Failed day 1 of cut

Fk is wrong with me

How do I have no motivation or drive at 30 and am failing hard

I got like 20 lbs to lose

Thinking of injecting l cartinine but idk how safe it is

I am desperate to lose this weight don’t have much time

Feel 20 still

Had a bunch of cookies and pizza cuz I starved my self all day and then got really hungry
I don't check my CP, IDC about reps/negs


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