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Dallas cowboys - Mavs - Chelsea FC - Baylor

Avi from 2012

RIP mainsqueeze530

y u leave us so early bro?

Thus let me live, unseen, unknown;
Thus unlamented let me die;
Steal from the world, and not a stone
Tell where I lie.

2/17/15 - Dunk Tank Results: 15% bf (Omron said 18.6%) - 123.4 lbs LBM

The world would be a better place if everyone would channel their frustration and anger to better themselves and be nicer to everyone they meet. Everyone has their own fights and stories to tell, you are not more important than another.

- note to self, lessons from 2016.

Banging in Hong Kong 2017, Europe Roadtrip 2018, planned: Mt. Kilimanjaro 2019. <- never happened, broke my leg, fml

~ Los Angeles Lakers ~ Eintracht Frankfurt ~ PhD crew ~ PrettyHugeDick crew as well ~ Philosophy crew ~

The world would be a better place if everyone would channel their frustration and anger to better themselves and be nicer to everyone they meet. Everyone has their own fights and stories to tell, you are not more important than another.

- note to self, lessons from 2016.

Starting Weight: 145lbs
**Jimbob Cooter Crew**

"Obsessed is a word the lazy used to describe the dedicated."
R.I.P Aziz "Zyzz" Shavershian
March 24, 1989 - August 5, 2011

*Porsche Crew*
*Kate Beckinsale is the GOAT crew*

RIP mainsqueeze530

y u leave us so early bro?

Ecclesiastes 6:10

Liverpool FC - Cavaliers - Saints

Catelyn Stark is a MILF Crew

RIP mainsqueeze530

y u leave us so early bro?

I loe e.

DO IT! JUST DO IT! Don't let ur dreams b dreams. Yesterday u sed 2morrow, so JUST DO IT! Make ur dreams come tru! Sum people dream of success while ur gonna wake up & work HARD @ it! NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE! U should get 2 the point where any1 else wood quit, and ur not gonna stop there. NO! What r u waiting 4? YES U CAN! If ur tired of starting over, STOP GIVING UP!
*Serratus sculpted like gods' of Mt. Olympus crew*
*Weakling crew*
*CANADIAN CREW*
*Bicep Avi Crew ᕙ✪ (⇀‸↼‶)*

Starting Weight: 145lbs
**Jimbob Cooter Crew**

"Obsessed is a word the lazy used to describe the dedicated."
R.I.P Aziz "Zyzz" Shavershian
March 24, 1989 - August 5, 2011

*Porsche Crew*
*Kate Beckinsale is the GOAT crew*

The world would be a better place if everyone would channel their frustration and anger to better themselves and be nicer to everyone they meet. Everyone has their own fights and stories to tell, you are not more important than another.

- note to self, lessons from 2016.

In the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't. You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair... but that's the way things are. The choice is yours.

~ Zidane Tribal of Final Fantasy IX

"Before Trump showed up, the USA was a happy place...They had rainbows and flowery meadows and rivers full of chocolate where all the children would sing and dance with gumdrop smiles."-Meryl Streep

"Even Jesus needed a hammer"

Levi Garrett or you're a slack jawed ******* crew
Mafia Moto Crew
Carolina Panther Crew
AP7 Crew

Negs Von Cuck on sight

★cVc★ Waterboarding - Baptizing terrorists with Freedom since 02'

may god forgive me

Originally Posted By Rajc⏩

OP you mentioned you have an ad network, is this like an alternative to google ads? if yes what's the name, google ads would close my account cuz of their ****gy TOS

Nah, had one. It was called Zonify Ads. Back when popups were king. This was before google adwords even existed.

Originally Posted By Darkness2Light⏩

dude you sound like your giving up and you need to stop with that BS. Magic johnson has aids he's been alive for 30 yrs.

None of that chit you even posted is terminal..fkin asthma? stretch marks? ACNE? yeah its not good but dude your obviously still healthy if you havent lost any weight, and your heart/cardio is good to go then you are fine..ur not gonna fkin die soon bro calm that chit down. this is like a goodbye im dieing post. fuk that

Never brah, never giving up. But I am also a realist. I want to live, and Ill do everything I can to be better. But its also disheartening when every time I go to a doctor they find something else new. I try my best to keep my hopes up, I try my best to believe and hope that things will get better. I wont lie, it gets hard sometimes. I do get down sometimes, Im human. But I promise this; I will do every damn thing I can to get better.

