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lmao, I was hoping someone took the bait
Hell no I didn’t do that, I just tried to stop crying in front of everyone and it just made it worse, as I inhaled and made a loud crying sound


Happy bday Fawn, hope u get some beer and penis

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Originally Posted By gixxer0.6g⏩

What exactly qualifies as sloppy female love?



We had a microburst happen out by our house Saturday around midnight. It blew over a powerline onto the train tracks right when a train was coming through and started a mile long fire about 1/2 mile from our house. Wife wakes me up in a panic because of the massive wind storm and we look out our front window and see this. Next thing we know there is a fire truck parked in our area just in case we needed to evacuate. I've never thought about what I'd bring if that happened so naturally I grabbed my guns, fishing poles and sleeping meds.

All the important stuff.

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Originally Posted By Fawnl⏩

Breezy, you need to stop focusing on all the things you don’t have. Look forward, not backwards. And isolation when you are depressed is the worst thing you can do. Get your depressed self out there or at least in here.

Happy early birthday, Fawn! You're more of of a man than most men I know. And I mean that as a compliment. You're fantastic.

Also, so a bra and panty set from lasenza ( you suggested it, right?) And it's amazing. Turns out I need to go up a cup size tho.

Originally Posted By bitty_bish⏩

Good to see you in here, Breezy-boo. Take what Fawn said to heart, my love. Don't lock yourself away. I'm always here for you. xoxoxo

Originally Posted By GarthVader⏩

This is really good advice. You cannot focus on things you do not have. Goals and purpose are way more important to focus on. Get off the social media if you have to since it tends to be people showing off what they have and amplifying what you don't. You don't need that. Nobody needs that. You managed to lose a chit load of weight. Why? You had a goal and a purpose. Use that same approach in other aspects of your life.

my isolation is not REALLY self-imposed. I don't prefer it. I don't try to do it. I try to get out and do more things. I think my mom is the most negative influence rn and there's nothing I can do about it besides just avoid her...as I am currently living at home, it's hard to do. I spend a long time at the gym and am gradually making more eye contact so that I'm approachable in some sense of the word. I have an automatic bitch face when I lift, so if I make eye contact with someone I try to lightning change to a smile. Not sitting, stagnant, waiting for something to happen, although it seems like it sometimes. I'm constantly moving forward. I just get in a funk and it takes a bit to claw my way out of it. I'm not really even focusing on what I don't have... I'm very happy with how I've transformed myself and will continue to do more. My next goal is to find a doctor so that I can get on a pain management regimen bc Kratom is no longer cost effective and I'm spending about 40% of my check on it every month. Money is a main depressant rn and so I need to fix and cut where I can in order to make my life easier... The thing is, my mom wants whatever money I save by switching to chemicals and doesn't understand the concept of saving. So, that's another thing. New job, new home, less drain. In more ways than one.

I'm not on social media much at all. I mainly go on IG now to drool and flirt unrequitably to the bbdotcom fitness guys and memes. 😂 And to look at redraider's food pron. Lol.

I don't follow many ppl who post about their actual life, so I don't really get envious. All in all, my life could be worse.

On to the doctor! It's gonna be frustrating and tedious.

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Originally Posted By hai2dehfolks⏩

Happy early birthday, Fawn! You're more of of a man than most men I know. And I mean that as a compliment. You're fantastic.

Also, so a bra and panty set from lasenza ( you suggested it, right?) And it's amazing. Turns out I need to go up a cup size tho.




my isolation is not REALLY self-imposed. I don't prefer it. I don't try to do it. I try to get out and do more things. I think my mom is the most negative influence rn and there's nothing I can do about it besides just avoid her...as I am currently living at home, it's hard to do. I spend a long time at the gym and am gradually making more eye contact so that I'm approachable in some sense of the word. I have an automatic bitch face when I lift, so if I make eye contact with someone I try to lightning change to a smile. Not sitting, stagnant, waiting for something to happen, although it seems like it sometimes. I'm constantly moving forward. I just get in a funk and it takes a bit to claw my way out of it. I'm not really even focusing on what I don't have... I'm very happy with how I've transformed myself and will continue to do more. My next goal is to find a doctor so that I can get on a pain management regimen bc Kratom is no longer cost effective and I'm spending about 40% of my check on it every month. Money is a main depressant rn and so I need to fix and cut where I can in order to make my life easier... The thing is, my mom wants whatever money I save by switching to chemicals and doesn't understand the concept of saving. So, that's another thing. New job, new home, less drain. In more ways than one.

I'm not on social media much at all. I mainly go on IG now to drool and flirt unrequitably to the bbdotcom fitness guys and memes. 😂 And to look at redraider's food pron. Lol.

