Anyone else kind of miss being an incel?

I was so much more motivated and hopeful back then
I would make an effort to constantly improve myself in hopes of pleasing my future gf/wife, pushing hard in the gym, studying or learning useful stuff constantly, avoiding junk food, video games, or other nerdy loser wastes of time...
There was the hope that once I got a gf, my life would be amazing and the struggle would be worth it, now I realize gfs are kinda overrated, they get annoying and needy and they won't fix your issues