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post 1579275941 05-02-2019, 08:27 AM
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When the guy drank bleach to kill himself and then slit his wrists he wrote weird stuff on the walls of the rain room. I was on fire watch that night and found him there bleeding out. He wrote the stuff on the wall with his own blood.
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Originally Posted By TBO1313⏩
Brah... If this is a srs post you need to seek psychological help ASAP
Even if, more likely, its not srs OP should still do that.
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post 1579276251 05-02-2019, 08:32 AM
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"Blood clots, sweat dries, bones heal, honor never dies"

-Weird sheit written by the guy with his blood on the wall

That guy ended up dead btw and not a single news source can be found when I searched.
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All I find is Muslim killed by being put in a dryer or guy jumping off 3rd deck killing himself. Nothing is found when I search this guy's name
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Is this real life?

Feels like in watching a movie
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Originally Posted By Voluspa⏩
Even if, more likely, its not srs OP should still do that.
Normally I would dismiss a post like this without giving it a 2nd thought but OP has a eerily similar story to a guy I roomed with for a year in college. He was very gung ho about wanting to be a marine and talked about it all the time. I would go running with him to get ready for boot camp and all he ever talked about was how he was so ready to do this and how he had always dreamed of being a marine. His last name was a very common name among latin people although this dude didn't look like it at all. He left for boot camp and then SOI and when he came back something was obviously very wrong. His whole personality had changed. All he did was post anti war, anti military and anti Latin American stuff on social media. I tried to ask him about it but he was very closed off and just flat out refused to talk about it. I ran into his sister a couple of years later and we were talking about it and she said that he was abused by Mexican American drill instructors and it had really fukd him up
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Originally Posted By Caeculus⏩
When the guy drank bleach to kill himself and then slit his wrists he wrote weird stuff on the walls of the rain room. I was on fire watch that night and found him there bleeding out. He wrote the stuff on the wall with his own blood.
buddy I'm seriously worried for you. please go talk to a therapist. Going to a therapist is nothing to be ashamed about - I go, as do many people I admire. they aren't for "crazies", they're just there to help you find your way in life again after traumatic events.
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post 1579277421 05-02-2019, 08:55 AM
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This was written on moleskin by the guy that killed himself.

I put it in the back page of my bible.

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Big gear is the name of the big closet that holds the cleaning supplies in MRP. Before I was guide I along with him were in charge of that closet.
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In on pork chop platoon thread.
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Originally Posted By chaunce54⏩
In on pork chop platoon thread.
For the whole 6 months I was in MRP there was not a single person in pcp upstairs.
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what the fuk
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Is this real tea?

If so, please seek professional help OP, serious, for your own sake and others around you.

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Originally Posted By Caeculus⏩
Sgt Lopezwould take us to wets training. Wets is where you put on these shoes that are designed to resist water and make it hard to move your feet in the pool. Sgt Lopez made me put on size 8 wets shoes when my feet are a size 12. The pain of my feet in that size was terrible and the resistance of the water forced my patella to come dislocated. The reason why I was in MRP was patellar dislocation and broken bones and cartilage in my joint. Every time we changed outside wets sgt Lopez would stare at my dick and scream at me and call me pencil dicked ***got
I want to feel bad for you, but there's the thing: "sgt Lopez" was "sgt Garcia" just a few minutes ago. I get the sense that you're lying to us, m8. I guess it's possible that you had two Mexican drill instructors who both tortured you, but what you're writing here seems like a stretch.

Either way, get help. There's obviously something wrong with you.
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Da fuk. I'm gonna take your post at face value just because I'm more prone to give the benefit of the doubt, especially with Veterans. Plus, I was in the Army at Benning (although 10+ years ago) so it isn't unfeasible to me that stuff like this goes on.

So you're out of the Marines now? Did you get medically discharged or entry level separation because of "adjustment" or "personality" disorder? Did you see a Psychiatrist while in the military? Do you have documentation of the trauma you incurred during your service?

If so, on the bright side, you're on your way to a 100% VA rating which is a little over $3,000 tax free per month for the rest of your life. You sound batshiet crazy srs.

This is the criteria, and frankly boyo, it looks like you fall under this category. A lot of miscers on here will say "hurrrr if you didn't go to combat then you couldn't be messed up by the military" but that's not always the case. In fact, more Veterans who never deployed have ratings than those who did.

100% rating: Completely unable to function socially or at work with symptoms such as severely inappropriate behavior, ongoing hallucinations or delusions, consistent threat of harming self or others, unable to remember basic information such as names of close relatives, severe confusion and disorientation, and/or inability to care for self.
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Staff sgt pension was black. He was senior drill instructor of our platoon. I respected and liked him until he participated in the searches. After the guy killed himself they didn't allow us to have shaving blades and 6+ drill instructors + the 5from our platoon would come in a few times a week and rip th place apart. I lost the pictures and letters from my gf I had at the time during the chaos. It really upset me and made me think less of the guy even though I didn't know it. Yes I am racist against brown people. They are capable of sadism that I can't even imagine. I've experienced it.
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Originally Posted By hiimnotcool⏩
Da fuk. I'm gonna take your post at face value just because I'm more prone to give the benefit of the doubt, especially with Veterans. Plus, I was in the Army at Benning (although 10+ years ago) so it isn't unfeasible to me that stuff like this goes on.

