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[SRS] Depression Discussion and Support Thread Part III
06-12-2020, 12:58 PM
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How are you supposed to constantly stay busy if you never know how you’re going to feel from hour to hour. If I stay busy than crash down in mood how do I continue doing what I’m doing without being able to concentrate? I kinda wish my brain MRI I had done showed something was wrong so I would know what my issue was & to maybe get it fixed.
06-12-2020, 01:51 PM
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Originally Posted By BigTimePlayer⏩
Yeah I feel the same I was just thinking that today I've been really social with my coworkers but I just crash randomly. I feel like I need to recharge every couple hours or so. I feel trapped in my office too man. If I was outside all day I would probably feel better but idk how someone can keep slaving away like this without friends and chit. Sometimes I will just feel like im suffocating at work. Either I just get super bored of being in there doing repetitive stuff or I start thinking how chitty my life is. Its just the fact that I am doing all of this work in a stupid warehouse office but nothing is happening. I'm just a slave to the system manHow are you supposed to constantly stay busy if you never know how you’re going to feel from hour to hour. If I stay busy than crash down in mood how do I continue doing what I’m doing without being able to concentrate? I kinda wish my brain MRI I had done showed something was wrong so I would know what my issue was & to maybe get it fixed.
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06-12-2020, 01:55 PM
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Like seriously being stuck in an office all day for 40 years is not a life man.
I dont even have windows where I work lmao
I dont even have windows where I work lmao
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06-12-2020, 01:59 PM
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My mind cant handle doing the same chit every day i can feel my energy dropping throughout the day being here especially now that I'm older
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06-12-2020, 02:53 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
lol I ordered some Red Bull the other day & have it coming in the mail to see if it helps me with energy at all. It’s annoying how my body doesn’t want to stay at the same level throughout the day. I think a huge part of not feeling well is just doing the same thing day in & day out. There’s nothing to look forward to in terms of doing anything different since we have no one to hang out with. If for instance we had people to go with on a vacation somewhere we would at least be thinking about that & having that to look forward to. But we have nothing outside of the same mindless **** of being by ourselves all the time.My mind cant handle doing the same chit every day i can feel my energy dropping throughout the day being here especially now that I'm older
06-12-2020, 03:03 PM
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Originally Posted By BigTimePlayer⏩
Even if i had people to hang out with i'm still moody in the office. I don't like doing repetitive work. I've been socializing more but i am still lacking good connections or friends at work. Still lacking a social life in general. Like i can be super social for an hour but then i just crash because i get so bored there. If i'm good shape then how are all of these people who aren't always in a good mood. I just don't get it man. I'm just never happy anymore. I'm bored and tired of doing the same thing over and over with no incentive. I can feel my brain starting to go haywire literally as soon as i start doing the same crap at work and it gets worst as the day progresses.lol I ordered some Red Bull the other day & have it coming in the mail to see if it helps me with energy at all. It’s annoying how my body doesn’t want to stay at the same level throughout the day. I think a huge part of not feeling well is just doing the same thing day in & day out. There’s nothing to look forward to in terms of doing anything different since we have no one to hang out with. If for instance we had people to go with on a vacation somewhere we would at least be thinking about that & having that to look forward to. But we have nothing outside of the same mindless **** of being by ourselves all the time.
But everyone else magically meets friends and makes connections wherever they go. I don't get it. I have to be in some kind of simulation semi srs
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06-12-2020, 08:41 PM
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06-12-2020, 08:44 PM
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06-12-2020, 10:12 PM
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Originally Posted By TechniqueBrah⏩
sorry to hear man. hope hes doing okay and you toohey guys, my brother attempted suicide yesterday, thankfully i saw the suicide note and came in time before it was worse. shaken up by it
06-13-2020, 12:16 PM
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I don’t get why I always wake up with no energy. Last night I felt good & could watch TV & play video games but now I have no energy to do anything yet again. This is no way to live.
06-13-2020, 12:54 PM
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I'm just so lonely. It isn't normal to not have anyone to hang out with and do your hobbies with. Even something simple like taking a walk on a trail or playing video games. Why is a connection so hard to find?
