Pretty crazy how bad it is

I have friends I can hang out with but no female attention

I always had a Girlfriend or FWB my entire life since I was 18 I’m 29 now but the past two years after I got cheated on I literally have had zero female attention in my life. I had 2 or 3 girls that I pushed away that I could be having sex with right now but that’s it. Last time I had sex was beginning of the year with someone I’ve known for awhile now. I stopped talking to her because she was trash. I need a girlfriend now

The past two years I’ve been massively successful most ever in my life so it was a pretty good trade off. Now any girl that comes in my life will see the best I’ve ever been

It’s pretty bad to the point where I hate seeing couples in public it kills me inside

I’m gonna hit up this girl I know and start talking to her she wanted to have sex with me but I pushed her away cause I was going through a lot at the time

But right now on a Friday night when I have a new place and new car I sit alone at home just smoking getting high and playing Xbox with my dog

I fap 2-3 times a day to make up for all this gibber jabber so I havnt ignored my sexual health