As the misc knows, i m about 2 weeks post being dumped today. It has been two weeks of NC from her. I tried to reach out to her a few times last week and I got nothing. This chick was smoking hot, probably the hottest chick i've dated, had 20k+ followers, etc. None the less I got dumped and alot of it was my fault.

Since then, i reached out to a few chicks I knew from last year. I've met up with two of them. There was a white chick and I banged her last weekend, she pretty much has a perfect body. I've gone on a couple other dates with this smoking hot latina, seeing her again tomorrow night, this will technically be our third date. She is playing the good girl card on me. We made out last week, so this week I am going to have to make more moves (grab her tits, rub her puss, try to bang etc). I really don't even care that much if I don't bang this latina, but if i dont try she ll just think i m a bitch.

My point is, I still miss my x, I have made 0 contact with her the past week. I know if I reach out to her, and she ignores me, i ll just feel worse. I put the ball in her court i guess, and I shouldn't reach out. Please reinforce this to me misc. I do miss her, she was beautiful AF and so fun to be around. She was the best.

Another thing making this hard for me is that I am staying off of dating apps until at least sept 1. I know if I go on there, i ll get a bunch of new sloots to talk to, and that will help me move on. But I did date my x for quite some time and feel like I should stay off the apps until at least sept, do you agree? I know if I were on the apps, meeting new sloots, i d move on faster. I mean whats the difference really, i m still reaching out to sloots I know so am i truly healing? I'm just rebounding another way without apps…

Other than that, i ve been focusing on reading and meditation it really helps. Keep on the lookout misc, i will post updates about my date tomorrow night. If I don't at least stick my finger in her tomorrow night and she doesnt fiddle the old jimmy, I m going to let her go to avoid friend zone. She is for sure playing the good girl card on me, I feel like she really likes me, and is waiting a few dates before she shows the real sloot side..

NGL the righteous path forward IMO is to realize what you had, realize what you're capable of, get even more aesthetic/shredded, and raise the bar of future women you seek. You're pursuing any and all random women to try to get over the ex, but this behavior has a slew of consequences (STIs, pregnancy scares, other drama). Chill out, self reflect, self improve, and aim for someone even better.