Don't really understand the hate, everyone calls GGW an attention whore but all her "attention seeking" threads seem to be not srs at all and/or troll threads. Like messing around with a hula hoop and doing batchit crazy yoga poses like really lol? THAT'S in contention with slooty instagram photos when it comes to "attention whoring"? I'm pretty sure she doesn't really post half naked pics or anything (except for avi, lel), does she?

Yeah, I realized that in the last thread. Wasn't even planning on posting in this thread until fang posted his confusing voice lol

I know exactly without a doubt of what you’re talking about. You are literally in the process of conscious awakening and conscious ascension. It’s basically the next step in human evolution and by evolution I mean micro evolution as I don’t believe in macro (us evolving from another species - Neanderthal). You will see higher levels of truth, clarity, understanding, inner peace, perspective, intuition and a higher level of cognitive ability, which synergistically coincides with better physical ability, hand eye coordination, reflexes, spatial awareness, etc. Most people in this life time won’t reach this level of mind, which is within the process of Enlightment. I have been through this for years and experienced every step of it through my suffering, mistakes, introspection, reflection, observation, presence and present moment awareness. Learning not just from reading, but from others through their behaviors/actions and analyzing the cause and effect. Ultimately it is a process of gaining wisdom and connection with your soul/true inner self and the collective ether of energy that we are. What you experienced that night was another level of awakening. You appreciated everything for what it was without expectations/desires and were truly present in that moment and in alignment with yourself and the universe. Once you’ve started this process and especially became aware about it, it doesn’t stop and there no unseeing the truth and reality. You've woken up from constructed societal illusions and saw outside the box of your programmed and condition mind. The further down this process you go the more powerful and aware you become, but of course more humble and poised. With great power, comes great responsibility. Remaining calm and in control of your thoughts, emotions and actions/reactions is the ultimate power as you are no longer a slave to your mind and ego, but the master of your soul.

No but Im woke

Wow that’s so funny because ****alarm clock for my brain went off this weekend****..



I knew before that the government is only out for profit, but I didn't "really" understand just how shady our government/laws were until this past weekend.

I really feel like my eyes have been opened to this and how ****ty society is as a whole in the past two years. It sounds cliche, but I guess you could
say I am fully "awake" now. I don't say that arrogantly btw.

It is ridiculous the things that are considered important VS. what actually IS important or would be beneficial for society.


My oldest last night said
"Mom, most kids just care about a few things..social media, phones, friends, and being popular"
I asked "well what do YOU think are important things to care about?" She said "family, friends, helping others". I hope that I'm teaching them well


It just really saddens me that so many people chose to remain ignorant and just go along with the flow saying "well that's just the way it is..you can't change anything" or if you chose to do something that would has positive benefits for yourself you risk getting in trouble just solely because someone told you not to

(not because you would do harm to yourself or someone else, but because it disrupts the system the government has set in place. Disrupts their money making)



I had the happiest weekend of my life friday-sunday and got to be around like minded people, but it always hurts to come back to "civilization" and the real world where people could give an absolute chit about lots of important things.
I feel that this weekend made me have an even deeper appreciation for life and how beautiful everything is. Seeing everything for what I believe it REALLY is and just realizing everything really is connected.



It's amazing and just so hard to explain. It's like watching something from the outside and thinking you know what you believe and how something truly is, but until you experience it first hand, you really DON'T know.
A light switch has definitely been flipped whereas it was just a dimmer switch before that I had been slowly turning until now.




Spoiler!
if you wanna read this is kinda random about my weekend...

The sunset was the prettiest sunset I had ever seen.
I started to crawl into my tent trying to hurry and put on another layer so I could hurry back to the music when I just sat down and stopped.
I realized at that moment I was completely 110% content with sitting in my tent and just BEING. Just sitting there thinking, listening to other people laugh and have fun in the camp behind me.

After I found my way out of my tent (lol!)
I went outside and looked at the ground and leaves and thought holy chit this is gorgeous! I was wondering if other people could feel what I felt and if they couldn't I wished they could. I called my mom who was watching our kids and told her I loved her and wished she was there with me.
Just wish that everyone in the world could slow down and learn to appreciate things more, be kind to others, and have the freedom to make themselves happy.
It's given me a but of encouragement to keep going in school because I want my work to be centered around those beliefs. It's hard work but I feel it will be worth it




Cliffs
I feel like I fully realize things I only thought I understood before
-that is a

your probably teaching them to be an attention sloot

Tell me how long your middle finger is and ill run those numbers next to my penis measurements.

