Ya was over 10 since this morning . Did legs and and I cut it in half

So ur full blown diabetic now? This is unsettling

Yup , day after my Bday srs. Fking sucks hard . The worse part is not being able to have anything good. It’s going to fk my hard financially to .
I seen this hot AF doctor and because I’m not Chad she put a note on my subscription not to cover . I’m like wtf? Even the pharmacist said he’d never seen that b4 . Im kind of kicking myself for not taking a picture of the subscription now .

Plus you can’t eat cheap alternatives like pasta or bread , just sends your blood sugar through the roof. You’re supposed to eat meat ,chicken, salmon etc, but I don’t come from money unfortunately.
A package of chicken breasts that was 9 bucks a few years ago went up to 30 + . We’re just fked here in Canada, but we’re being told by the liberal government that things have never been better lol .

Didn't you say you managed to nuke your pancreas with booze or was that someone else?

Reminds me of Jeff Bernard. Screwed his up at 35 and doctors didn't give him long to live (it was the 60s). Still went on to live until 65 despite being a massive alcoholic that entire time. Lost a leg to it towards the end though.

Great writer, his column in the Spectator is 100% worth a read.

Well a combination of alcohol and snacking on sugar , and it’s progressive . The last time got rinsed it was like putting the last nail in the coffin though . I had zero problems with previous blood tests , and this just hit hard AF all of the sudden . Sadly there’s no cure , but weight loss may get me off of insulin.
Regardless , if you eat anything stupid after that it just jumps up regardless, as the damage is done.
No fault but mine

I'm currently okay I think (cholesterol could be better mind). But yeah, I'm in my mid 30s now and I've really calmed it down because I know I'm not 18 any more and I'd rather start taking care of myself now than do any lasting damage.

It's also meant less lifting, more cardio. I genuinely feel a lot better though. Trying to get back to around 180 as a goal weight. I can run a 10k and my boners could punch a hole through 1/4 inch sheet steel.

Usual - training, hot tub, getting called out by TFcrew