so im a student and got a 3 months vacation now untill the next semester.
so far im in vacation for 2 weeks and legit all i do is smoke green and fap.

im falling into the ldar. no energy no motivation. instead of studying on the side (CS major) and training the max i do is watch 5 minutes on youtube a day for some tech im learning, and training at home like once a week for 20 minutes. chit diet.


having no commitment is killing me. also being lonely af now doing its own. roommates went to their families for the summer.
the only good thing im doing is looking for a job. looking for a student position in my field and im sure getting one will really really help me but i dont know if ill manage to get one, and if ill do - idk when. where i am theres only a few students position in my field.


i know in those 3 months i can really do alot, but i just feels off.