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OP had cancer twice, lost half his face, moved to Barcelona, now has a 10/10 life
08-01-2017, 10:33 PM
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That's awesome OP. You are a true inspiration (Srs).
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08-02-2017, 12:18 PM
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Belgian living in Barcelona. Full time YouTuber.
2 time Cancer Survivor
YouTube: BigBoiBenzo
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my story: https://forum.obnoxiousbrutes.com/showthread.php?t=174465131
08-02-2017, 03:28 PM
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Originally Posted By snufy⏩
Im tryna get this youtube cash right nowHow do you make a living bro?
Fuk, makes my life seem like a dream. I wish I had the motivation to do something. Just so tired and beat up
Fuk, makes my life seem like a dream. I wish I had the motivation to do something. Just so tired and beat up
before I had a baller job at BP Oil.. so im currently living on savings, I'm convinced I'ma make it tho, I'm all in
what happened to you tho? what makes u talk this way? tell me brah, we here to help each other
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08-02-2017, 03:32 PM
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Dude subbed. That is some amazing sh*te man.
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08-02-2017, 03:36 PM
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Originally Posted By Big
thank you bro!! it's so hard to gain subs honestly, and for some reason it has such a big impact on how others perceive your channel... I can't wait that hit that 1k mark and be a legit youtuber hahaDude subbed. That is some amazing sh*te man.
thanks again brah
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08-02-2017, 03:38 PM
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Originally Posted By Ratfish⏩
Where do you think I'm gonna get a pump and meet fit spainish chicksyou got a week in another country and you're gonna go to the gym?
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08-02-2017, 03:40 PM
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Originally Posted By BigBoiBenzo⏩
I think it will take consistency. If you look at some of the successful youtubers you see they always find their audience. I think you will do to.thank you bro!! it's so hard to gain subs honestly, and for some reason it has such a big impact on how others perceive your channel... I can't wait that hit that 1k mark and be a legit youtuber haha
thanks again brah
thanks again brah
Good luck living life and I will be checking out your channel!
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08-02-2017, 03:53 PM
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Originally Posted By BigBoiBenzo⏩
The shots help me grow more white blood cells to fight infections and be able to do more rounds of chemotherapy in shorter amounts of time with little recovery. The WBC is grown in your bones and you can feel it. I'm going to stop though and try some other stuff, just too weary and pretty sure my heart is gonna give out soon if I don't. Fukk that.and you have no idea what you did for me by telling me this brah, got goosebumps fr. (nh)
favorite drink... ufff.. that **** is hard, non-alcoholic: lipton ice tea.
alcoholic: if we're talking cocktail: pina colada
talking beer: stella artois
I don't take nuelasta injections or claritin D, to keep it 100% real I never even heard of these things.. just googled claritin d now.
**** brah I wish I could help u with this bonepain somehow but I've got 0 insight to offer.. where does it stem from?
favorite drink... ufff.. that **** is hard, non-alcoholic: lipton ice tea.
alcoholic: if we're talking cocktail: pina colada
talking beer: stella artois
I don't take nuelasta injections or claritin D, to keep it 100% real I never even heard of these things.. just googled claritin d now.
**** brah I wish I could help u with this bonepain somehow but I've got 0 insight to offer.. where does it stem from?
Pina Coladas? Come to the States and I'll make you a proper drink.

Keep doing you and being awesome!
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08-02-2017, 03:54 PM
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Originally Posted By TheFuarkingBoss⏩
I got ya brahWhere do you think I'm gonna get a pump and meet fit spainish chicks
go here
https://www.tripadvisor.com/Location...Catalonia.html
I'm here every other week
it has a bunch of chicks always hawking the spot, looking for fit dudes... if you're in decent shape and know how to make smalltalk this place will have u swimming in pussy playboy
u can see me getting a pump there in this vlog
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08-02-2017, 04:08 PM
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Wow,, what a survivor bruh... God bless
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08-02-2017, 04:16 PM
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Originally Posted By redraider86⏩
damn bro I had no idea about that even... sounds like you're going thru a difficult time. u still lifting thru this all? are you in remission now?The shots help me grow more white blood cells to fight infections and be able to do more rounds of chemotherapy in shorter amounts of time with little recovery. The WBC is grown in your bones and you can feel it. I'm going to stop though and try some other stuff, just too weary and pretty sure my heart is gonna give out soon if I don't. Fukk that.
Pina Coladas? Come to the States and I'll make you a proper drink.
Keep doing you and being awesome!
