I got drunk and i got to the gym

my gf left me because she found that i cheated
we had 2 years together , fuck that.. i cried 3 dyas

Today i got drunk on 500ml of vodka, i started a 500mg test cycle and i am always without my shirt in the gym i feel so confident and nobody can say anything because i look better than anyone
i think i will always get drunk then go to gym feels much better.. ALWAYS SHIRT OFF