Don't feel down on yourself misc. I want to live forever, I really do. But I feel like my health is rapidly declining. I don't want to really talk to anyone about it in real life.
Most days I am ok, but some days I feel like I am getting worse.
I've got a slew of diseases I have had / do have.

- Hodgkins Lymphona
- Idiopathic Thrombocytopenia Purpura
- Mild form of Lupus
- Undiagnosed Autoimmunse disorder
- Hypothyroidism
- Undiagnosed Skin disorder
- Severe Emphysema
- Asthma

I take around 15 different drugs and pills a day...

But thru it all, I am happy. I don't regret living. I feel like I have seen so much and accomplished so many things in my life.

However, the point of the thread is for the downers, the foreveraloners, the Illnevermakeits... Just believe in yourself...
I had a rough life growing up. I wasnt popular in Highschool. I was overwight, I was out of shape, I am Indian (which the Misc classifies as some type of disease apparently).
In HS, I often sat in the bathroom eating lunch by myself. I got picked on, people called me carpet rider, camel jockey, it was rough, but I always tried to make the best of it.
In my 20's I had low self esteem. I honestly believed no girl would ever even consider me, look at me, let alone ever love me.

Don't believe those things miscers. I had and still have the worst stretch marks from my skin disorder, I have/had horrible loose skin. I have acne, and have a lot of pitted marks all over my face. But guess what? I found someone who loves me more than I could ever have imagined. She is amazing, and doesn't care about any of those things. I still look down on myself all the time for my physical issues. But she doesn't see them. She only sees me.

A beautiful amazing woman won't care if you are as ripped as Zyzz, she will love you for who you are. Listen to this song anytime you feel like you cannot find a woman because of your physical insecurities, and understand that the right woman won't be about that. She will love you, for you, and not just for you, everything it is that makes you who you are.




I've been reading books of old
The legends and the myths
Achilles and his gold
Hercules and his gifts
Spiderman's control
And Batman with his fists
And clearly I don't see myself upon that list

But she said, where'd you wanna go?
How much you wanna risk?
I'm not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can kiss
I want something just like this

Well said brah. Hope things turn for the better for you.

God speed, brah.

ShayZ, the legend.

ShayZ i want you to know you're my favourite ever miscer (srs)

keep on living bruh, its worth it and you've made it

Great outlook, very inspiring

ShayZ the goat misc entrepreneur. Your threads inspired me, all the way back to the iphone screen selling days, to pursue my online business dreams and I still do them today. Hang in there man, we are rooting for you

repped

love your outlook on life...all things considering

I've learned the hard way, life is too short and I try to live life to its fullest.

- stay happy every day crew
- positive crew
- things could always be worse crew
- help whomever I can help out crew

I wish half the miserable FA's on here would read OP's post.

That's ****ty op. Have doctors found any links between those conditions? Or did you hit the genetic reverse-lottery?

Very Humbling OP. Want to rep irl

we're all gonna make it brahs

God bless you brah.

Respect

Sounds rough oppie. Hang in there.

OP, you've been a serious inspiration to me in so many ways since I first joined the Misc around 6 years ago (srs)

Stay strong mane, we're all gonna make it!

I went through similar HS experience (no diseases though). Mirin your outlook on life, with so many bad things that happened to you how can you possibly keep your head up like that?

Thanks man, me too. I have a lot of people who depend on me.
I am not scared of death. My fear is leaving them, I don't want them to have to go thru the pain of not having me around.
I don't want my parents to have to go thru the pain of losing a child. I don't want my sister/business partner to be lost and broken. I cannot leave my wife. She's too young. She loves me too much, and it isn't fair. I promised her I would die after her. I cannot leave my doggies. They look up to me and love me so much.
Thanks man, whether this is online, that still means a lot to me.
If you ever need help, PM me brah.Exactly. I wish I could do more, I want to do more. I will do more. This weekend I will do what Ive been wanting to do for a few weeks now. I want to help people more. I want to spread love.We really all are going to make it, one way or another.
Whenever I want to feel down on myself, I consider how luck I really am. I am blessed to have at least 30 years. I have been blessed with so much, I could go on and on. I will, one day, write about how lucky I am, and how amazing life has been to me. I am truly grateful.Brother, I have been everywhere. I have seen no less than 25 doctors the past year. I have been to Mayo Clinic in Rochester, they couldn't even figure it out. I have done genetic testing, nothing. I have never smoked a cigarette in my life, yet I have severe emphysema. I workout, I try to eat well, I eat fruits, veggies, I no longer drink protein, I only eat natural, organic foods.

I wish I knew, I wish doctors knew. They just tell me that unfortunately a lot of cases cannot be diagnosed. My skin is literally ripping. Every single doctor tells me they have never seen it before, and they look at me in shock. Plastic surgeons don't want to touch the skin either for fear of what could happen if they even try to suture it back. It's hard to explain really.

Oh, I forgot to mention arthritis in my chest, and in my hands, knees, and feet... Im 30 yrs old, but its ok. It isnt debilitating. I am thankful that I can even walk, run, play basketball, and still workout. It gets hard, and I take 2 inhalers 2-3 times a day. I have to slow down when I exercise, but I can still do it.

Hope you only good op

did not expect my feels to get hit. how did you meet your gf/wife?

damn op hang in there, glad i came across this thread, really inspiring. Keep pushing brah, any advice you can give to us?

have you looked into placenta stem cell therapy?

fk for some reason i read this as polenta cell therapy was about to be mind blown lmfao

but OP, ur gonna fkin make it brah

damn OP, stay safe. Have you looked into any alternative medicines? I know it's a long shot....

Damn, glad you found someone Shayz. I hope all your medical issues get resolved. You've inspired a lot of miscers.

Its too late for me boyo

Not yet, never heard of it. I saw some type of stem cell therapy where they can regrow your skin. I tried contacting the doctor but never heard back. Also interested in trying Cannabis oil, not sure if it will help, or how to dose any of it. Looking into a bunch of things, but Ill definitely add this to the list....

I honestly want this to happen.

[QUOTE=ShayZ post_id=1489641211]Not yet, never heard of it. I saw some type of stem cell therapy where they can regrow your skin. I tried contacting the doctor but never heard back. Also interested in trying Cannabis oil, not sure if it will help, or how to dose any of it. Looking into a bunch of things, but Ill definitely add this to the list....

I honestly want this to happen.

[ig]https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/47/e9/e1/47e9e1e366f5fb23a4c64bfabd422507.jpg[/img][/QUOTE]There's a place in las vegas that Joe Rogan has been to and sent people to and I guess they get amazing soft-tissue regenerative results. Don't know which one it was but I googled and saw more than one. I'm sure other big cities have the clinics too. I'm considering it for my shoulder I ****ed up in a car wreck.

das some bad genetics you got there