I don't follow many ppl who post about their actual life, so I don't really get envious. All in all, my life could be worse.

On to the doctor! It's gonna be frustrating and tedious.

Thanks! I am definitely pretty mannish. And la senza was definitely me babbling about it. I can’t get bras anywhere else, they don’t fit right. How do you lose a **** tonne of weight and go UP a size???

As for the depression, when your home is what makes you most depressed that’s really tough. Been there. I gotta ask though, why does your mom want all your money? I sort of understand the idea of being roommates and so you pay rent... but my own parents would never do that. If I’m home, it’s because I’m ****ed and I need help.

Sorry you’re going through all that.

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Originally Posted By Fawnl⏩

Thanks! I am definitely pretty mannish. And la senza was definitely me babbling about it. I can’t get bras anywhere else, they don’t fit right. How do you lose a **** tonne of weight and go UP a size???

As for the depression, when your home is what makes you most depressed that’s really tough. Been there. I gotta ask though, why does your mom want all your money? I sort of understand the idea of being roommates and so you pay rent... but my own parents would never do that. If I’m home, it’s because I’m ****ed and I need help.

Sorry you’re going through all that.

Girl, me too. I can palm a basketball. Men must feel like babies in my hands. That's why they love me and feel so nurtured in my arms.

La senza is amazing. I'm going to by more. So much more. Lol. I think that all of the chest days enhanced my pecs, but slimmed down my band. Idk the science, mane lol.

My dad says he wouldn't care if I paid a red cent. My mom stresses out over money, my dad doesn't make enough for her, she can't manage money worth a damn and therefore she wants what I make bc I'm living there..and it's only polite (she legit said that to me). I pay what I can including phones for the family, internet, Netflix, and the garbage fees which are entirely too expensive bc we live out of town. Sooooo that plus my pills leaves me one tank of gas (I need 2 to go to work til next paycheck) and no food. My mom (who pays all the bills with money from my dad coming in weekly) doesn't money well,at all, so she forgets about food and gas and creature comforts. So we rarely have good for you food unless I don't give her money and spend it on gas and food. Just typing this out is depressing. And I feel so repressed and suppressed and trapped. Good times.

On an up note, I'm tanning a bit to knock the pale off and I'm looking good. I'm trying not to add caveats to my self compliment. Lol. And I just did a video interview for another legacy airline. So cross your fingers.

Anyone got good news to share?

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Originally Posted By hai2dehfolks⏩

Girl, me too. I can palm a basketball. Men must feel like babies in my hands. That's why they love me and feel so nurtured in my arms.

La senza is amazing. I'm going to by more. So much more. Lol. I think that all of the chest days enhanced my pecs, but slimmed down my band. Idk the science, mane lol.

My dad says he wouldn't care if I paid a red cent. My mom stresses out over money, my dad doesn't make enough for her, she can't manage money worth a damn and therefore she wants what I make bc I'm living there..and it's only polite (she legit said that to me). I pay what I can including phones for the family, internet, Netflix, and the garbage fees which are entirely too expensive bc we live out of town. Sooooo that plus my pills leaves me one tank of gas (I need 2 to go to work til next paycheck) and no food. My mom (who pays all the bills with money from my dad coming in weekly) doesn't money well,at all, so she forgets about food and gas and creature comforts. So we rarely have good for you food unless I don't give her money and spend it on gas and food. Just typing this out is depressing. And I feel so repressed and suppressed and trapped. Good times.

On an up note, I'm tanning a bit to knock the pale off and I'm looking good. I'm trying not to add caveats to my self compliment. Lol. And I just did a video interview for another legacy airline. So cross your fingers.

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With all the money you spend on your mom's bills, could you rent a room or apartment for that much? Might be worth looking into. More money, more freedom, less repression. ??? profit.

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Hey, Fawn and Breezy are back. Good to see you guys back and active. Breezy - congrats on the bigger boobs, though need pics to confirm...

We broke a record with temperature here this year. Went 31 days straight of over 100*. It then got to 98 and 99 and back to over 100. My A/C barely turns off all summer. Kids are back in school, so hopefully the solar can recuperate some power for me.


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Originally Posted By litljay⏩

Hey, Fawn and Breezy are back. Good to see you guys back and active. Breezy - congrats on the bigger boobs, though need pics to confirm...

We broke a record with temperature here this year. Went 31 days straight of over 100*. It then got to 98 and 99 and back to over 100. My A/C barely turns off all summer. Kids are back in school, so hopefully the solar can recuperate some power for me.


5x10 - that was my winter time bill before solar. Summer time was $700 +. Thanks Dems.

jesus that’s nuts


Breezy got bigger tits? I must have missed that

I remember them being big naturally, what are they at now?

