsflash fucko: You will build muscle in that condition regardless, especially if you have a history of lifting - muscle tissue will consume between 6 and 10 calories per pound of mass per day at rest. Fat will only consume around 4 calories per day at most. Your ticket out of obesity is lifting and gradually cleaning up your diet, not cleaning up the diet and losing your bodyfat - like quitting smoking, it won't fucking happen you lazy prick.

Shitting yourself when you fart?? This is the final fucking clue.

Holy shit. You don't deserve the life you have at this stage. I'd say get off your fat ass and visit a kids cancer ward to see all the kids who will die young but would give anything to trade places with you so they could make something of themselves and actually have the chance at life you've willingly thrown away but your conduct on NewMisc that resulted in your ban makes me think visiting kids would be a terrible idea.

Make a vid/ ain’t reading that

Good luck OP

2 packs and trash food need to get off both them


also that job still sounds very sus, first you had to pay to apply, theres no hourly rate and they claim some dude made a million a year selling life insurance um yeah thats bullshit

Johnny boy mate! Long time! You still drinking Canadian whiskey?

damn