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post 1609996871 07-08-2020, 01:50 PM
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I guess there's only so many deuces you can have dropped on your chest before it gets too much
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post 1609996911 07-08-2020, 01:50 PM
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Originally Posted By isawthesign
It rages me how she lived life on easy mode. No need for education, smarts, getting a job.

Literally, just wake up and dress simkpy and rake in that OnlyFans and streaming money.

**** this gay earth.
This is honestly part of a lot of the unhappiness. I could imagine that it's probably pretty depressing knowing that you aren't actually accomplishing or doing anything every day. Also in most of those ******* communities everyone is fake af, so most of her interactions were probably with people that didn't care about her and would just jump ship if she lost her fame, or if it would benefit them.

Life would be so chit if I wasn't doing or working towards something that was difficult and was was actually an accomplishment, or if I didn't have my good friends srs. A lot of people I have met irl don't actually have a single real/good friend srs. Especially a lot of girls.
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post 1609997131 07-08-2020, 01:52 PM
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Man a lot of people ITT don't understand depression

A lot of people ITT projecting some pretty serious chit mindsets.

A lot of people ITT bitter AF
post 1609997191 07-08-2020, 01:54 PM
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Originally Posted By TypeNirvash
Man a lot of people ITT don't understand depression

A lot of people ITT projecting some pretty serious chit mindsets.

A lot of people ITT bitter AF
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post 1609997281 07-08-2020, 01:55 PM
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Originally Posted By propreffered7
agreed. you'd have to know her more. i was gonna say its like joe blow putting up a facade when he's out and about but the times he's alone he's crying or some chit

i agree there. i'm just saying, isolation is a good sign

sloppiness - as in her living area - is a good one

her tone in the note doesn't sound depressed either.

sounds like she has bad memories of something, most likely someone, given the rest of her lifestyle
i mean ur right that there's signs but it's very hard to tell with just assumptions of signs lol that it's just a guessing game

for me if i had to pick something, i'd guess straight out that it's her entire persona, she's wearing a mask every second of her life because it's her job/career. and that does have its toll. i know because i've been a supervisor for hundreds of people for the past 4-5 years, but i don't really use a "mask" anymore, it's tiring.

but for some people that is actually their personality, i'm just guessing here that she was getting sick of her celebrity persona but that's the persona she's shown to the world, so being "herself" is not good enough idk.
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post 1609997871 07-08-2020, 02:00 PM
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Originally Posted By 2RDEYE
i mean ur right that there's signs but it's very hard to tell with just assumptions of signs lol that it's just a guessing game

for me if i had to pick something, i'd guess straight out that it's her entire persona, she's wearing a mask every second of her life because it's her job/career. and that does have its toll.

but for some people that is actually their personality
i mean, i agree with you somewhat. but how do you think there are therapies and things of that nature? they address specific things. the brain functions a certain way. people think their experiences are totally different - they are right to a degree.

but for example, isolation is the main cause of depression - but there's a million different reasons why people think they are isolated. could be an event, could be a parent, could be a person, etc., etc.. even though those experiences are all different they can all be boiled down to isolation; different but the same really

typically anxiety leads to avoidance (they avoid what causes them anxiety) and avoidance leads to depression. and low self esteem is also at the source, this kind of compounds with the avoidance(all signs)

you piece things together piece by piece, so those "clues" or "signs" add up to something.

also agree that job isn't really healthy if you're putting up that fake persona. could have been ****s constantly berating her, could have been she saw no value, etc. - those are all potentials
post 1609997921 07-08-2020, 02:01 PM
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Originally Posted By TypeNirvash
Man a lot of people ITT don't understand depression

A lot of people ITT projecting some pretty serious chit mindsets.

A lot of people ITT bitter AF
Lmao @ "depression"


This was someone who whored herself out, sold nude pictures of herself, and apparently even got a boob job just to keep getting money from simps online.

Maybe she finally had a moment of clarity and realized what terrible life decisions she had made.
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I think the issue is life was too easy to this girl. Maybe she did need medication, but when you have life on an easier mode it does influence the propensity to build the necessary will to survive in the world and to fulfill deeper meaning. Real talk. I can speak from experience.
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post 1609998231 07-08-2020, 02:04 PM
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Originally Posted By Polaris
Life on absolute easy mode, and still can't handle it.
bleeding from ur crotch for a WEEK every single month of ur life.

being weaker than 50% of the population automatically, and that other half wants to shove itself inside you

having kids means literally ****ting out another human being along with your insides, high risk to your life, which happens after 9 months of it growing inside you forcing you to be completely debilitated


thats a nothx from me jeff. male every time if I could choose

.. what are you crying about anyway? lmao
post 1609998321 07-08-2020, 02:05 PM
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post 1609998561 07-08-2020, 02:07 PM
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Originally Posted By MiamiLife305
Welcome to the Misc bro lmao
Yeah... Sometimes you expect a bit more from them.
Originally Posted By DoctorKazama
Lmao @ "depression"

This was someone who whored herself out, sold nude pictures of herself, and apparently even got a boob job just to keep getting money from simps online.

