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Thread: [SRS] Depression Discussion and Support Thread Part III

post 1607017371 06-06-2020, 02:43 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
Same idk what happened but i remember around 2015-2016 i was always talking to people and everything was fun. Could literally just sit around and watch American Idol, WWE, NBA playoffs or something and everyone was so entertained. Now days it's like nobody cares about anything anymore or every topic gets heated. Something is just off. It's like i already know if talk about something with someone they will be very opinionated on it or things will get heated fast.
Yeah, people are a lot more on edge these days with everything. Everyone thinks they’re right about everything & if you don’t agree they get all pissed off. Life is just so boring these days though when alone all the time. What do people who have large social circles even talk about though? Just Netflix & ****ty movies? Like what else could they possibly talk about that’s so exciting is what I don’t get. Is there some type of hobby or something that I’m completely clueless about that people love to do these days?
post 1607021061 06-06-2020, 03:33 PM
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Originally Posted By BigTimePlayer⏩
Yeah, people are a lot more on edge these days with everything. Everyone thinks they’re right about everything & if you don’t agree they get all pissed off. Life is just so boring these days though when alone all the time. What do people who have large social circles even talk about though? Just Netflix & ****ty movies? Like what else could they possibly talk about that’s so exciting is what I don’t get. Is there some type of hobby or something that I’m completely clueless about that people love to do these days?
Idk man i only hear people talk about the same things over and over and over. And it's long conversations about food or movies and stuff. I don't know what is going on man. It's been like this for me, since 2015.
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post 1607021791 06-06-2020, 03:44 PM
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feel worse than i ever have these past few months. starting to really feel hopeless. especially on weekends. if you dont have close friends to talk to everyday, you will go insane. i really can't take this life anymore. i have nothing to look forward to or to distract myself with. feel like dying.
post 1607040191 06-06-2020, 07:48 PM
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it's just sad what my life has come to. my supervisor told me i was doing too much work and told me he was going to start assigning me less so i dont get burnt out. i want to do more work though. i need a distraction from this hell.
post 1607040551 06-06-2020, 07:53 PM
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I just don't get what quiet men can do. Everyone i see is social. Even if i take miscs advice and keep going to new places i will just be looked over and i won't talk enough to meet anyone. I can't meet anyone at work. I've been stuck in this hell since 2015 and i don't know why. Something has to give.
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post 1607040841 06-06-2020, 07:57 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
I just don't get what quiet men can do. Everyone i see is social. Even if i take miscs advice and keep going to new places i will just be looked over and i won't talk enough to meet anyone. I can't meet anyone at work. I've been stuck in this hell since 2015 and i don't know why. Something has to give.
no
one cares about men if you are over 22. women and children only matter in this world. we are expendable trash
post 1607041521 06-06-2020, 08:06 PM
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Originally Posted By imbored21⏩
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one cares about men if you are over 22. women and children only matter in this world. we are expendable trash
Idk man i see older guys making friends and meeting people at work but a lot of them are simps. I just don't get it man if i was social i could make friends because i could just talk to anyone at work or go places and socialize but i can't do that chit as an introvert. Even if i tried it would take me a fukin week to recover to try again.
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post 1607060151 06-07-2020, 12:47 AM
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Everyday is the same bs. I'm starting to go crazy,this last weeks my depression got through the roof. Starting to sleep like 12 hours a day,sometimes sleeping in the afternoon.Nothing has my interest anymore.
post 1607094801 06-07-2020, 12:36 PM
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I feel like I’m just in a living hell everyday. It never ends & I don’t know what to do. I sometimes have dreams living a life that I wish I had & than I wake up & realize I’m back to my awful life that I have to live day to day. I’m just so overwhelmed with everything & I don’t know how I’m expected to just accept that this is my life.
post 1607100921 06-07-2020, 01:59 PM
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I just dont understand how nothing is possible anymore. It's like after you reach a certain age if you arent married or have kids its over for you. It shouldn't take years and years to meet people or find someone who doesn't just talk about their dog or kids or netflix shows. Its mind boggling.
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post 1607101651 06-07-2020, 02:10 PM
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And every person I do talk to just acts like they know it all or know better and I'm just tired of it. Itd either that or peooe just talk about netflix and their dog or something for hours.
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post 1607119941 06-07-2020, 06:07 PM
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women just arent invested in men these days. nothing you can do to keep her around when she has 100s of better options. really hurts because i just want love
post 1607130621 06-07-2020, 08:15 PM
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i feel like im the only person who wants to blow their brains out. everyone is so happy but me and i just dont get how all the average/ugly men are coping with this ****.
post 1607133631 06-07-2020, 09:02 PM
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Originally Posted By imbored21⏩
i feel like im the only person who wants to blow their brains out. everyone is so happy but me and i just dont get how all the average/ugly men are coping with this ****.
Same, I know a few men that have horrible life’s and should be depressed but instead are very happy. Don’t know if it’s just cope but either way I don’t get it.
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post 1607134181 06-07-2020, 09:11 PM
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this life is such a f*cking joke
post 1607145001 06-08-2020, 12:23 AM
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There's just no point if you aren't a young Chad.

Life is universally dog **** for men, especially older men, let alone older non-chads.