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06-13-2020, 07:42 PM
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I just don't understand what a normal quiet guy can do these days. Everyone at work is a cuck or simp or sjw. Even the conservative managers suck up to the women bosses. I just don't know what is happening. I have been talking more but it's only with 45 and 60 yo people.
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06-13-2020, 07:46 PM
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As time goes by, I become more and more convinced that the solution to chronic depression is pharmacological. Just need the right intervention. Neurochemistry is the driver of subjective experience
06-13-2020, 10:02 PM
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06-13-2020, 10:51 PM
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Originally Posted By DizzySmalls⏩
What if you embrace your current subjective experience? Just realize that it is how life will always be? No exogenous pharmacological intervention will fix you?As time goes by, I become more and more convinced that the solution to chronic depression is pharmacological. Just need the right intervention. Neurochemistry is the driver of subjective experience
06-14-2020, 12:20 AM
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well i feel bad. I just live alone and have no friends. Haven't talk to my family in months. Want a gf so bad. My life is a mess. All I do is misc or take walks or watch twitch. There's nothing to do man. I just want a girl by my side.
06-14-2020, 12:34 AM
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Originally Posted By Ausaric⏩
RopeWhat if you embrace your current subjective experience? Just realize that it is how life will always be? No exogenous pharmacological intervention will fix you?
06-14-2020, 01:35 AM
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midnight depression. why do i feel like being a man is the worst thing ever???
girls don't even have to try and have the perfect life. they can act however they want. they get so much attention from the opposite sex. i get none. they always have people texting them. if they sre sad, they will get support. im not even allowed to cry/complain or really show any emotion. they dont ever have to worry about making money or changing a tire. a guy will always be there to provide whatever she needs. if a girl wants love she can get it with 0 effort. if she wants family she can marry a guy and have kids with zero effort. if she wants a house she can just marry a guy with a house. and she can have sex whenever she wants. all of this with 0 effort.
i feel soo strongly about this and know it's true but i never hear people talking about it. im so jealous and sometimes feel like im the only one who sees the vastly superior life our female counter parts live. i think i spent too much time with women growing up because i cant stop comparing my life to theirs.
im soo jealous and feel so alone like no one else in the world feels the same. i fukking hate being a man
girls don't even have to try and have the perfect life. they can act however they want. they get so much attention from the opposite sex. i get none. they always have people texting them. if they sre sad, they will get support. im not even allowed to cry/complain or really show any emotion. they dont ever have to worry about making money or changing a tire. a guy will always be there to provide whatever she needs. if a girl wants love she can get it with 0 effort. if she wants family she can marry a guy and have kids with zero effort. if she wants a house she can just marry a guy with a house. and she can have sex whenever she wants. all of this with 0 effort.
i feel soo strongly about this and know it's true but i never hear people talking about it. im so jealous and sometimes feel like im the only one who sees the vastly superior life our female counter parts live. i think i spent too much time with women growing up because i cant stop comparing my life to theirs.
im soo jealous and feel so alone like no one else in the world feels the same. i fukking hate being a man
06-14-2020, 08:03 AM
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Originally Posted By imbored21⏩
It seems like after 23 to 25 if you dont have friends or a gf already you can't really do much. Like when i go places to the gym or mall or whatever its just the younger people hanging out and laughing or like at malls and restaurants people bring their family and kids. Theres no 30 yo loners there meeting people. Its like this at work too anyone who is 30 and quiet just stays to themselves. Its only people with active lives with their family or friends who meet peoplewell i feel bad. I just live alone and have no friends. Haven't talk to my family in months. Want a gf so bad. My life is a mess. All I do is misc or take walks or watch twitch. There's nothing to do man. I just want a girl by my side.
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06-14-2020, 09:20 AM
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It seems I'm getting more and more depressed by the day.Can't connect with anyone,еven if I talk to someone it feels like we are from two different planets.I have literally nothing exciting to talk about and therefore I am always the "quiet" guy and I am sick of having to explain why I don't like talking.
