1. Stop taking the meds you're not psychotic if you're able to post on misc

2. If you feel detached it's probable derealization and meds are making it worse

3. Do Jordan petersons program and keep it to yourself and follow through with it be honest with yourself and sit with yourself and only yourself

4. Fuk what these ******* 40 year olds working in retal say about you they do not determine what your value is to society as a man you will move on and do bigger and better things than they could ever comprehend

5. Get off the misc

ur srsly suggesting me to stop my meds?

Pm me. Idk the full thing all I know is my own experience with that **** and the downward spiral to hell brainfog reduced mental cognition ability anxiety gaining 120 pounds of fat and permanent breasts and derealization/detachment fukin could go on forever e

nah i have psychosis brah. just glad its not schizophrenia where i hear and see things

lol red

How about negative and cognative symptoms of "schizophrenia"

The only thing the antipsychotic drugs treat are the voices brah and if you don't have them then there is no reason to take the poison

Working at sears on the receiving dock and today my boss and i did the 30 day evaluation of my performance.

half of the things on the check list i was unacceptable or still learning. punctuality was a big one that i need to fix right away. been late 2 shifts by 5 mins but boss thinks its 3-4 shifts.

other things, striving to be the best (lol, unacceptable) and taking time to do things in the store (moving things around, said i was too slow).


this really has me on edge cuz at my last job i was let go after probation ended due to unsatisfactory performance.

i have psychosis so most of the time im under this fog and i have to admit my motivation for working as a merchandise flow associate isnt the highest. i really cant afford to lose this job because its just gonna set me up for failure when i graduate school and start my career. getting $500 bucks of govt money per month isnt something that i want to do either.

i bought this self-author program for self help and i havent finished it. thinking of taking the time tonight and next couple of days to write everything out and do some deep introspection and self reflection.


welp, i guess thats it then. thanks for listening misc.

you're missing the point bucko.

Boss WANTS you to succeed. Hence the list to work on to keep your job.

So look at it, keep a positive go-getter atittude, and fix them. Boss will be impressed at your turn around.

Or you can be a miserable chit, not fix anything, get fired and be a lousy worker rest of your life. Your call.

i bought this self-author program for self help and i havent finished it.

Stop wasting time with this chit. Just get the fcuk on with it. Set some goals, break them down, and get to work.
I swear people spend more time reading motivational bs, and money on self-help chit, than actually getting to work.

27 years old and can't be on time, holy chit - have some discipline.