Being alive as a male in 2020 is a pyramid scam. 95% of men at the bottom work hard just to make women's lives easy as **** while a super small minority of chads get sex while the chads in question still look young.

Unless you like living in isolate, paying huge taxes, having the threat of jail, witch hunting for wrong think, being homeless / jobless shoved in your face every ****ing day, the only logical solution is to LDAR.

Let's just be ****ing honest. What do you really have to live for?
post 1607147081 06-08-2020, 01:21 AM
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Originally Posted By imbored21⏩
i feel like im the only person who wants to blow their brains out. everyone is so happy but me and i just dont get how all the average/ugly men are coping with this ****.
They cope by deluding themselves in thinking that their turn will come, and that if they continue being a good boy the perfect girl will come for them one day. I guess it keeps them from roping at least. Very few men you see IRL know about the tinder studies and stuff.

I know for me the blackpill and discovering the truth about human nature just made me more bitter. I still try to improve though, mostly as a cope/hobby because there's nothing else to do. Not really for girls anymore, it's probably not for me with my autism and sub-average face.
post 1607149751 06-08-2020, 02:30 AM
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Originally Posted By imbored21⏩
There's just no point if you aren't a young Chad.

Life is universally dog **** for men, especially older men, let alone older non-chads.

Being alive as a male in 2020 is a pyramid scam. 95% of men at the bottom work hard just to make women's lives easy as **** while a super small minority of chads get sex while the chads in question still look young.

Unless you like living in isolate, paying huge taxes, having the threat of jail, witch hunting for wrong think, being homeless / jobless shoved in your face every ****ing day, the only logical solution is to LDAR.

Let's just be ****ing honest. What do you really have to live for?
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post 1607154791 06-08-2020, 05:10 AM
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i just want to be happy like when i was a kid. i feel like life as a grown man is just rigged. society is built for women, children, and chads. i don't know how to cope. i got one hour of sleep and woke up shaking with anxiety.
post 1607154951 06-08-2020, 05:14 AM
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i think my fake girlfriend oneitis really ****ed me up bad. i met her in the first place when i was in s really bad place and she nurtured me back to good health. i started to think things weren't so bad and was content with my life although not the ideal situation. when she ghosted me i was devestated. more than i ever had been before and ever since i have been worse off than ever before. just a shell of my former self. im just so damn lonely and out of hope. i don't have any self esteem left. why do women do this??
post 1607155781 06-08-2020, 05:34 AM
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i have to go to work in a few hours and work withwomen who do half as much as me but get paid the same while having husbands and kids and houses while i rot alone in a 200squarefoot apartment trying not to off myself. male life is just so unbearably bad these days. it's so ****ing unbearable.
post 1607155891 06-08-2020, 05:36 AM
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you know dating is completely ****ed when you message multiple escorts and they dont respond or are completely booked. it doesnt even make sense. if paid girls have this many options and can be picky, what is it like for normal women???? man every second there's more and more fuel to the flame. i cant do this anymore
post 1607156091 06-08-2020, 05:41 AM
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people just say go to a therapist and i had 3. 1 for 2 ****ing years. it's not a cure and more often than not just a waste of money.
post 1607156501 06-08-2020, 05:52 AM
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Originally Posted By imbored21⏩
i have to go to work in a few hours and work withwomen who do half as much as me but get paid the same while having husbands and kids and houses while i rot alone in a 200squarefoot apartment trying not to off myself. male life is just so unbearably bad these days. it's so ****ing unbearable.
Same I work with women who are mostly managers and even the regular employees who just got hired last year make more than me lol.
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post 1607197191 06-08-2020, 02:16 PM
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What is there possibly to do to change at this point? Is it really after a certain age things just aren’t the same anymore unless you already have everything in place? How do you meet people if you don’t go to college anymore, no family to talk to or if there’s no one to hang out with at work? Life is so beyond boring nowadays but everyone already is living in their own bubble.
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Only way to be happy is to find love. Its seriously depressing living like this.
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post 1607207841 06-08-2020, 04:15 PM
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Seeing a therapist tomorrow. I just cant deal with all this chit on my own anymore. I feel like I have so much weight on my shoulders that I cant shrug off. I hope things work out well for me with this therapist. I just cant get over all the physical abuse I went through growing up. Its stayed with me for all these years and I just need help. The person who abused me should be dead because they dont deserve to live. If it was my choice and i.xould get away with it, i wouldve tortured that fuking piece of chit slowly and eventually killed him, ending his pathetic life.
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i haven't been outside in 2 weeks. i keep thinking about it but wtf am i gonna do sit there and what
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post 1607211411 06-08-2020, 04:50 PM
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temped to see an escort but all the good ones are gone. I know a subpar girl who charges 1k/hr who I'm okay with but I don't know if I can pay her rates wehn I know she can't make me happy. But I'm really dying to see a familiar face because I'm so lonely. I don't know what to do.
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Try to include something different in your daily routine every day. It could be as small as wearing a watch on a different arm, or traveling a different route.

It helps focus you on the present, and break out of dissociative feelings.

Temperature changes can help. Going outside for a walk, and then back inside the AC.

Consider trying a daily meditation where you sit on your knees like a samurai every day for 5 minutes. It's a good stretch, and will also help you focus on the moment instead of just floating through the day.

Have a good evening
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