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post 1614294781 08-22-2020, 01:19 PM
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No Passion; Morrowind...

Another few paragraphs from yours truly. TL;DR is tradie work doubts, me being a fat but trying to fix that by jogging more and doing one lift a day, Morrowind, and young women.

At work I'm currently working with someone who specializes in installing IP camera systems. His teaching style is sorta like "watch me work all day and oh btw pass me the crimper and those two screws". I feel like it's a step down the company ladder not up. I'm starting to think that being open with the company's project manager might've not been a great idea.

I told him "Sir, how do I become more than someone moron only capable of pulling wire". His response at the time was "Know your flaws, try to address them. If you phuck up or did something wrong, question it and learn from your mistakes. Learn from those more experienced than yourself". He then preceded to go on a tradie rant about company politics. That, and the president of the company still hasn't brought me in for my six months review/promised raise. If after a year nothing happens then I'll really start to worry.

I gained a bunch of weight due to lack of dietary discretion and lack of cardio and not training as hard. These days I'm doing the red program from Daniel's Distance Formula, so like 25mpw with a couple of tempo runs, and a one-lift-a-day type program. I don't have the Passion to lift like I did when I first started but I'm fat enough already even with a manual labor job and muscles so I have to keep doing things but I'm defo not building any muscle which is lame.

I've been playing a lot more Morrowind, working on my second playthrough atm as a stealth bases dude instead of a knight type dude. The MGSO, the Resydyn Suite, and a bunch of young scrolls tunes make Morrowind more fun. It's good to relax, but I know I oughta study more or maybe get a second job. My friends and family say I'm kinda irritable and drained as it is. A lot of cute girls around town; I can never seem to convince myself to take to a girl if she's working. I mean gas station attendants, waitresses, and retail workers probably not the women to hit on but those are the women I see most often.

A co-worker of mine recommend the app Bumble. I dunno but it made me really sad. Super cute thin girl at the gas station did my transaction for Reese's chocolates and Diet Pepsi and really smiled and giggled when she rung me up. I don't know if she just in a good mood or whatever but I wasn't ready to hit on someone if there's a line of seven people behind me at a RaceTrac.Women at my company office give me fuzzies too but I wouldn't dare try them.

Thanks for reading.
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post 1614295141 08-22-2020, 01:24 PM
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Originally Posted By SpeculatorSam⏩
Thanks for reading.
No problem OP

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post 1614297281 08-22-2020, 01:51 PM
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Originally Posted By BulkingIsHard⏩
No problem OP

lmao. I leave my paragraphs for those who want to read but most miscefs won't even read them. It's not worth the time I get it.
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PRs: 405/265/400x3. Weighted Chin +110lbs, Incline Bench 235lbs. OHP: 172.5lbs. Strict Curl: 107lbs. Good Morning 225 x 5
post 1614329611 08-22-2020, 08:23 PM
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Late night bump. I forgot to mention that part of the fat gain was me doing some seriously retarded stuff, like eating Cookie Crisp and indiscriminately buying fast food. Certain job sites I go to it's really not enough time in a day even with waking up at 3am to pack a lunch but even then I shouldn't compound fast food with sugar cereal.
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PRs: 405/265/400x3. Weighted Chin +110lbs, Incline Bench 235lbs. OHP: 172.5lbs. Strict Curl: 107lbs. Good Morning 225 x 5
post 1614358811 08-23-2020, 06:49 AM
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Good Sunday Morning bumps. No more bumps after this one.
"I did the best I could knowing what I did. I know better now, therefore I do." - Maya Angelou

"First lesson of life is that life's not fair. Once you've wrapped your mind around that concept, then you can learn to work around life and excel at it." -SpeculatorSam

PRs: 405/265/400x3. Weighted Chin +110lbs, Incline Bench 235lbs. OHP: 172.5lbs. Strict Curl: 107lbs. Good Morning 225 x 5
post 1614358981 08-23-2020, 06:52 AM
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Originally Posted By BulkingIsHard⏩
No problem OP

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OH NO NO NO
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Know your flaws, try to address them. If you phuck up or did something wrong, question it and learn from your mistakes. Learn from those more experienced than yourself
It seems like you lack Pesonality, you can find Ruccia Conician in the Grand Council Chambers in Ebonheart for some extra training
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Originally Posted By MadFury⏩
It seems like you lack Pesonality, you can find Ruccia Conician in the Grand Council Chambers in Ebonheart for some extra training
I never seem to have personality as a good attribute when building a character, it just never seemed to practical but it's there for role playing purposes I suppose. Thanks for the tip though. Lol, leveling up athletics seems so easy but when I do it in real life it seems more like my body is fighting me every step of the way.
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PRs: 405/265/400x3. Weighted Chin +110lbs, Incline Bench 235lbs. OHP: 172.5lbs. Strict Curl: 107lbs. Good Morning 225 x 5
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Morrowind is my favorite game you phucking N'wah. Only ever played Vanilla Morrowind. Tried to install Tamriel rebuilt and Morrowind overhaul through Open MW and never got it to work. Forever gave up on modding that chit.
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Originally Posted By MadFury⏩
It seems like you lack Pesonality, you can find Ruccia Conician in the Grand Council Chambers in Ebonheart for some extra training
rotfl miscers spitting wisdom... how do you even remember that chit. Used to love morrowind

I would recommend doing online dating apps but you have to keep in mind it's going to be a depressing grind at first.
Like most things in life, it will give you results if you put effort into it. Good pics are everything.
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Originally Posted By taskmob⏩
Morrowind is my favorite game you phucking N'wah. Only ever played Vanilla Morrowind. Tried to install Tamriel rebuilt and Morrowind overhaul through Open MW and never got it to work. Forever gave up on modding that chit.
I suppose what you could do is followthis graphics guide, or just do the MGSO 3.0 like a phucking fetcher. I've followed the "Modding OpenMW Total Overhaul" guide and used Mod Organizer 2 too. I'm all for the re-write of the engine to make the game less clunky but it just seems to kill my fps. I've done a playthrough with that OpenMW setup. These days I'm playing it with MGSO 3.0 on the vanilla engine coz I'm enjoying a smooth 30fps. I'll flip back and forth I'm sure.
Originally Posted By ScottTil⏩
rotfl miscers spitting wisdom... how do you even remember that chit. Used to love morrowind

I would recommend doing online dating apps but you have to keep in mind it's going to be a depressing grind at first.
Like most things in life, it will give you results if you put effort into it. Good pics are everything.
Effort? I'll pass. Jk, but I'll keep that in mind when I'm ready to exert effort into dating.
"I did the best I could knowing what I did. I know better now, therefore I do." - Maya Angelou

"First lesson of life is that life's not fair. Once you've wrapped your mind around that concept, then you can learn to work around life and excel at it." -SpeculatorSam

PRs: 405/265/400x3. Weighted Chin +110lbs, Incline Bench 235lbs. OHP: 172.5lbs. Strict Curl: 107lbs. Good Morning 225 x 5
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