Originally Posted By RainsofOrion⏩

I sent you a private message, but can't confirm if it has been sent you so I wrote out this:

I was incredibly moved by your posts and related so much, I'm a 26 year guy from Ireland who has a very rare brain condition that leaves the left hand side of my head behind my eye and ear aching like a golf ball and I have had it since I was 18, started one morning out of the blue as eye grit, and I know I can't do much good for you (I understand how annoying it is to be offered advice on medicine and acupuncture and reiki and every medicine tradition under the sun from eastern to western, north and south, as well intentioned as it can be). The sheer wildness and all encompassing nature of our conditions and alienation is simply beyond words for normies, I'm here if you want to talk, anytime. Frankly there is so few of people like us, I couldn't in good consciousness, NOT reach out to you.

I've been over to 25+ doctors, the very best (travelled to the USA and UK as well) several cutting edge in their field and I understand what it's like to hear that even of you were an oil sheik loaded with billions, you'd still have the problem. I suppose there is a bare comfort in that.

So anyway I'll add you as a friend. Posts like your help people like myself too.

Hell yea bro. I love talking to people who have some type of condition. Because it really is hard to relate. People can read and empathize, but they don't really grasp what its like. I have a friend who has a tumor in his brain or growing against his brain. So somewhat similar to you. He has gone to so many neurologists and other types of doctors. Fluid builds up and he gets wonky here and there until they release it.

Originally Posted By 12345623⏩

Sending prayers your way bud. All the best.

Thank you!

Originally Posted By meenman83⏩

OP if they have you on high doses of the prednisone make sure you take lots of Folic, zinc and vitamin B12 to counter act the chit it does to your memory and brain functions....I know all too well how disgusting of the drug that is for auto immune diseases and if you're on remicade make sure you take tons and I mean tons of pedialyte to help with the dehydration and fatigue that chit causes for the days after injection....stay strong and remember every day you wake up is a good day.

I have had 3 pulses of dexamethasone primarily after my platelets dropped to 3000, and was on a very high dose of prednisone (80 mg for about 6 weeks).
Honestly the pred didnt mess with me too much, the dexa pulse made me feel like absolute ****. And thats not me, Im never down. But holy shi.t was I down after the pulses.

Originally Posted By xvicknumber7x⏩

youll always be a legend to me, ShayZ. I've read your thread and posts for almost a decade here on the Misc and I care a lot about you, man.

I needed this today and I thank you. Hang tough in there dude, you never know what could happen.

For sure bud. Ill make it out of all of this, I hope so. But in case I don't I wanted to post because at the same time I want to record how I felt. Just in case... I want my family to know how I felt, and not to feel sorry for me. I want them to know that life was amazing and full.

Originally Posted By kaliia⏩

Sorry for being an emotional girl, but this post made me cry.I really hope you can find something that will make you feel better someday and don't dieI admire you for your strength!

Well hopefully I can control the emphysema (doc said it stays the same or gets worse), and the ITP (well, thats just a lifelong disorder, but Ive read people who can live long lives with it). My concern is what is causing the emphysema and why did it decline so fast. If they can figure that out Ill be much happier. I almost feel like everything is semi connected. But they just dont know yet. Hopefully medical knowledge advances quickly enough. I definitely think stem cell treatment could be an answer to regenerate whatever is going bad inside of me.

Originally Posted By nestbrother⏩

sir you are an inspiration.

There are a lot of lost young men on here, myself included, and your post does really help

Good luck with everything bro

And regarding that song, I must have heard it dozens of times, but I never really paid attention to the lyrics, I know I won't be able to listen to it again without thinking of your inspirational post, thank you

Thank you man. Yea that song really hit me in the feels. It helped me further realize just how amazing my girl is. She doesn't want me to be a superman, she doesn't care if I have muscles, she doesn't care if I gain weight. She just wants me for me, she just wants me to be there, she just wants to be able to be snuggled by me and loved by me. That's what she wants. That's what I have to give her.

RIP mainsqueeze530

y u leave us so early bro?

Sig cant be a novel.

RIP mainsqueeze530

y u leave us so early bro?