Umm it's called narcissistic personality disorder and it's when you love your image (how society responds to you) more than you love yourself and life in general.

It's basically a broken intuition caused by some sort of trauma in life, and also genetic predetermining factors - the inflicted person has no positive emotion or love from 'within', it's all regulated at a subconscious level by tricking yourself into thinking you're better than somebody or special (called narcissistic supply). So it can be good looks, knowledge, career success, or whatever really.

There's no 'cure' for it, but IME it can be fixed by a miracle.

I had this problem for years until i had a spiritual awakening and no longer give a fk what anybody thinks, because all of my positive emotion stems from inside, rather than how somebody else reacts to me.

I always used to be self conscious and care what others thought of me, now i could care less, and that's only because i feel good, where as before i didn't and i always doubted my self.

We have all had **** in life.

His brother dying buys him a year of sympathy, 2 if you wanna stretch it.

Not 15.

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