So by those standards trinnie didn't owe any of her exes chit because they weren't married either.

Your logic:
Girl cheats, not a whore, she's a keeper!
Girl breaks up with someone, whore!

The idea of marriage and kids is very far from your mind. I guess you would rather see people strong eachother along for years on end than to step up to the plate a propose to a lady like a proper gentleman.

You see men and women as equals. I don't.

Way to miss my point

I'm actually very affectionate toward people I'm dating. I make sure they know I think they're amazing/sexy. I could be chasing a high that doesn't exist. I didn't feel trapped in any of the relationship, I liked all of them just fine and cared (still care for some of them - friends wise) for them deeply. I was just never *in love*. Being around them is nice, but a lot of the time being without them feels nicer. That's what happened with my last ex. He moved away, and instead of being sad.. I was very happy with all the free time I have now, hanging out with myself, etc. I take "I love you" very seriously. Will never say it unless I didn't mean it (made the mistake once, and it led the guy on way too much). I know infatuation and crushes don't last forever. I guess my problem is I keep going for the guy that seems "right", nice, affectionate, caring but the chemistry isn't all the way there.

I'm pretty easy to have chemistry with, chatty, open, and flirty, but I don't think I've ever dated a guy that actually managed to take me out of my comfort zone, make me grow, etc.