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12-13-2020, 06:36 AM
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I know what he’s going thru losing your hair is brootal as a good looking breh. He is coping hard tho.
If he still looked 20 with great hair he would still be happy.
No different from girls who are hot af from 16 to 21 when they start losing their youthful glow and now they change
If he still looked 20 with great hair he would still be happy.
No different from girls who are hot af from 16 to 21 when they start losing their youthful glow and now they change
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12-13-2020, 07:53 AM
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
i agree.Getting to the spiritual stuff now and I understand exactly what he means because I went through all that. Imo it brings truth but not happiness. Dissociation and depersonalization is the truth. But not the way to happiness imo. It’s a terrifying truth. It’s better to actually not think about it and to just focus on the mundane.
12-13-2020, 08:05 AM
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Originally Posted By 8pieces⏩
That all makes sense but he still has mental illness, prob bipolar. Not every introvert is going to go full blown manic psychosis because they tried psychedelics. He had underlying susceptibility / dormant mental health issues.Unless you have been following Connor from the beginning you won’t understand why he’s the way he is now. He was a legit virgin nerd who decided to start working out he managed to get I shape and started doing those shirt rip vids which that in itself was very cringe. But because of it he went viral. He went from getting zero attention and being a virgin to getting massive attention and getting thots throwing themselves at him because he was “famous”. He didn’t know how to act he never did. So what do you think happens when a socially inept person takes a drug that makes hallucinate massively and shows you altered experiences. He wasn’t capable of handling it because he was never a normal person from the beginning.
12-13-2020, 08:06 AM
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Originally Posted By Polaris⏩
No, but I know it's the morally correct choice and I'm thinking about it. Starting with cutting out dairy which just can't be good for you.Are you vegan?
Originally Posted By Hutrapper⏩
Fair enough, good points.Everyone wants to eat the steak, so long as someone else looks into its eye and ends its life.
Anti meat people have long said people wouldn't eat meat if they had to kill it themselves. I agree.
You have to be very solid in your understanding of life and death, and have your own personal ethics figured the fuk out to do that.
A deer lives its life free, and has a chance to avoid my arrow, just as I have the chance to miss. Life is fair here.
Imagine raising a cow, it trusts you, and one day instead of grain, it gets a bolt in the face. I could never do that.
I guess if its for profit, anything goes eh?
Whereas me hunting the healthiest form of meat, dragging it out by hand, butchering it myself, freezing it, and eating it all year is not ok?
Id say something about being from the uk, but don't want to offend the solid posters who live there.
And I bowhunt *******
Anti meat people have long said people wouldn't eat meat if they had to kill it themselves. I agree.
You have to be very solid in your understanding of life and death, and have your own personal ethics figured the fuk out to do that.
A deer lives its life free, and has a chance to avoid my arrow, just as I have the chance to miss. Life is fair here.
Imagine raising a cow, it trusts you, and one day instead of grain, it gets a bolt in the face. I could never do that.
I guess if its for profit, anything goes eh?
Whereas me hunting the healthiest form of meat, dragging it out by hand, butchering it myself, freezing it, and eating it all year is not ok?
Id say something about being from the uk, but don't want to offend the solid posters who live there.
And I bowhunt *******
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Originally Posted By 8pieces⏩
Chit... I think that's accurate.Unless you have been following Connor from the beginning you won’t understand why he’s the way he is now. He was a legit virgin nerd who decided to start working out he managed to get I shape and started doing those shirt rip vids which that in itself was very cringe. But because of it he went viral. He went from getting zero attention and being a virgin to getting massive attention and getting thots throwing themselves at him because he was “famous”. He didn’t know how to act he never did. So what do you think happens when a socially inept person takes a drug that makes hallucinate massively and shows you altered experiences. He wasn’t capable of handling it because he was never a normal person from the beginning.
It's sad seeing someone going through a mental health crisis publicly, and deluding themselves into thinking they are quasi-enlightened.
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Connor Murphy is the kind of guy, who is dumb as a rock, but now that he started thinking for the first time suddenly thinks he is smart.
He is the equivalent of a 13-year-old, who likes some Instagram quote thinking it's deep.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/To_Have_or_to_Be%3F
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Art_of_Loving
He is the equivalent of a 13-year-old, who likes some Instagram quote thinking it's deep.
Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
At 8 min now but hard to get through it. The detachment from material things and material goals is basically Zen Buddhism and Eckhart Tolle etc. I went in that direction for a while when I was suffering but it gave me dissociation, depersonalization, derealization. It was really scary actually.
Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
Yeah Buddhism is a bit too anti-life. Maybe you could look into people, who are against materialism as in owning stuff don't try to deny our existence as physical embodied beings with normal needs.And he’s right about material things not bringing happiness ofc. I’ve had both really nice material things and not much at all and it doesn’t make a difference. Porsche 911 turbo vs basic car doesn’t really matter. Gold Rolex vs plastic watch. It doesn’t matter srs. But you can’t go no money/no possessions at all because you do need basic needs and basic comforts met to be happy.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/To_Have_or_to_Be%3F
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Originally Posted By 8pieces⏩
Great post.Unless you have been following Connor from the beginning you won’t understand why he’s the way he is now. He was a legit virgin nerd who decided to start working out he managed to get I shape and started doing those shirt rip vids which that in itself was very cringe. But because of it he went viral. He went from getting zero attention and being a virgin to getting massive attention and getting thots throwing themselves at him because he was “famous”. He didn’t know how to act he never did. So what do you think happens when a socially inept person takes a drug that makes hallucinate massively and shows you altered experiences. He wasn’t capable of handling it because he was never a normal person from the beginning.
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Enlightenment is anti life. It´s life negative. It´s a massive mental breakdown of who you are
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
There does seem to be a trend of recognizing similar experience like that in spirituality circles, they call it 'spiritual bypassing'. When someone is unknowingly using spirituality to avoid emotional problems.I don’t know anything about him other than this thread. But yeah the spiritual stuff can be tied to a mental breakdown.
I sought out spirituality for relief when I was in a mental health crisis but actually spirituality and meditation etc only made it worse.
I sought out spirituality for relief when I was in a mental health crisis but actually spirituality and meditation etc only made it worse.
IME now in my late 30s, genuine spiritual growth is impossible without heal trauma, and develop emotional intelligence, and close relationships. Otherwise IMO it's easy to delude yourself when you are isolated from others, and disassociating from your emotions and instincts.
I think that a spiritual framework, and model of reality reality is a good foundation, but then most work need to go into developing emotional intelligence and close positive relationships.

I used to think that deep zen/vipassana meditation and psychedelics may be inherently dangerous, but now I just think that if a person hasn't worked on their psychological (and energetic health) then they have an unhealthy foundation, and then psychedelic and zen/vipassana mediation blows off their filters/repression.
Edit: I see that you've come to basically the same conclusion as me, with your post above.
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Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
You chose philosophical suicide because your ego could not accept reality.Now I just try to stay away from it and will not try meditation again.
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Enlightenment was never about reaching happiness or meaning. The people that expect that from it will likely get punished. It´s about truth and nothing else. It´s anti humanity and anti spiritually.
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Wow my life of taking my shirt of in unique ways wasn't fulfilling. Guess I should take drugs, starve myself, and do porn
So inspiring.
So inspiring.
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12-13-2020, 05:55 PM
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Social media is causing mental illnesses and people are waking up to things that are causing disassociation/enlightenment
The problem is a lot of people now have to rely on material things to cope. The US is based on narcissism and material things now compared to the past generations who had great communities
Humans weren't meant to be this aware and age of Aquarius is here
The problem is a lot of people now have to rely on material things to cope. The US is based on narcissism and material things now compared to the past generations who had great communities
Humans weren't meant to be this aware and age of Aquarius is here
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who would ever thought smashing random club skanks would not make you happy
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mens true purpose is to find a good wife (virgin or very low body count) and have a family srs
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Connor is right and Misc is partly to be blamed here, Miscers are one of the most materialistic people there are, some threads you get page upon page of replies how youre not worth jack chit unless you make 7 figures and bang sloots near the pool in your mansion next to your bugatti chiron
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I'm not even watching the video, but LOL at taking anything he says seriously at this point.
This guy was blessed with great genetics and kept asking for more.
At some point you need to cut the Youtube chit and get a regular job or parlay the youtube fame into your own side hustles.
He kept on juicing and chasing more views and lost his hair over it. Could have taken a step back, kept a decent physique and fuked off the internet chit, but now look at him.
This guy was blessed with great genetics and kept asking for more.
At some point you need to cut the Youtube chit and get a regular job or parlay the youtube fame into your own side hustles.
He kept on juicing and chasing more views and lost his hair over it. Could have taken a step back, kept a decent physique and fuked off the internet chit, but now look at him.
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This dude sounds legit retarded. It sounds like he read a little too much epictitus while taking dmt.
Lmao at the ending. He's "selling" his own personal religion.
He's trying to be the next L. ron hubbard! Are there enough fools in the world to buy into it? Plenty of cults out there, so yes.
Lmao at the ending. He's "selling" his own personal religion.
He's trying to be the next L. ron hubbard! Are there enough fools in the world to buy into it? Plenty of cults out there, so yes.
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