Ok? I invest based off market projections.

When you work on the inside you see what's going on with mgmt, etc. that market projections don't give.

Anyhow I have bigger fish to fry as I mentioned in crisis mode with child so I am exiting this thread. Sorry to bother you and derail you gentlemen in my mind which is pure hell and I forget that other people exist. I just am a walking disaster.

Addiction to CHAD ruined my life.

I'm sure the mods are tired of her making an deleting threads all the time.Don't care lol.

You cared enough to quote something she posted.

In b4 DLB derails this thread and causes it to be closed just like with Vick's thread.

Everything was going fine til she started posting more of her BS more and more.

Was Vick's thread closed?

I hope he's still alive lol.

ya since I've always hated, resented the gender role that guys always have to make the first move, be the initiators, I figure this is the right group for me

No the mods talked to me and I've saving my venting crap for an over 40 Eating Disorder forum.

I get mad that oktatrevan won't give chubby women a glance when he got up to 250 lbs from 190, but he won't listen. So we agree that we disagree.

Crazy how you've been spewing the same bull**** since 2012... mind=blown you haven't been permabanned yet.

This whole fat acceptance thing is ruining both men and women. Makes me sick that nobody pays attention to people being unhealthily overweight anymore. Nobody should be glancing at anyone who's overweight. Period. That **** is unhealthy and it's causing so many health problems. BBW/SSBW shouldn't be a thing.

Yup because of deadliftbrah, she's the only reason it got closed down. There were heated arguments with other people but it never got closed down til she kept on derailing the thread.Why do you care if he doesn't wanna date fat women? I'm 202 lbs and that's considered overweight but it doesn't mean I'm gonna date some obese woman....maybe if she was slightly chubby and still weighed less than me yeah but not fuking as much as I weigh or more. How about you worry about yourself and stop worrying about why he doesn't date fat women. That's fat acceptance bs. We told you multiple times to leave and make your own thread but you didn't. Now we don't even know if Vick will be coming back to make another thread. Now you're trying to turn this thread all about you now.

Those two posters in Vick's thread called me horrible names about how I look and said derogatory terms about, so they were banned. They deserve it as they broke the rules, just like I've been banned for breaking the forum rules. How can you take their side when they essential online bullied me?

I'm trying to tell a story about what it's like when food is put on a tray in front of you and forced in. Not everyone ends up in eating disorder hospitals.

Why do I return to a place where I'm emotionally abused by the posters here? Even the mods can't figure it out.Because I'm projecting as I am told by the ED recovery therapists and nutritionists tell me to eat without dieting which makes me overweight (not obese), so that means that some men will reject me now vs. my size 1 year ago. So I yell at Trevan because I can't yell at the men who reject me for being shallow as that makes me sound butthurt to them. That was the reasoning but my eating disorder forum has an "On your Mind" thread for talking about emotional troubles in our life, so I will post there.

I have a 32 inch waist so that makes me disgusting to date?

No one understands what it's like to gain 50 lbs, be thrown back in a world where no one recognizes you, and told "ok you're recoverED now". Well, you're not when all of your being is being thin and the attention that comes from that. Then I just became an average American that no one gives a sh*t about. It's pure hell and others I know from the program have relapsed from that huge weight gain. I don't want to end up back in the hospital with severe mentally ill patients and huge trays of food supervised that you have to eat, so I don't relapse.

When you complain about overweight women it just hurts me even more. I feel like I'm in complete hell for choosing recovery but then everyone says "good job". Drug addicts don't get this when they stop using, but when we stop dieting, we gain.

Go make another dating thread. Why does Vick have to make it? He went AWOL.

No one gives a fuk about guys who don't live up to girls expectations so doubt you're going to get any sympathy in essentially an FA thread.

especially you, always bragging about banging young chads. Forgive anyone here for not caring.

Ask DamLurker, the FA Founder, about me because I was on the FA Tinychat. The guys liked me on there because I said I was FA when it comes to love. He always reps me on sight. I stayed up until 3am talking one member out of suicide, as he had a knife to his throat on the TinyChat. The other FAs witnessed this.

I used to post about banging young chads, not now. My therapist won't allow me to date or have sex now as it is unhealthy for me. I'm held accountable every week on a diary card to see if I slip or not. She's right because that destroyed my mental health because I would get attached/obsessed with CHADs and it went against my Catholic upbringing to engage in extramarital affairs.

Just like many FAs suffer anxiety and depression, I do too.

I will go post in the FA thread because my psychological background will help there. Thanks for the recommendation.

How many times do I have to say this, when DLB comes in to troll and derail a thread just ignore her....him....or it. Literally uses the same strategy every time and it works like 73.6% of the time.

and nobody listens.
I give this thread about another 4 days before it turns into a floater and the mods flush it.

In before thread lock

Talk to chick on POF
Shes keen for date
gives me number
I don't text her for a couple of hours tho cause I was doing stuff
Finally message her number and she said "i thought you were gonna leave me hanging?lol" then goes NC.

how the fuk do you not become a full blown misogynist when dealing with
chicks??

they offer nothing other than their hairy fish, are useless in carrying conversation, then don't like the exact timing of your next message. NEXT.

This is not uncommon

Every single time. Drove home last weekend and met up with some OG bros that there childhood. Set up 2 hang outs, and 1 date. All 3 girls flaked. Literally all acted excited until the moment I actually got in town. One even sent nudes, and then no contacted me while I was in town, and then she magically messaged me when my snapchat showed I was driving out. Currently have no options in my current city. Their behavior made me realize why I made this thread in the first place. Theres just....no incentive to talk to women.Also I did a Tinder experiment with a black bro of mine that slays quite a bit. Used his pics in my area? Like 20+ matches . For me to "not be ugly" its crazy how all these women flake and my friends magically get matches/messages/real life attention as well.

However I dont hate the players. I hate the game.

No, thats not a game, that is the players just being kvnts

wut

they're not even letting you play 'the game'. They're just being asholes, I don't see how the game gets the blame here.

Ah. Well it is the nature of the beast for mammals.

yeah some of the blow-offs i've gotten were lolworthy.
especially when women who blew me off a yr later messaged me after i grew a beard.

i honestly can't tell if these women are just nuts or legit do not even bother to remember all the dudes they blew off because all but one swore up and down "that was some other chick" and tried really really hard to meet me when only a yr ago they blew me off.

i got a date with a woman off bumble later this week.
will see if she shows.
will be more surprised if she shows than flakes with the way online goes.

Why do anything when its all about the beard?

DLB is really sword's troll account

Talking to women on POF
Wondering how to not be misogynistic

LMAO......

Maybe if you talked to non-skanks on POF you'd have better luck? Novel concept. In before excuses.

Yeah, I'm sure that's what it was. It probably had nothing to do with your crappy posts or anything.