I work late nights. I have a different schedule than people that work bank hours. I was doing some cleaning and ended up with 2 garbage bags of paper towels and things from cleaning everything. I am walking back from the dumpster and see one of the security guards walking in the direction towards me shining a flashlight into cars. He sees me and is maybe 30 feet away in front of me and to my left. He raises his hand in a "howdy" fashion and says "what's up boss" "I said "how's it going" and keep walking. He changes his direction to walk torwards me and he aimed his flashlight at my face and put his hand on his sidearm and says "you good?" I said "yeah just taking out my trash". Then after I pass him he changes his direction and followed me to my apartment. I looked over my shoulder twice and he kept following me with his flashlight pointed at my back without saying anything. He is standing out there right now and I've been inside for 10 minutes now. Wtf is he doing? Why can't I just be left alone? I don't bother anyone. I don't do drugs or blast music. I am a private person and I keep to myself. I am an introverted type of person and after a long day having to deal with people I need my own place to relax in peace and quiet. I don't have that. It is making me go insane. I feel claustrophobic and smothered. Constantly walking on egg shells to avoid the security guards wearing flak jackets and strapped to the gills like they're on patrol in Mogadishu. Constantly hearing boom boom bass from hip hip hop music, cars reving engines up and down the street, cars honking, people screaming at each other, neighbor slamming the door 20 times a night so hard it rattles my chest and startling me, etc it is enough to cause someone to go insane I can't take this anymore. I'm sweating and my heart is still racing from the security guard putting his hand on his sidearm and approaching me. I need to escape but it seems there is nowhere to escape to. Idk what to do. I don't feel well. There are two security guards standing outside now. I just want to be left alone.

I'll fukin shoot you swear to god

Address? I'll send you a rope.

You good?

I was until the scared fat fuk put his hand on his sidearm and walked at me and followed me home.

just tell him you are not doing anything wrong and feel like he is following u too closely

I'm freaking out because I made the mistake of flipping on my lights when I came inside so now the evil psychopath soulless zombie security know exactly which apartment is mine. They are still outside and I have one more half bag I need to throw out from cleaning out my fridge.

What made me nervous/alarmed was the combination of his shaky beta voice "you good" while placing his hand on his sidearm and following me. I don't need some school shooter type following me and now knowing where I live.

i think you need to take a chill pill.

but im unsure if its actually warranted or youre a little frazzled

so, cant advise

Gonna need cliffs Clarence

I'm trying to calm down now but I went from in a good mood listening to a funny podcast and cleaning to next thing I know thinking I'm about to get into a situation with a scared fat kid trying to play cop over nothing. I told him I was taking out the trash. He had to have heard the bags hitting whatever glass was in the dumpster. He knew what I was doing and still felt scared enough to put his hand on his sidearm. I thought he was going to unholster it and my heart started racing.

Got approached by a guy with a gun and he put his hand on it and then followed me home and I'm trying to calm down but I was freaking out heart racing and gushing sweat.

Still can't sleep I fukin hate this place and need to get away

You sound like you are on drugs.

Just let the palms spaghetti settle OP.

I mean just look at this cat, you think he fukkin cares about your problems? Straight up unit.

He wants you so invite him up for some “coffee” opie, just let him know you don’t fly like that srs