Pina Coladas? Come to the States and I'll make you a proper drink.

Keep doing you and being awesome!
and man I don't like liquor lol, it makes me crazy... get all agressive n ****.. not cool lol
so I stick to beers and an occassional cocktail when I'm chilling, and yeah pina colada is great for me lol, like a candy coconut icecream that gets u drunk, no homo
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08-02-2017, 04:19 PM
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OP good news is if you do run out of money you can probably sue the absolute fuk out of that dentist if you haven't already.
08-02-2017, 04:29 PM
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Originally Posted By BigBoiBenzo⏩
Not yet in remission but one day I will be.damn bro I had no idea about that even... sounds like you're going thru a difficult time. u still lifting thru this all? are you in remission now?
and man I don't like liquor lol, it makes me crazy... get all agressive n ****.. not cool lol
so I stick to beers and an occassional cocktail when I'm chilling, and yeah pina colada is great for me lol, like a candy coconut icecream that gets u drunk, no homo
and man I don't like liquor lol, it makes me crazy... get all agressive n ****.. not cool lol
so I stick to beers and an occassional cocktail when I'm chilling, and yeah pina colada is great for me lol, like a candy coconut icecream that gets u drunk, no homo
Yes to lifting but can't right now. Actually been mostly focused on endurance sports, it keeps my mind from going nuts. Honestly this isn't that difficult, just ready to get back to work. And tired of dealing with the never ending doctors sticking me.
Don't feel bad, sometimes I like wine spritzers, no homo. Added you on IG, good stuff.
Thanks for the inspiration and thread, be well and good luck to you in all that you do.
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08-02-2017, 04:30 PM
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Originally Posted By CyberSheriff⏩
best news all day breh, srsOP good news is if you do run out of money you can probably sue the absolute fuk out of that dentist if you haven't already.
nah all jokes aside, we tried looking in to legal action but in belgium **** doesn't work like that.. I'd be a millionaire in the US... in belgium it's basically impossible to sue over something like that, they're protected by the justice system in a way
shiiit if I do run I'll just get a parttime as a bartender or something, I dunno... I really don't worry about money that much, like I always find ways to make some loot but gotta be careful talking about **** on the interwebs
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08-02-2017, 04:35 PM
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Originally Posted By redraider86⏩
cannavore! niceNot yet in remission but one day I will be.
Yes to lifting but can't right now. Actually been mostly focused on endurance sports, it keeps my mind from going nuts. Honestly this isn't that difficult, just ready to get back to work. And tired of dealing with the never ending doctors sticking me.
Don't feel bad, sometimes I like wine spritzers, no homo. Added you on IG, good stuff.
Thanks for the inspiration and thread, be well and good luck to you in all that you do.
Yes to lifting but can't right now. Actually been mostly focused on endurance sports, it keeps my mind from going nuts. Honestly this isn't that difficult, just ready to get back to work. And tired of dealing with the never ending doctors sticking me.
Don't feel bad, sometimes I like wine spritzers, no homo. Added you on IG, good stuff.
Thanks for the inspiration and thread, be well and good luck to you in all that you do.
my misc senses were tingling when I saw that username
I feel u tho, what kind of work do u do? when you're stuck in that process of constantly having to wait for test results and listen to doctors talk about the progression etc.. it's gruesome ...
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08-02-2017, 04:42 PM
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Originally Posted By BigBoiBenzo⏩
Yep, the hurry up and wait game. At some points I just tell them to do whatever and don't even tell me about it. The weirdest part is figuring out the important information to keep from people and what to tell people. No use scaring others but also don't want to keep people in the dark. That's a weird line to walk. Ya feel me?cannavore! nice
my misc senses were tingling when I saw that username
I feel u tho, what kind of work do u do? when you're stuck in that process of constantly having to wait for test results and listen to doctors talk about the progression etc.. it's gruesome ...
my misc senses were tingling when I saw that username
I feel u tho, what kind of work do u do? when you're stuck in that process of constantly having to wait for test results and listen to doctors talk about the progression etc.. it's gruesome ...
I'm a product manager and a chef.
Train hard, train smart, have fun!
