im getting really fed up at my job and life in general

im at the bottom of the totem poll at my work yet i seem to be the only one getting chit done, that includes producing entire rota's for my collegues because no one else seems to care (including the manager) and i want people to know when they need to be working including i want myself to know hwat my shifts are.

Generally feel im underappreciated. i have 3 other co workers and they all live rent free in work provided acomm meanwhile i dont.

started drinking more and more and more often as a coping mechanism for stress.

honestly feeling like i should just walk out on the job and tell em to fuk off

not to mention all this covid 19 bollucks, office workers getting on their high horse about social distancing and masks meanwhile im on the ground floor dealing with all the chit that actually matters and not even worrying about it. and they're getting paid more than me to sit on their asses working 5 hours days because lets be honest they be doing fuk all at home

my dream would be to move to the southern usa states. buy a bunch of land and ranch and just live minimalistically

obviously don't stay there. start looking for a new job ASAP if you know what you want to get into. If you couldn't care less about money at this point then just quit without finding a new job first. people will tell you it's stupid if you don't have another job lined up, but IMO it beats the **** out of staying at a place you're miserable at, for another second.