I was praying yesterday.
Or like telling god ill do it fr this time, lets go boyo.
Crossed my hands & chit faced east or whatever on your right.

Woke up with a ****ing flu.
Last time i was sick was 2 yrs ago.
On the rona

God doesnt want me to be a man of god. I worship myself now. Cuz aint nobody gonna do it for me.
And the devil chut is creepy. So ill skip on that.
Buddha bros gone all bald and chit. Allah rapes women. Not really many options besides me. Im god boys
Dont come in here asking me for chit doe

Peace

Seek Truth Sovereignly.

Live Truth Continuously.

Discern All for Yourself.

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When you are alone, quiet, still.

What emerges?

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What does your mind whisper?

What does your heart utter?

Live how you know you should be. (( applied/living truth reveals greater ))

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Irregardless of what you want OP.

I’ve experienced the above leads to Worldly Achievement + Ever Greater Peace/Stillness which is Power.

(( some might call that a Connection to God. ))

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Dead serious by the way bro, continue to go through the evolution of what is true in this world + life.

I’ve sobbed, been enraged, wept and all emotions you can name for seeing the reality of this human world + what this reality seems to be.

(( to this very moment! ))

Peace | Love | Stillness | Power is beyond the digestion etc.

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Love OP.

May you find exactly what you’re looking for. (and more…)

Not sure if serious, but the Creator of the Universe doesn't answer every prayer; because it needs to be with a 'broken and contrite heart' (Psalm 51:17).

Proverbs 28:9 If one turns away his ear from hearing the law, even his prayer is an abomination.

It all starts with fear of the Lord. If you don't fear God, you have no wisdom.