We can calculate this theoretically.

I'm sorry/not sorryyou're a wee bit off on that though. No cigar

Many remember the ''Berenstein bears'' but now they are the ''Berenstain bears''

Stfu. That’s an incommensurable point and irrelevant to this discussion

Cliffs:

-OP had 5 kids by 28
-has no father
-had a mental breakdown on her old account and created this new one saying things have changed
-had to leave a religious cult
-husband is a cuck
-admittedly has no friends and said she thought miscers would be her friends
-posts all day seeking attention
-is having another mental breakdown
-other sloots chime in and tell her "you go girl!"

But she’s achieved levels of consciousness we can only hope to dream of....through drug use lmfao

These people are always a generic copy/paste of the one next to them, seriously wonder what happened to fuk them up so badly

I didn't even read the op. Just skipped to the last page and saw cass talking bigging up her cervix

Wowit just feels like I'm becoming the person I was meant to be. I don't regret being Pentecostal for so many years but it honestly hurts my heart to know that I was judgmental of so many people for so long.
When I was judgmental it was because I was unsure of my own beliefs and of myself. It was like I wanted to join in with judging others so I could feel better about myself.

I was jealous of other women too and that's something over the past two years I have really worked on the most. I think bitterness and jealousy will eat you from the inside out.

I made a thread awhile back when I was depressed about not having a ton of friends and how I was feeling up because I was always having to initiate calling people. It was like I was trying to keep friendships that were hanging by a thread even though I knew they weren't quality relationships.. then after several people posted in that thread that I was trying too hard into just let friendships happen naturally they did!

It's weird that all these good things have been happening lately. I'm just completely happy with being alone if I have to be. I've found some like minded friends which is really nice and now people are calling me to go do stuff and inviting me places.
People had some good advice in that thread. Friendships really are quality/quantity.

Anyways...I'm rambling. Not in a crazy troll way lol but I'm just really happyhope you all are having a good Monday? I'm outside sitting in the grass while my kids jump on the trampoline

Hmm and other people that are different than me in society AREN'T a carbon copy of one another?? Constantly chasing the "American dream" of new fancy expensive things, always trying to keep up with everyone else, and blindly following a corrupt government. Even the people (like my mom) that don't agree with a lot of the "rules" of society will tell you
"Yes, it's stupid, but you have to obey them..you have to work a certain type of job to be happy..you gotta have lots of money etc"

Fuk that. The government/religion/media has everyone scared to go against the grain so even the ones that don't agree are just like zombies walking around.

I would MUCH rather be a carbon copy of people who care about others and the world we live in than 80% of the other part of society


Btw people achieve more awareness through meditation and other ways too....no one said anything about drugs

Well I was trying to but it's too far up there.

In on yet another GGW attention whoring thread.

Haaaiiii there

I wasn't being literal in my presumption. On that note, stay out of sensory deprivation tanks lol. Jokes aside, it's good you're happy. Just try stay on the rails pls OP. I'm only weary because people I've met that start talking like your OP can get a little out of control...bipolar disorders and what not.

I think you are totally full of chit luv

Take 3+ Ls then come talk to me about being awake

No one is "awake"

Edit: some fine ass in here got damn

This lol wtf

💯💯 You get it and that is just the basics to all this. The understanding and clarity gets deeper until you are an all knowing and perceiving being. Truth is all you know.

I don't. At all. I already said be the change you wish to see on the misc was kind of a joke.
"Be the change" is a good thing to live by though

3 is childs play. Get on that 10 strip time.

Gotcha. I just like to act like I'm off the rails sometimes..is that acceptable?

Wrong.


Being "awake" means knowing there is no escape. Desiring not to desire is a desire within its own. Not playing the "game" is still the no game game, etc etc etc.


It's a paradox of itself. To assume making threads makes someone less "awake" is to not understand "awakeness" at all.


Cliffs: The only thing we can be awoken to is that we will never be awoken aside from the very subjectively created meaning we apply (which you have literally just done)

So did the tent smell like sex and shame?

This is the most idiotic pseudo intellectual bs. It looks pretty, but in realty, information, wisdom and experience do awaken a person as, knowledge both internal and external affect your perspective, the perspective is not subjective if that person was introduced with cole hard facts of The reality. Therefore if the information true, everyone who knows the information would have the same perspective of said thing.