Never thought I would ever stoop so low in my life.

After things went down the drain with the 42 yo manager at previous job, I had to resort to an escort to help me cope.

So I've been seing the same escort non-stop since September : We've seen each other for about 15 times or so now.

We click pretty well and we would often spend the whole night together instead of me just staying for an hour, blow my load and bounce off.

One thing leading to another I find myself catching "feelings" for a cumdumpster that sells her body for a living.

I sent her a beta text just a few hours ago to which I did not get any reply of course (Not that I was expecting any to be honest).

Could guys please roast some sense into me before I reach the earth center of betaness ?


Yes I'm that lonely and that desperate.

Being physically intimate with someone over a long period of time naturally leads to feelings of emotional intimacy.

But yes this is a recipe for disaster OP get your head out of your ass. She's not your gf.

You may not have a gf but at least you've got that snazzy bespoke jacket.

My god man, what have you done.

Why do men pay for sex or companionship?

Doing either of those things is an admission that you have literally nothing to offer but your wallet.

You're better than that.

You know what else it's an admission of? Low self-confidence. Further, it's an indicator that you have an extreme inability to cope with being in the company of yourself.

Pick yourself up off the ground, and work on yourself.Spend more time making your life a wonderful place, and turning it into the type of life you want to live.

Don't catch feelings for somebody who literally gets paid to make you feel that way, and likely, wouldn't be spending any time with you if you weren't paying.

Cut this chit out.

This. What did you expect after bonding with her? Especially after engaging in an intimate act.




Pics aren't loading by the way. I figured I'd let you know so you could fix that.

Whatd you send?

Why not? She’s independent at least. Just have to share her around a little bit

She probably said "no thx jeff" and went NC.

Does every miscer visit escorts these days and fall in love with them? Wtf is wrong with you guys.

Ay LMAO not Something that beta lulz.

But very cringy.

I Don't even know who I am anymore.

Loneliness if one hell of a disease.

No need to talk about her that way just because you hate yourself for simping out and going all blue-pilled beta mode.

I have infinitely more respect forhonest, hardworkingprostitutes than I do for any other toxic, useless, attention-whoring western kunts.

Women were biologically designed for two things: draining our balls and giving birth to and rearing children. That's it. Everything else can and should be done by men.

The western world desperately needs hundreds of thousands of morehonest, hardworkingprostitutes that offer their services for a reasonable price.

the amount of cringe is off the charts.....jesus man

Yeah she's pretty cool to be honest. It doesn't even feel like I'm smashing an escort but more like a FWB.

Don't you have to pay extra to spend the night? Like alot more...

Imagine paying for company, what kind of sad pathetic life do you live were you have to pay someone to enjoy their company?
That's up-there worse than an Incel.

Not only are you a beta bich paying for sexx off an escort, you then tried cuddling her essentially hahahahhahahahaha....
Make it even worse, You've spiraled into a depressive mind-state over your 42 Year Old ex Manager HAHAHA - No longer at the job either, so no longer getting it.

No doubt she was just using you, but that's probably all you get in life... USED.

Lowkey brah - You reaaaal need to get your chit in gear. No more seeing said 'Escort' NO. NO MORE. You'd get more fun out of going on a date & then banging a random.
Also - Escort prob takes 3/4 Dinks in 1 DAY! 1 DAY! You're out here tryna get closer to a literally HOE.

WTF.

GL Brah, You really are at the bottom of the pit rn. Escort Ban, I'd even go on a little 'get-away', Only like a 3/4 day trip to somewhere you've never been. Go, have fun & you might even meet someone on your trips, Holiday Romance is Top Tier.

It's gone be alright brah, u gonna make it. Pussy is one helluva drug. I'm pretty sure lot of us can relate. I've done dumb things for pussy. I know what it can do to a man. just kno there are people out there that doing or feeling worse than u. Try exploring other escorts. Plenty of pussy out there op

No, not me at least : It made me feel like I was more than just a random Customer.

What's her race and how old is she? Tattoos, fake nails/hair, smoker? How much are you paying per hour and do you pay extra when she stays the night? What about tipping? Are you doing anything bareback?

Asking out of curiosity as I used to be an avid whoremonger and I always like to hear first-hand info about what can be found on the European market these days.

holereeeechit my sides

Arabic
Two small tatoos on the wrists
Fake nails : Yes
Smoker : Yes but not when she's with me because she knows I hate it
300$/h but I always end up spending the whole night at no extra cost.
No tipping and no bareback.

fukkin LOL @ that jacket

Congratulations you’re a normal human being and caught feels for someone you’ve been intimate with over a decent span of time.

People do it ALL the time. They stay in bad relationships and get addicted to people that don’t give a fuk about them.

It’s almost always caused by lack of experience with women AND because you really don’t see a whole lot of value in yourself

So for the lack of experience cool story bro you have a new experience to learn and grow from that you can carry forward. People can give you **** all day long but most people have done cringe ****. Maybe not with an escort, but with equally one sided unhealthy relationships. It’s part of the learning curve.

The biggest part is valuing yourself and your time. It’s the easiest thing to work on. You can build a life you love with a good social circle, hobbies, decent job, etc. By doing that you’ll be less likely to allow people to run over you, you’ll feel like you deserve someone that will usually add to rather than subtract from your experience on this planet, and you’ll be able to do that for them.

So relish how ****ty you feel right now, don’t run from the pain; you earned it by allowing yourself to be a lesser version of you. You will continue to be in pain for as long as you are unwilling to be honest with yourself and make the necessary changes that will make you a happier human. We all go through it. Some drown it out with various addictions. Some get stuck in it and constantly whine about how unfair life is. Some overcome it. No one will help you. No one cares about it more than you. It is all on you to decide which person you’re going to be, and start making moves

Not even bareback bjs? What about kissing with lots of tongue?

OP trust me ive been here multiple times hell im in love with this 10/10 hbb escort

those women are literal goddesses i can't blame you for falling in love anyway who calls you a simp is just acting tough on the internet srs

We do kiss with passion.

the mark of a professional

I need to cut her out of my life but I Don't even know if I have the guts to do it right now. It would be like a proper break-up.

However seeing that I still did not get a reply to my text maybe I won't even have to do it after such a demonstration of betaness : Told her that I really appreciate her and that I wanted our "Relationship" to grow and go full FWB and that money would still come her way.