06-14-2020, 10:17 AM
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I mean everyone I talk to is negative or toxic legit haven't met anyone who just stays positive or goes outside or exercises or lifts or anything. I feel like everyone is just depressed and lost their minds. I just want to live in the woods or mountains alone. Things just aren't the same as they were when I was growing up. It's just been downhill since social media and smart phones got popular
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06-14-2020, 10:23 AM
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Originally Posted By jecer⏩
Same everyone has just changed even my family members. Besides my sister maybe. I have no connection with anyone. If you are quiet now days people will like keep looking at you or asking you what is wrong and stuff. Like nobody understands some people are just private people.It seems I'm getting more and more depressed by the day.Can't connect with anyone,еven if I talk to someone it feels like we are from two different planets.I have literally nothing exciting to talk about and therefore I am always the "quiet" guy and I am sick of having to explain why I don't like talking.
Theres nothing to talk about besides creating drama or talking about work or family or netflix shows. If you dont watch TV shows every week you're fuked
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06-14-2020, 11:12 AM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
Yeah, I noticed my family has changed too in recent years. I don’t see anyone from my family anymore. I used to see my cousins & other relatives at least a few times a year. I’d also used to talk to some of them online on a regular basis. Now I’d be lucky to see them once a year. It just feels like everyone just does there own thing & doesn’t want to be bothered anymore. I’m not important enough to anyone. I just don’t know wtf happened where it seems like no one is the same anymore. Everyone these days is completely closed off in their own bubble. Unless you had your life together before social media hit in terms of having a social circle, it’s pretty much impossible to start from scratch in a time where everyone already has their own groups they can talk to at anytime due to smartphones & social media.Same everyone has just changed even my family members. Besides my sister maybe. I have no connection with anyone. If you are quiet now days people will like keep looking at you or asking you what is wrong and stuff. Like nobody understands some people are just private people.
Theres nothing to talk about besides creating drama or talking about work or family or netflix shows. If you dont watch TV shows every week you're fuked
Theres nothing to talk about besides creating drama or talking about work or family or netflix shows. If you dont watch TV shows every week you're fuked
06-14-2020, 11:51 AM
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Originally Posted By BigTimePlayer⏩
Yeah its because everyone is addicted to social media and does everything online now. We don't need to talk to people face to face. People don't care about others anymore they just look for that dopamine online. There's just no connection irl anymore like there was 20 or even 10 years agoYeah, I noticed my family has changed too in recent years. I don’t see anyone from my family anymore. I used to see my cousins & other relatives at least a few times a year. I’d also used to talk to some of them online on a regular basis. Now I’d be lucky to see them once a year. It just feels like everyone just does there own thing & doesn’t want to be bothered anymore. I’m not important enough to anyone. I just don’t know wtf happened where it seems like no one is the same anymore. Everyone these days is completely closed off in their own bubble. Unless you had your life together before social media hit in terms of having a social circle, it’s pretty much impossible to start from scratch in a time where everyone already has their own groups they can talk to at anytime due to smartphones & social media.
Social media ruined our culture and if you dont follow the most trendy stuff like netflix you're fuked
Theres a wwe ppv on tonight and the only place you can discuss it is online. Nobody irl even watches wrestling anymore. I used to know a lot of people who were into wwe.
There's just no connection between ppl irl anymore. No small culture. Unless you watch Netflix or have kids.
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06-14-2020, 01:45 PM
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Originally Posted By Anachron⏩
It’s not that it’s bad really, it’s just everyone talks about the same stuff like they’re drones programmed to do so. People only talk about what’s currently mainstream. When it comes to movies people mainly only talk about Marvel & DC movies & other big blockbuster type of films. They talk about stuff that just doesn’t appeal to me personally anymore. Everything just feels boring nowadays compared to back in the day.So watching anything on Netflix is bad.
But watching WWE is good.
Who decides this?
But watching WWE is good.
Who decides this?