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08-02-2017, 04:55 PM
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Originally Posted By BigBoiBenzo⏩
Didn't see your sig, thought you were from LA originally. I'm really not surprised that you're doing well though tbh, the real world doesn't care about facial aesthetics like the misc and just the fact that you're decently jacked and tall I'm sure makes up for your deformity, it would be different if you had a face like people who have acid thrown on them but I'm not surprised most women can overlook a small part of the jaw missing.best news all day breh, srs
nah all jokes aside, we tried looking in to legal action but in belgium **** doesn't work like that.. I'd be a millionaire in the US... in belgium it's basically impossible to sue over something like that, they're protected by the justice system in a way
shiiit if I do run I'll just get a parttime as a bartender or something, I dunno... I really don't worry about money that much, like I always find ways to make some loot but gotta be careful talking about **** on the interwebs
nah all jokes aside, we tried looking in to legal action but in belgium **** doesn't work like that.. I'd be a millionaire in the US... in belgium it's basically impossible to sue over something like that, they're protected by the justice system in a way
shiiit if I do run I'll just get a parttime as a bartender or something, I dunno... I really don't worry about money that much, like I always find ways to make some loot but gotta be careful talking about **** on the interwebs
08-02-2017, 05:51 PM
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Originally Posted By CyberSheriff⏩
i totaly agree broDidn't see your sig, thought you were from LA originally. I'm really not surprised that you're doing well though tbh, the real world doesn't care about facial aesthetics like the misc and just the fact that you're decently jacked and tall I'm sure makes up for your deformity, it would be different if you had a face like people who have acid thrown on them but I'm not surprised most women can overlook a small part of the jaw missing.
i get weirded out all the time when people tell me they cried n ****, i honestly dont feel like im acomplishing much but ive noticed people seem to like this type of **** somehow, so i decided to roll the dice on the youtube thing while i could just as well be sitting home "recovering" cuz im stil waiting on surgeries
so basically im just having a great ****ing life, and cuz of my face people feel sympathetic somehow.. i never walk aroudn thinking "man im such a fighter, im beating this cancer thing" lol, im just like "yeah **** happened lets move on"
the big boi benzo persona is a real part of my personality but everytime i film im basically lit to the max, way calmer in real lifel lol
would be great if i could make this **** my living
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Originally Posted By gottk2x⏩
get money for a one way ticket and become an english teacher hereI'm poor. How do I get to Barcelona
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Mad respecc bruh, keep living it large!
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Wow, you seem genuinely happy too given your situation. You have an awesome outlook on life, and it's nice to see a positive brah like you on here with there being so many chitty FA threads. Subbed to see more of your life journey
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Originally Posted By keels141⏩
thanks a MILLION brah!! every sub I get I do a fistpump irlBumping this legend, will sub to your channel now brother. Seriously awesome stuff that you are doing man



keep giving me feedback and telling me what u think! I wanna improve!
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Originally Posted By BigBoiBenzo⏩
I think what you are doing is great brother, just keep doing what you are doing...people like you have such a huge impact on the people around them. It changes the whole energy of the situation and puts others in a good mood, and it sounds like it is a conscious decision that you have made to have this attitude - so kudos to you my friend.thanks a MILLION brah!! every sub I get I do a fistpump irl
keep giving me feedback and telling me what u think! I wanna improve!
keep giving me feedback and telling me what u think! I wanna improve!
Not trying to make light of it but what you have been through with the cancer and the jaw surgery is a good angle for a youtuber, it is a point of differentiation and people will respond to that I think. It seems to be the way that once you reach a tipping point the momentum picks up and you will pick up a heap more subscribers, success breeds success.
Regardless brother, it is such a breath of fresh air to see someone with an attitude like yours - keep spreading the positive energy mate


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Originally Posted by Ausaric View Post
Ok, so you're rich and have an awesome personality and you have a ton of friends. Of course you love your life. You're not inspirational. Just because your face is mutilated doesn't mean jack ****. I'd easily trade my face for the ability to socialize.
Ok, so you're rich and have an awesome personality and you have a ton of friends. Of course you love your life. You're not inspirational. Just because your face is mutilated doesn't mean jack ****. I'd easily trade my face for the ability to socialize.
Originally Posted By BigBoiBenzo⏩
damn bro, that might be one of the best replies I have ever seen on the mischaha this might be the best post in the whole thread, some real misc **** right here. I love the self-hate. I'm not rich tho, im blowing thru all my savings, I'll prolly be a waiter in 5 months. srs.
really appreciate u saying that tho, not even joking, the fact that others would want to trade with me is surreal and honestly such a huge ego boost .. thank u brah
really appreciate u saying that tho, not even joking, the fact that others would want to trade with me is surreal and honestly such a huge ego boost .. thank u brah
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Originally Posted By Actonspur⏩
thanks so much for that sub bro.. its the biggest gift u can give me right nowSubbed bro. Amazing story. Best of luck.
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