I seriously seriously doubt that bro my
Life is already in shambles

Be careful with that chit. I liked it 10x better than coke. Accidentally double dosed one day and it was game over. Was railing lines within a few months and homeless a year later. I came from the generation where everybody was prescribed ADHD meds. Everybody, literally everybody I knew who took Addy ended up hooked. Sure they don't prescribe it like they used too, i was prescribed 90mg a day as a kid. But it's still a very powerful stimulant and banned in every country but the usa.

And yeah it is like meth. Actually couldn't tell the difference when snorting it. Both are amphetamines. Addy is a mixture of 4 different amphetamines but does the same thing. Extracts and pools dopamine and adrenaline.

I seriously seriously doubt that bro my
Life is already in shambles




Hoarding would be a big one, like to the tune of I’ve spent $14,000 on hoarding removal services in the past 3 years. Kicked out of last apartment for it. Can’t focus on anything, procrastinate so badly I ruin my life. Can’t remember important things, don’t notice things, it’s like I’m blind to things. Impulsive, so impulsive I say things that don’t make sense or sound weird or make me feel embarrassed, it affects how people perceive me.

So easily distracted I have trouble holding conversations with people, it makes it seem like I don’t care. Very very poor self control, so bad I nearly killed myself twice with booze, and the last time I nearly killed myself I actually could have died. Like who the fuk drinks that much bro, do you even realize how much I fukin drank?

I also can’t form or maintain relationships, it takes wayyyyy too much planning, forethought, cognitive effort. I have zero friends and never really have, I don’t even comprehend what it is like to have a friend, dead srs.

I have no concept of time, everything just seems like right now; the present. I have terrible autobiographical memory, can hardly remember my own life. The future is just something I dread.

Have no hope for myself, suck at everything, suck at life, loser, etc. I really have tried to get better and improve myself. I am educated, and I have held a job. I work hard. And I have been successful in the past albeit while massively self medicating with alcohol. I want to have a chance.

You are human...There's no getting around that

Your human brain chemistry will adapt to the drug thus making it ineffective after a short duration of time

Then you'll feel worse than before because your dopamine/nor-epinephrine will be well below baseline (depression) because your brain shut its own production down to compensate for theCNS stimulant (fyi stimulants this strong kill you sooner)

This is a simple equation, there is no way around it, you are no exception, you will down-regulate your feel good neurotransmitters and you will feel worse than before

You have been conditioned by western society to believe that when something is wrong you need drugs..That is completely backwards and counterproductive

Its an epidemic and out of everyone I know I'm surprised you lack the critical thinking to see this (I'm going to assume its because you have an addictive personality and that's blinding your logic)

Before putting things in your body you should learn what they will do to your body and mind first...Sometimes a "switch" goes off from addy, opiods, benzos, etc and once that happens you're forever changed...This is why when people get sober they won't stfu about other people needing to stop because its like watching your own children kill slowly themselves

Not to get too personal but when you were doing those vid challenges back in '08, were you experiencing those symptoms as badly then? Did you have friends back in the '08 time range?

To people saying how OP can get hooked on them, it can literally not be worse than being hooked on alcohol for the extensive damage it does to the liver (which everyone knows). But the damage to the brain, kidneys, etc and it causing neuropathy as well.

Snort half and take half orally. Thank me later, OP.

Snort half and take half orally. Thank me later, OP.

Not to get too personal but when you were doing those vid challenges back in '08, were you experiencing those symptoms as badly then? Did you have friends back in the '08 time range?

To people saying how OP can get hooked on them, it can literally not be worse than being hooked on alcohol for the extensive damage it does to the liver (which everyone knows). But the damage to the brain, kidneys, etc and it causing neuropathy as well.

Ok took as directed today. 5mg, then waited, then 5 mg later in the day.


Felt calmer, not tired though. Alert but calm. That about sums it up.

i appreciate that your doctor put you on the 5 mg x 2 a day. for me in each appointment my grades were still bad so i was put on 30 mg pretty fast. got up to 120 mg at some point and was taking all four pills at once, probably lost some brain cells. i really hope it works out for you, i've been following your posts ever since i learned about your alcohol problem and you're probably one of my favorite posters

Encouraging stimulant abuse for someone who just got prescribed addies ain't it, brah







Alcohol is undeniably horrible for you, but people definitdly undestimate how bad addies are for you more often than anything else. They assume that because a doctor gave it to them, then that must make it healthy.

It might be worth it for OP if his issues are that bad. But I wouldn't recommend anyone get on them unless they actually need to.

What did people do before Ritalin and Addy?

You are human...There's no getting around that

Your human brain chemistry will adapt to the drug thus making it ineffective after a short duration of time

Then you'll feel worse than before because your dopamine/nor-epinephrine will be well below baseline (depression) because your brain shut its own production down to compensate for theCNS stimulant (fyi stimulants this strong kill you sooner)

This is a simple equation, there is no way around it, you are no exception, you will down-regulate your feel good neurotransmitters and you will feel worse than before

You have been conditioned by western society to believe that when something is wrong you need drugs..That is completely backwards and counterproductive

Its an epidemic and out of everyone I know I'm surprised you lack the critical thinking to see this (I'm going to assume its because you have an addictive personality and that's blinding your logic)

Before putting things in your body you should learn what they will do to your body and mind first...Sometimes a "switch" goes off from addy, opiods, benzos, etc and once that happens you're forever changed...This is why when people get sober they won't stfu about other people needing to stop because its like watching your own children kill slowly themselves