06-14-2020, 02:05 PM
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Originally Posted By BigTimePlayer⏩
Yeah its like most people are programmed on the same frequency to like the exact same things. But it isn't just that. People are more cynical and less caring now about things than ever before. If it isn't about netflix or their kids or something like that they just don't care. All I hear people talking about is the same 5 things over and over and over and over at work. Been like this for 4 yearsIt’s not that it’s bad really, it’s just everyone talks about the same stuff like they’re drones programmed to do so. People only talk about what’s currently mainstream. When it comes to movies people mainly only talk about Marvel & DC movies & other big blockbuster type of films. They talk about stuff that just doesn’t appeal to me personally anymore. Everything just feels boring nowadays compared to back in the day.
10 years ago I could talk about anything with people radios, music, wwe, guitar, Xbox games, conspiracy theories, sports, cell phones anything really but now people only talk about Netflix I don't get it. Nobody really has interest in each other or with each other anymore it seems
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06-14-2020, 02:10 PM
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I can't get over having this ugly babyface. Depressing looking like chit but also looking like a baby.
06-14-2020, 02:35 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
I also think it’s the quality of everything isn’t as good as it used to be with anything either. There’s always going to be some good games, movies, tv shows, sports matchups, etc. but the quality in general from back in the day has taken a huge downfall. You’ll never see another action movie as good as Die Hard be made in the 2020s, or won’t ever see the NBA be as good as it was in the 90s or early 2000s, or will we ever see wrestling as good & popular like it was during the Attitude Era, or music ever being as good as it was in the 80s & 90s. Everything people talk about already reached it’s peak long ago. I don’t care about having kids so I can’t relate about stuff like that or about the typical Marvel movie or a Netflix TV show with actors I never even heard of. I feel the only things that would make me excited is actually going on vacations to places I’ve never been to or trying something new like skiing or snowboarding. I just have no one to go with to do any of these things though & it’s boring to me to do anything alone.Yeah its like most people are programmed on the same frequency to like the exact same things. But it isn't just that. People are more cynical and less caring now about things than ever before. If it isn't about netflix or their kids or something like that they just don't care. All I hear people talking about is the same 5 things over and over and over and over at work. Been like this for 4 years
10 years ago I could talk about anything with people radios, music, wwe, guitar, Xbox games, conspiracy theories, sports, cell phones anything really but now people only talk about Netflix I don't get it. Nobody really has interest in each other or with each other anymore it seems
10 years ago I could talk about anything with people radios, music, wwe, guitar, Xbox games, conspiracy theories, sports, cell phones anything really but now people only talk about Netflix I don't get it. Nobody really has interest in each other or with each other anymore it seems
06-14-2020, 04:20 PM
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How many of you have tried antidepressants? I take wellbutrin and it didn't work. I've been having suicidal thoughts in my head from them for weeks but thought it wasn't from the drug and maybe just life I guess. All I feel is sadness and no other emotions neither...
Question: Does the right antidepressant lift depression?
Question: Does the right antidepressant lift depression?
06-14-2020, 04:20 PM
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Originally Posted By BigTimePlayer⏩
Yeah almost everything is low quality now. I used to love WWE but now i can barely watch it. I quit watching it in 2004 and again in 2012 but man it's so bad now so i can't even get into it. I just feel like nothing is exciting anymore. WWE now seems like some poverty company like TNA now. It's weird.I also think it’s the quality of everything isn’t as good as it used to be with anything either. There’s always going to be some good games, movies, tv shows, sports matchups, etc. but the quality in general from back in the day has taken a huge downfall. You’ll never see another action movie as good as Die Hard be made in the 2020s, or won’t ever see the NBA be as good as it was in the 90s or early 2000s, or will we ever see wrestling as good & popular like it was during the Attitude Era, or music ever being as good as it was in the 80s & 90s. Everything people talk about already reached it’s peak long ago. I don’t care about having kids so I can’t relate about stuff like that or about the typical Marvel movie or a Netflix TV show with actors I never even heard of. I feel the only things that would make me excited is actually going on vacations to places I’ve never been to or trying something new like skiing or snowboarding. I just have no one to go with to do any of these things though & it’s boring to me to do anything alone.
Yeah people just talk about netflix shows ive never heard of or their kids. Or restaurants and food. That's about it. I also don't work around anyone my age besides a gay dude. Everyone else i work with is 43 or older.
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