Go on, i'll be honest

How hairy is that cherry?

pretty hairy havent shaved anything other than my face in over three months lol

for what drug?

did the gubment pay or/and your workplace?

im too thinking about going cuz im on that alcoholism time (it is the best man)

what was your daily routine? were you free to leave?

i wanna detox but also i dont give a **** im ok with being a drunk

Is it alcoholism if I crave it constantly but can resist it?

Alcohol, benzos and ********. The first two is a deadly combo, chit sucks. Luckily I have insurance and was able to take FMLA through work. Daily routine was going to groups, seeing therapist, hanging around, goin to meetings, sometimes the gym etc..You could lave for the day on weekends after being there for 30 days

Thats a good question, did you drink a lot in the past?

Was it mixed sex there or were you with all men?

Did you read a lot while you were there?

Were you allowed to keep your phone or did they only allow calling at certain times?

While at the center for groups and stuff which was 8am-4pm it was mixed. At the houses it was not. There were times where i was reading a lot more yea, but not towards the end. You get your phone after 45 days but can use house phone to call people.

Do you still feel different because of your abuse

Not a lot by most standards. Not touching a drink in 2023 but if I hadn't made that commitment, I'd be in for 2-3 a night probably.

Like do I physically feel different?

Mentally. Deperzonalization ect.
How long were you on the hook?

Usually if people have to ask if they have a problem, they usually do. But to a varying degree. If youre not getting withdrawals when stopping or not drinking most days of the week youre prolly not an alcoholic

I feel better mentally, and people say i sound better while talking to them on the phone. I still have depression and anxiety but am continuing to work on it. I was there for 90 days, and a 5 day detox before going in.

nah dem shiitzz dont work srs

Whats the last one?

Nice work bro

It gets better and better the longer you stay off, remember that...And if you relapse you'll set yourself back for months

idk why it blurred it but its @dder@ll. Thanks!

Should have just stuck with weed

Coulda woulda shoulda

it makes you a lazy bum tho, watching TV and eating

rather be on that alcohol and coke time

keep doing coke so you'll eventually get a bad batch and fuk off and die

a bad batch? what mixxed with crushed tylonel or milk powder?

i done it all

dont cry other drugs

nobodies mixxing harder more expensive drugs in that ****

chit gets cut with fent retard

nobodies mixxing harder more expensive drugs in that ****

yea benzos are very addicting. Doctors used to prescribe me 60 at a time lol but now theres a law where i live and it can only be 30 at a time. But im not getting them anymore cuz i relied on them way too much

I feel like I should be really bad with alcohol but could drink couple 32oz over weekend and not think about it for a while

ok wincel

OP, a lot of people today seek out stimulation from a wide variety of sources. This could be caffeine, alcohol, drugs, gaming, porn, etc.

All of these quick "fixes" artificially re-program our bodies to stop relaxing and put us in a state of constant "stimulation seeking". That's typically why detox is good, because it allows us to separate ourselves from our stimulations and allow our dopamine regulation to reset.

The key at this point, is finding ways to learn how to stay relaxed. Whether it's showers, baths, running, meditation, constantly pretending we're a little drowsy, literally anything to keep our bodies in a "sedated state".

The truth is, not a lot of people these days understand how relaxed and boring life really is. Society constantly offers us stimulations or quick fixes for excitement. We have to learn to rebel against these things and the things that our bodies have been accustomed to desiring for stimulation. Part of this may be the reason why so many suffer from anxiety. They may no longer recognize what a relaxed state is, and thus, are constantly in an internal frenzy to seek stimulation.

With that said, stimulation seeking can be a form of avoidance and ignoring emotional trauma. When we start to dial our stimulation seeking back, all of the feelings we've put off feelings will find themselves coming back into our lives so that we can feel them, process them, and move on. While this happens, our bodies will attempt to seek out things like alcohol, drugs, etc because it's been a programmed response in the past to do that. By resisting these urges, and by accepting we must experience our feelings, it allows us to make progress towards moving away from substance abuse.

I hope some of that makes sense. By understanding this, it can help develop the self awareness to recognize triggers and how to deal with them.

How many skanky rehab chicks have you banged?