So you're out of the Marines now? Did you get medically discharged or entry level separation because of "adjustment" or "personality" disorder? Did you see a Psychiatrist while in the military? Do you have documentation of the trauma you incurred during your service?

If so, on the bright side, you're on your way to a 100% VA rating which is a little over $3,000 tax free per month for the rest of your life. You sound batshiet crazy srs.

This is the criteria, and frankly boyo, it looks like you fall under this category. A lot of miscers on here will say "hurrrr if you didn't go to combat then you couldn't be messed up by the military" but that's not always the case. In fact, more Veterans who never deployed have ratings than those who did.

100% rating: Completely unable to function socially or at work with symptoms such as severely inappropriate behavior, ongoing hallucinations or delusions, consistent threat of harming self or others, unable to remember basic information such as names of close relatives, severe confusion and disorientation, and/or inability to care for self.
I was discharged through a physical Evaluation board for my knee. Never saw a psychologist or anything. I really do not feel well but idk how to go about this.
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We had 5 or 6 drill instructors for our platoon in MRP of 12-20 recruits. They were there because they were being punished for njp and they took it out on us. Normal training platoon had 4 drill instructors for 60-70 recruits.
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Originally Posted By Caeculus⏩
I was discharged through a physical Evaluation board for my knee. Never saw a psychologist or anything. I really do not feel well but idk how to go about this.
Talk to a Veterans Service Representative, like the DAV or VFW of American Legion. Have them file a claim for mental health issues. You'll be sent to a C&P exam with a Psychiatrist/Psychologist where you tell them exactly what you're saying now. If you have buddies in the Marines who can corroborate your side of the story then that's even more solid evidence.

Are you currently working or having trouble holding a job? Either way, from the looks of it, you're suffering from PTSD or some other type of mental illness. Did you have any mental health issues before you signed up? If not, then they legally signed you up with you being of sound body and mind, and the benefit of the doubt by law goes to the Veteran.

Cliffs:
-Make a mental health appointment at the VA as soon as possible.
-Get in touch with a Veterans Service Organization today. File a claim for mental illness.
-Stay safe.
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If any of this mess was true, you can always go to the VA and start the process towards therapy.

But even prior to this your posts have been eerily weird.

You're 29, what was your enlistment date and term of service?
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Originally Posted By hiimnotcool⏩
Talk to a Veterans Service Representative, like the DAV or VFW of American Legion. Have them file a claim for mental health issues. You'll be sent to a C&P exam with a Psychiatrist/Psychologist where you tell them exactly what you're saying now. If you have buddies in the Marines who can corroborate your side of the story then that's even more solid evidence.

Are you currently working or having trouble holding a job? Either way, from the looks of it, you're suffering from PTSD or some other type of mental illness. Did you have any mental health issues before you signed up? If not, then they legally signed you up with you being of sound body and mind, and the benefit of the doubt by law goes to the Veteran.

Cliffs:
-Make a mental health appointment at the VA as soon as possible.
-Get in touch with a Veterans Service Organization today. File a claim for mental illness.
-Stay safe.
Yeah I'm not going to the va. I went there for a basic checkup once and it's a joke
Originally Posted By jeshelton⏩
If any of this mess was true, you can always go to the VA and start the process towards therapy.

But even prior to this your posts have been eerily weird.

You're 29, what was your enlistment date and term of service?
I was in dep for 11 months. Was enlisted July 2010 to march 2011. Was in MRP for 6+ months
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Can this thread be taken slightly serious? My brother is in boot camp right now. Personally I think OP is a slight troll but I want to know more.
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Very apparent OP is using this to clear his mind. For the time being I think it’s a good thing for him to get these stories out, as it’ll just be a step in the right direction for if he ever goes to seek out help later on.
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Originally Posted By MichelleLnne⏩
Can this thread be taken slightly serious? My brother is in boot camp right now. Personally I think OP is a slight troll but I want to know more.
Your brother is probably fine. This abuse happened in MRP platoon and it was about 10 years ago

Training platoon was outstanding. There was no abuse there
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Originally Posted By Caeculus⏩
Your brother is probably fine. This abuse happened in MRP platoon and it was about 10 years ago
What is that? He’s on Parris island for marine training. He wrote my mom a letter saying he might be there longer than initially expected. Is that typical?
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Originally Posted By MichelleLnne⏩
What is that? He’s on Parris island for marine training. He wrote my mom a letter saying he might be there longer than initially expected. Is that typical?
No that's not typical but if he had the ability to write a letter then he is fine.
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Originally Posted By MichelleLnne⏩
Can this thread be taken slightly serious? My brother is in boot camp right now. Personally I think OP is a slight troll but I want to know more.
I know a person who had a similar experience to OP that I posted about earlier in the thread. The person I know was there about 10 or 11 years ago so I'm not sure what its like now. I also plenty of normal well adjusted people who had absolutely no complaints and the military made them better people than they went in being
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