using my creativity and getting paid well for it

also didn't realize how much I love rustling people. I aspire to be as petty as 50 Cent one day

Spending time with my kids and seeing them happy.

Makes everything else worthwhile.

For me I can nail it down to 3 things


Lifting weights / bodybuilding. I love everything about it since I was introduced to it at 15, it changed my entire life. I love the biomechanic and physiology aspect of it. Moving the weights with full concentration and awareness on what my muscles are doing, each slight turn of the wrist or angle of my elbow and how it effects my muscles. I love progressing with weights, seeing myself getting stronger. I love having a juicy pump, looking at myself in the mirror in awe and disbelief wishing I could hold onto that forever. I love seeing a beautiful physique and the art that goes into one. I love how beneficial it is towards my life, socially, physically, mentally. Truly one of my favorite things in the world.

2nd thing would have to be the pure moment of connection with the universe, those really incredible rare moments when my mind is silenced and I melt into Presence, I stop existing and just fall into flow. It can happen during lifting, sex, meditation, on psychedelics, or just on a beautiful drive. The moments are rare but they are the most beautiful moments of my life. It is what makes me believe in God and Love

3rd thing, and I don’t think I’ve ever told anyone this except my girlfriend because it’s a bit weird, but I LOVE when I completely navigate a social situation with 10/10 finesse. I used to be (and still am sometimes) very socially awkward, so I spent so much time in my teens alone just studying social dynamics and practicing. Years of it has ingrained it into my psyche, it is me now. So when i have those days where I completely navigate a large social situation beautifully, it leaves me glowing during and after. Example would be: being at a club or party or rave or any large gathering, and having full 10/10 confidence and ease. I am super calm but energetic and friendly, meeting tons of people who I can tell love my energy, the girls all wondering who I am or wanting to get to know me, reading the situation and emotions and making EVERYONE have a good time and feel included. This is one of my favorite things ever and I remember the times when I’ve done this very well. I just love the dynamics of social situations.

It‘s great to have that FU money.

Lifting, running, music/playing music, kayaking, hiking

For me, is making love to a Ken-O (Srs). Thats the most happy i get, when i finally get to bang a Ken-O, that feeling the next day when im having my coffee and remembering everything i did to him ... damn. Puts a huge smile on my face.

dancing at festivals, feel like a superhero when i do \

and girls are mirin

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I come from a long line of Catholic teen moms. These are the folks that honest to god never get a voice. Imagine if you never got a chance to develop your own personality, sense of fashion, residence, dreams, money, etc, etc. You might think you're God's gift to a mother, but that's because you've never even looked at her what to speak of talked to her. Your response demonstrates a damn near total lack of awareness to the reality of the endeavor of having kids. Not saying there aren't folks who don't enjoy kids, but literally anyone who has kids will tell you it's no walk in the park. It's a total life change and a surrender of all hobbies. I'm the manifestation of generations upon generations of dreams of women who had kids without consenting to them. I get to walk without a burden, and I have to say, that makes me very happy. I can wear heels without getting slut shamed. Few moms can do that. I can go to the gym. Seen any moms at the gym? Get real. I can buy nice clothes. Moms usually dress in filthy rags and neglect themselves entirely because they can't spare the time. I can love who I want to. Moms must pick a partner based on what's best for the kids. Often Moms suffer through decades of miserable marriages so that the kids will have more money.
I wouldn't want to burden my adult child with caring for me. So there's really no point in having kids beyond serving them. Somehow giving up all my money, hobbies and time doesn't make me as fulfilled as one would think (particularly since plenty of kids leave at 18 and have little contact after that). But if I wanted to do that I certainly don't need kids to serve. I was in foster care, so I know there are so many kids out there already who really need adult help. Why would I have kids when there is so much need out there? If one wants to serve children, there are many many kids who literally need you. But you don't see those children in need. You don't see the moms either. Yet you think you know the purpose of life? Get off it.

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Second place is money