Maybe she finally had a moment of clarity and realized what terrible life decisions she had made.
Great. People do plenty of stupid chit, and realize they've done stupid chit and want to kill themselves.

I've struggled with suicidal idealization before, especially as a result of the compounding nature of my poor life decisions in my youth. Of course, I was in a much darker place at the time.

Nothing should push you to commit suicide, but also, you shouldn't look at somebody's death and think "Well, they deserved to feel chitty enough to kill themselves" unless they were a truly despicable person.

In the same breath you're admonishing her about her choices, you're salivating over the next Twitch thot in another post... So you're part of whatever you think is the problem. Go figure
post 1609998921 07-08-2020, 02:12 PM
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Originally Posted By TypeNirvash
Yeah... Sometimes you expect a bit more from them.



Great. People do plenty of stupid chit, and realize they've done stupid chit and want to kill themselves.

I've struggled with suicidal idealization before, especially as a result of the compounding nature of my poor life decisions in my youth. Of course, I was in a much darker place at the time.

Nothing should push you to commit suicide, but also, you shouldn't look at somebody's death and think "Well, they deserved to feel chitty enough to kill themselves" unless they were a truly despicable person.

In the same breath you're admonishing her about her choices, you're salivating over the next Twitch thot in another post... So you're part of whatever you think is the problem. Go figure
This is the misc, brah. No sympathy for sloots here. Go back to reddit if you want to simp.

You must be mistaking me for someone else. My go-to post for twitch thot threads is "simps gonna simp". Don't project your beta, white knighting mindset onto others, *******.
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Originally Posted By BaySeaAnd
bleeding from ur crotch for a WEEK every single month of ur life.

being weaker than 50% of the population automatically, and that other half wants to shove itself inside you

having kids means literally ****ting out another human being along with your insides, high risk to your life, which happens after 9 months of it growing inside you forcing you to be completely debilitated


thats a nothx from me jeff. male every time if I could choose

.. what are you crying about anyway? lmao
now list the positives
post 1609999021 07-08-2020, 02:13 PM
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so whats the story on this girls regret? for having no life purpose, for only seeking validation for being hot? This is what this thread should be about, TBH.
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Originally Posted By DoctorKazama
This is the misc, brah. No sympathy for sloots here. Go back to reddit if you want to simp.

You must be mistaking me for someone else. My go-to post for twitch thot threads is "simps gonna simp". Don't project your beta, white knighting mindset onto others, *******.
stfu dude typenirvash is 10x more alpha than u

it's not white knighting...ur acting like she deserved to die just because she was a thot

meanwhile actual peedos, terrorists, serial killers, and other human scum are alive in prison. Just because someone is a thot doesn't mean they deserve death. You've completely lost perspective.
post 1609999171 07-08-2020, 02:15 PM
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Originally Posted By FinanceBrah2004
so whats the story on this girls regret? for having no life purpose, for only seeking validation for being hot? This is what this thread should be about, TBH.
cliffs for all you *******s:

-bullied in school
-parents werent there
-her boyfriend also beat her
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Originally Posted By TorstenOsten
If she takes the decision to kill herself, then she's mentally weak. Most probably also a whiner since she chose death instead of fighting in life.
shut up retard, negged
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Wtf at the replies here. Why are some of you basically celebrating her death, calling her weak, saying she deserves it, life on easy mode etc?

Sometimes this place is no better than whatever incel subreddit there is and 4chan.
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post 1609999391 07-08-2020, 02:17 PM
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Originally Posted By DoctorKazama
This is the misc, brah. No sympathy for sloots here. Go back to reddit if you want to simp.

You must be mistaking me for someone else. My go-to post for twitch thot threads is "simps gonna simp". Don't project your beta, white knighting mindset onto others, *******.
It's not white knighting to be sad someone killed themselves. She obviously made some poor life decisions and was so upset by them she took her own life. It's true that she had life on easy mode but some people's brain chemistry is just fukd. She very well could have realized how easy her life was and was still depressed. In fact, it could have made it even worse if she realized how good she had it but still felt that way. Imagine you have an amazing life, realize it and still feel terrible about yourself. That would make things worse because it can only go down from there.

