Phenibut and/or a bit of green. Way better time

I drink like once a week now, with some homies I ride bikes with. Go out, get some cardio in cycling around, stop at a bar or two. It’s a nice time and don’t get chit faced.

I’ve always had a high tolerance, prided myself on it for a long time. Pretty much became my personality. Very depressing in hindsight. Lost so many gains from late teen to early 20s that I worked really hard for. Fell pretty hard into drugs for a couple years. Basically gave up on life, totaled a car chitfaced one night. Honestly looking back idk if it was because I wanted to die or not. I just didn’t care. Should have been the last straw but it wasn’t. Ended up in the hospital with staples holding my head together so my skull wasn’t visible after a drunken fight last year.

I still have had slips but I’m pretty dedicated to the gym again. Not drinking makes work much tolerable. I sleep better, eat better. Sure, in social situations without booze I’m a total retard but whatever. I’m already engaged and don’t really care to meet many new people

There's studies which show it does not affect athletic performance to have up to 4 drinks the night before gym sessions.
It does affect blood pressure and other markers negatively though.

I agree though, best to cut it out altogether. I do like having beer, cider or wine with food, but even 1 beer destroys my sleep, so I quit months ago.

Good chit mayne. Reps