Solid advice NGL apart from the job part, that's out of the question unless it's an illegal job and i've already got one of those

the elohim not listen to ur thoughts and dreams mate

I had it happen once when I was a teenager

I was a hardcore atheist then too. It's not a dream, you wake up in bed and sense an evil presence whole you're wide awake

I just pretended it didn't happen

It wasn't until years later that I saw the term sleep paralysis and that made me feel better there was some term for it. But why would my mind hallucinate something I don't even believe in. I don't think Batman is real and never hallucinated him while wide awake and sober. So that's a lame explanation

Interesting. Sounds like the classic sleep paralysis experience. That’s some scary shit brah.

Actually you’ve just reminded me, when I was a little kid (younger than 5) I used to see shadow people in my room (ded fkin srs).

No discernible features, they just looked like floating silhouettes. These motherfuckers would stand around my bed sometimes 2-3 deep, terrifying me to the point I’d pull the covers over my eyes hoping they’d go away, but when I peeked out again they were always still there.

When I was a kid I had a half-door and could see into the hallway from my bed. One night I remember seeing the clearest version of these figures in the form of a guy wearing an old school hat. He was standing on a ladder in my hallway looking back into my room. I’ll never forget the way he looked or the fear his presence struck in me.

A couple years ago (now I’m in my late 20s) I was reading creepy stories online and came across the “Hat Man”. Supposedly a demonic shadow figure who appeared as the silhouette of a man wearing a trench coat and old style fedora hat. Maybe that’s who I saw?

I was never paralyzed though and this always happened before I fell asleep. So I don’t consider it “sleep paralysis” just a creepy experience as a young child.

Maybe it was just the overactive imagination of an underdeveloped mind. Maybe there’s more to this universe than we understand. But it 100% really happened srs.

Get mental help.

I'm proud of you now.

with every post you show us how weak your mind is, at the slightest inconvenience, you believe in "getting help". Try dealing with your problems by yourself, phaggot/

why a family, what would that accomplish other than less money and more problems?

You know what I had the same thing or similar. When I was very young yes like 6 and under, I would see shapes forming in the dark. I would actually stare at objects like a chair and it would morph into shadows resembling people, you could watch it morph in the dark, somewhat similar to an lsd hallucination without the color but to the degree you can see it there so strongly morphing. It only happened at a young age, not when I grew older

I guess there are two takes

1. The developing brain is more likely to make hallucinations during low light conditions

Or

2. It's real and young children are born with a spiritual connection that dissipates. I hear people say things like that, that kids see ghosts more than adults or whatever


I'm leaning on 1. but the world Is so crazy so I wouldn't be shocked the least if it's 2

Moloch got you, it’s too late

Glad the f@ggot got banned.