Should have listened to that guy that said don't drink on monday. I got stressed out because the stupid kids in my online math class keep saying dumb **** in the chat and the professor gets really mad. She talked with a bitchy tone and was really mean for 2+ hours after the kids pissed her off. They kept doing it and she would yell at them and everyone. I got stressed out idk if it caused flashbacks from an ex gf that used to throw soup cans and things at me when she got mad but it sucked and I went out and bought alcohol and been drinking every day / night all week. Wake up and drink until I fall asleep and now I have to stop because I got behind on school and there's a bunch of stuff due tomorrow. Fuk

And the professor called me out on the class stream and as soon as she called me out my laptop screen lock had to come on so it took me a second before I could unlock it and type the answer and she asked me if I was paying attention or on my phone and I said yeah I'm paying attention I dont have a phone and she said "you dont have a cell phone? Okay.." but I really dont have a cell phone but she thought I was lying I think I should have just told her what happened but now she doesn't like me because she thinks I'm a liar

not the worst kind of relapse a miscer can have at least