Just to be clear I'm not defending thots or simps and am disgusted by the whole culture surrounding them but that doesn't mean you can't feel bad for the individuals involved
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Woman are happier with conservative values, a loving husband and beautiful children.

Woman will never be satisfied or find happiness being lonely streaming for a bunch of weirdos giving her constant validation and attention, putting yourself in a position where your only value is your looks with constant creepy messages. Buh muh woman liberation!!
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Originally Posted By RollingStones
Woman are happier with conservative values, a loving husband and beautiful children.

Woman will never be satisfied or find happiness being lonely streaming for a bunch of weirdos giving her constant validation and attention, putting yourself in a position where your only value is your looks with constant creepy messages. Buh muh woman liberation!!
^^^^ this








she lived a life showing her tits and ass to incels.... guys kept sending d!ck pics and fapping to her while donating jack sh!t .. what ever money she made ,she spent on shopping ,slooty clothe ,traveling ,alcohol and Drugs..... when life and the bank reality hit her in the face ....she took up that red pill and woke up to an understanding that life cant in no way be lived as a sloot... so she ended her life...

The only sad thing here is tons of tiktoc sloots age 16 to 60 believe that showing off skin ,butt and breasts will get them somewhere good in life..... it wont.
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Originally Posted By Kawhilights
Wtf at the replies here. Why are some of you basically celebrating her death, calling her weak, saying she deserves it, life on easy mode etc?

Sometimes this place is no better than whatever incel subreddit there is and 4chan.
yeah this chit is weird

Not even going to say anything

More and more of these threads are popping up too. Like the Connor Murphy ones. The internet is getting too dark and i think social media should be banned.
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Originally Posted By RollingStones
Woman are happier with conservative values, a loving husband and beautiful children.

Woman will never be satisfied or find happiness being lonely streaming for a bunch of weirdos giving her constant validation and attention, putting yourself in a position where your only value is your looks with constant creepy messages. Buh muh woman liberation!!
^^^^^^^^this
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Some Pathetic replies itt by pathetic people smh


RIP to her. No matter how good someone may seem to have it on the outside everyone is going through something. Everyone is just trying to find happiness their own way and suicide always saddens me
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Lost one of my best friend to suicide, I guess the signs were there, I remember we chatted jokingly about it 12 years ago in a car. He joked that people trying to keep the person alive against his will are the selfish ones. So the signs were there, just not obvious, it was a very casual conversation and even a joking one (as in lol you're the selfish bastards keeping me in this ****ehole).

He has confidence issues, weight issues but I think most importantly, seemed to feel lost and lack of purpose. These people like influencers constantly have to live a life or pretending in order to satisfy their ego, ego as in how they view themselves rather than what they are. That weighs people down, along with nihilism, lack of strong religious beliefs which is something above them and above this world, it's easy enough to fall into that rabbit hole of wanting to kill yourself.

We found a lot of search history on youtube and google about suicide and how to do it afterwards.
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Originally Posted By plsmire
Lost one of my best friend to suicide, I guess the signs were there, I remember we chatted jokingly about it 12 years ago in a car. He joked that people trying to keep the person alive against his will are the selfish ones. So the signs were there, just not obvious, it was a very casual conversation and even a joking one (as in lol you're the selfish bastards keeping me in this ****ehole).

He has confidence issues, weight issues but I think most importantly, seemed to feel lost and lack of purpose. These people like influencers constantly have to live a life or pretending in order to satisfy their ego, ego as in how they view themselves rather than what they are. That weighs people down, along with nihilism, lack of strong religious beliefs which is something above them and above this world, it's easy enough to fall into that rabbit hole of wanting to kill yourself.

We found a lot of search history on youtube and google about suicide and how to do it afterwards.
A lot of ppl have been there. It is easy to go down the spiral. That's why ppl should be supportive to get others into therapy. It can rly change a person's life.
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Her friends were probably all getting married and having children while she was selling underwear to simps online.
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Originally Posted By devin45k
I couldn't imagine being in the Twitch streaming community. The people that watch people are crazy on there. I couldn't imagine some of the messages she would get from angry incels.
to generalize, most of these people get into the market because they're not exactly social butterflies so social issues amongst them really shouldn't come as too much of a surprise

unfortunately suicide is a socially contagious thing and a lot of these streamers are pretty tightly interlaced so here we are

says something about the lack of mental health care in this country. i don't know the solution but i see that it's a problem. it sucks. yet more proof that outward appearance and perceived success has absolutely nothing to do with someone's internal health. but we still have dozens of miscers in this thread complaining about how she had like on easy mode and bullchit like that. bodies are gonna keep piling up until that attitude gets cut
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