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Originally Posted By 5x10⏩

jesus that’s nuts


Breezy got bigger tits? I must have missed that

I remember them being big naturally, what are they at now?

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Originally Posted By 5x10⏩

jesus that’s nuts


Breezy got bigger tits? I must have missed that

I remember them being big naturally, what are they at now?

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Originally Posted By litljay⏩

Hey, Fawn and Breezy are back. Good to see you guys back and active. Breezy - congrats on the bigger boobs, though need pics to confirm...

We broke a record with temperature here this year. Went 31 days straight of over 100*. It then got to 98 and 99 and back to over 100. My A/C barely turns off all summer. Kids are back in school, so hopefully the solar can recuperate some power for me.


5x10 - that was my winter time bill before solar. Summer time was $700 +. Thanks Dems.

Yeah, Mine jumped from 250 to almost 600 this month. I have no idea why. Both months were equally warm, just a few spikes in the mid 90s.

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Originally Posted By GarthVader⏩

With all the money you spend on your mom's bills, could you rent a room or apartment for that much? Might be worth looking into. More money, more freedom, less repression. ??? profit.

yes I could pay for it. But in order to maintain a good relationship with both my parents, I'd have to get a job out of town where it would be reasonable for me to move out on my own. If I worked here, but lived separately, I'd still be very guilted and sht. Idk. Some of this is me being a pussy and not wanting to ripple the waters with my family. My mom is a drag for everyone bc she demands to be in charge, but doesn't know how to handle the responsibility of it. My dad considers me a buffer too. I wish they'd just get a divorce already. They pretty much are win a love/hate old timey marriage. My dad loves her, and my mom's Catholic. Sooooo yeah.

Originally Posted By Fawnl⏩

This has been SUCH a hot summer. And I’ve adjusted myself to the point of never using AC. We have central and I used it once this year... I blame/thank the working outdoors thing. It’s currently 86 here and getting hotter. And that’s without the humidity.

Hilariously, I have my first ever sock line tan. Took years of sun exposure to these legs to reach this point.

Breezy, that’s fukked. Especially when you are trying to eat clean...

Guys... what happened to Vex? Did he die?

lol@ no AC and calling it hot. It was over 100, then it rained... It's been so much cooler and hasn't hit 110 again. Supposed to be 90s from here on out I think. Thank God. Window units are tough. I spent money on one for my parents tho bc theirs broke. They're in their 60s, and both are prone to exhaustion like me, but mines from a stroke. Lol. I'm just an old soul.

And yes. Very ****ed. The next coupla weeks I'm working some over time bc the hotel is understaffed ,sans this Fri, but every Friday through September... Bc my supervisor doesn't want to work both my days off. So for the next month and a half I get one day off and less of a life than I had before. Ha. I need to drug myself to sleep more. I don't sleep for sht.

Originally Posted By litljay⏩

Hey, Fawn and Breezy are back. Good to see you guys back and active. Breezy - congrats on the bigger boobs, though need pics to confirm...

We broke a record with temperature here this year. Went 31 days straight of over 100*. It then got to 98 and 99 and back to over 100. My A/C barely turns off all summer. Kids are back in school, so hopefully the solar can recuperate some power for me.


5x10 - that was my winter time bill before solar. Summer time was $700 +. Thanks Dems.

lol they look the same. Just not fitting my bra anymore. Spilling out a bit. Lol

Originally Posted By 5x10⏩

jesus that’s nuts


Breezy got bigger tits? I must have missed that

I remember them being big naturally, what are they at now?

I explained what I believed to be the reason to fawn. Went from 36 DD to 36 DDD... And I think it's bc I hit chest so hard that my pecs gave me a cup size. This has been in the past like 3 months ish I think? Very strange indeed.

Originally Posted By taf1968⏩

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lol it works just fine for me.

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Originally Posted By gixxer0.6g⏩

$700 for electricity? WTF I bitch and moan when it gets over $100.

This.

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Originally Posted By hai2dehfolks⏩

yes I could pay for it. But in order to maintain a good relationship with both my parents, I'd have to get a job out of town where it would be reasonable for me to move out on my own. If I worked here, but lived separately, I'd still be very guilted and sht. Idk. Some of this is me being a pussy and not wanting to ripple the waters with my family. My mom is a drag for everyone bc she demands to be in charge, but doesn't know how to handle the responsibility of it. My dad considers me a buffer too. I wish they'd just get a divorce already. They pretty much are win a love/hate old timey marriage. My dad loves her, and my mom's Catholic. Sooooo yeah.

If I ever keep my kid around to help with money, pls kill me, because if I do, I've lost my mind. That is horrible. I know you have a good heart and you love your family, but to me, that just seems like slavery.

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