weird way to think about it. By fapping to them you are exalting their legacy. They end up living through you and your ejaculate, don't do them the injustice of ignoring their porn.

One of my goals is to find a porno sloot in jail/mugshots. Some day misc. We'll be 1st news on that ****.

lmao

then like most pornstars she went and got the bimbo look

A couple years ago I was on a dry spell, and super horny. So I said let me pick one of my favs Shyla Stylez...Now I live with my cousin, and we are both porn connoisseurs.

One day he says "yo I was checking my email on your laptop, and saw you watched shyla stylez last night you know she's dead right?" I had no clue we both looked at each other like..

Sad thread

^^ who?

This thread is really sad, srs, they are people too, you know? Yes they were wild and crazy but are we any better??

They live, in our hearts, we loved them, in a way, they are human , you know? They had feelings, emotions..they were real, so what if they are dead, they live in our hearts

rubbing one out for the fallen. thanks op

Strippers and Pornstars <3

“Not all pornstars are damaged girls with daddy issues”
- pornstar 1991 - 2018 (drug overdose)

Whenever a pornstar dies it should be stickies for a week so we get the memo. I hate fapping to dead chicks

Does anyone know the last video August Ames made?

I vaguely remember reading it was the last scene she filmed which pushed her over the top to end it.

Weird fukking thread is weird

Fapped to the August Ames/Abella Danger video so many times before finding out she was dead. Might watch it again tonight

Rip

Ms Beltran, this nut’s for you.

RIP

Wtf?

I believe he is referring to a scene she did with Markus Dupree (the scene has never been released as far as I know) and he rouged her up in a way that triggered her childhood abuse memories.

This was what somebody posted on her twitter claiming what he did to her:

STRONG username to post ratio.Not just talking about pornstars, she is probably the most retarded looking non-retarded person I have ever seen.

Fuking white knight Kevin.

I don't think it's right to call them human filth if you don't know what their childhood and teens were like. Some of those girls could've been abused, kidnapped, subject to ****s, etc.

Other than the implants, it's just makeup.

She had a smoking body, always shaved pussy and always opened her mouth for cum.

Apparently she was also in the middle of being viciously cyberbullied by people for tweeting that she wasn't doing a scene with a guy who had done gay scenes for health reasons. One gay porn actor actually publicly told her to commit suicide.This may sound kind of fuarked up, but somewhere, people have to draw lines about what they empathize with. Empathizing with everyone about everything does not make things better or even make that person a good person.

I'm not going to call them "human filth", but sex is sex, and they're doing something they wouldn't do for free because they need money, just like everybody else. People have been having sex for money since the beginning of civilization, and people have been spending some of their money on addictive substances since the beginning of civilization. I go with coffee and bourbon. Other people go other ways. Not everybody who does that is an out-of-control junkie.

This isn't the only job where people end up on drugs and die, either. If your work is making you so miserable that you're going to do something stupid like consume those addictive substances until you die, you need to walk away from one or the other, and if you don't, you're the primary ******* in that situation. There can be lots of secondary *******s, but the buck has to stop with you because it's your life and your actions that will wreck things for everyone who cares about you. I have empathy for addiction but not for people finding excuses for it.

I'm sure August Ames had a chitty day getting pile-driven by an abusive Russian dude at work and having a gay porn star tell her to take a cyanide pill on Twitter. I hear that, and mental illness is real, but only in her own mind was she too special to walk away and fold towels on the night shift at a gym. There was an "outside" she could go to.

I would cum in 30 secs jerkin it to shyla riding some big ol' dik. Now I can't cum in like 30 mins of furious beating. Wish she were still alive

I don't know if I'm the only person who feels this way but every time a pr0nstar dies from an overdose or whatever It always hits me.

Like I understand how it's crazy that these chicks justified to themselves that it was a good idea to get fukt on camera for money, how most have severe mental issues stemming from abuse or neglectful fathers etc. Considering we have busted nuts to these women so many times, it does have an effect on you at least subconsciously. If you bust a nut to someone, your mind has created a pleasure peak to someone and that is special. When you have a good time with your friends/family etc your mind makes memories as there was a pleasure peak somewhere (bonding with society, tribalism etc) that links with our subconscious mind. It's a similar feeling to being on a roller coaster etc. Whether you like to or not, you will remember the fact you did bust a load to these women and it will affect you even though you pretend it doesn't.

I didn't feel much when Michael Jackson died, Burt Reynolds, or Mac Miller died but when August Ames died It hit me pretty hard.

August Ames:



Another big loss:
Shyla Stylez



For the personally though the hardest death to deal with was Yurizan Beltran:



She was always such a cutie in her videos and would laugh and smile in her scenes. I would always fantasize about having a girlfriend like Yurizan, coming home from work and she would come and jump to give me a hug etc and laugh at my jokes. There was a good scene with her and Johnny Sins where they both genuinely look like they're having fun, and the cheeky expressions of pleasure and satisfaction while she's squirting over his rock hard dick are the stuff of dreams that every man wishes they can give and experience with their SO one day.

And now she's fuken dead rotting under the ground

Order of importance of deaths for me:

My Family > My own life > P0rnstars > Friends > Famous scientists and activities > Hollywood Celebrities

No test crew
Incel crew
Girls think I'm invisible crew
Only had sex by paying escorts crew
Never had a girlfriend or kissed a willing, non-escort girl crew
I put a gun to my own head every night and contemplate if this is the day to kill myself crew

Rip in peace Yurizan Beltran : I can't fap to her videos anymore knowing what happened to her.