Precious to talk about? Spill your guts I am here to listen.

Is an icicle the perfect murder weapon?

Are you here to get roasted? No, not 2 dinks, the bad kind.

Do you op? What’s new?

Yo****sune ravage them

2nd rehab stint? Amount of time since you've been here last seems about right.

Nothing new really.. Been going to a lot of music festivals but there probably won't be anymore until spring time.. Other than that I've been kinda slipping in to a depression but I am working on that ..its just putting the solutions to action . how have you been?

Theres something I am going to do in a couple weeks but I don't know if I can talk about it on here..its a ceremony that is supposed to help with healing and stuff.

Just another slut looking for attention.

Nope

Holy. Fukking. Chit. Reps for life.

ah I miss music festivals Tomorrowland was canceled this yearby fav the best one I’ve been to.

Nothing new here either or really exciting. My npc shoe earlier this year was canceled looking forward too/hoping to compete next year and travel internationally again

I've never been to any of the real large fests...they're mainly local and no more than 1k people.. My cousin is a musician and was supposed to play at Electric Forest so I'm hoping that if I do plan on going to a huge fest it can be one hes performing at. What is NPC shoe?

what happened to that dude in the snow never forget

Yes, I am banging 3 different girls right now, all 3 are sort of under the belief I want to be with them.


#1 is my EX(25) of 3 1/2 years, we broke up last thanksgiving, dated for a month and a half or so in between broke up again. She really wants to get back together, I've been leading her to believe I want to as well. I can't let go, I know I need to... Her tits are amazing, but thats really it. Like she's a sweet girl but not what I'm looking for in a partner. Hangout with once or twice a week just to hook up and get food. ****ty Family. Would be a ****ty mom.

#2 is amazing, everything is perfect about her... Except... She is absolutely 4/10 MAX in bed. MAX. But she has the highest earning potential, highest intellect, awesome work ethic, great gym/diet ethic, most rational and best conversations. We've been hanging out since I broke up with #1 on thanksgiving. Told her in January I didn't want to date or have a relationship since I just got out of one, I just want to be single for a summer and just chill/relax. Basically I hang out with her almost daily. Just really not good in bed, absolutely horrible BJ's... Also the youngest(22). BSN RN, looking into NP/PA or possibly med school. Amazing family. Would probably be a really good mother. Enjoys earning/making money, also enjoys nice things.

#3 Is hot, will always be hot due to genetics, will always be small frame. Somewhat intellectual. No education besides hs. Very hard worker. 100% desire to please, is definitely like a nurtrer... She is 24 single mom of 2 kids. Co parents great with her ex. They are 50/50 split. No real like earning potential, works a very basic job making probably $15/hr or so. Is absolutely incredible in bed, amazing. Absolutely one of the best I've ever had. Nice things/money not a huge desire for her. Hang out with her like 2 days a week, usually tell girl #2 I am busy for the day with work **** and can't hangout. Think she would be an amazing partner/mom, but I ****ing couldn't imagine being a step dad to 2 kids.


What do I do? Starting to feel guilty, #1 is a sweet girl and deserves to find someone who actually wants her. #2 I really want to date and think she is best option, but she is so mediocre in bed that I can't stop banging the other 2. #3 is so good in bed, its actually making me contemplate if like being a step dad 3 days a week is actually that impossible...

hey babs you want ipad and uggs?

End things with girl #1 because you are 100% lying and leading her on..that isn't a nice thing to do and I'm not even sure if you deserve some terrific and amazing relationship with someone if that's the type of person you are. She deserves to be set free so that she can find someone that wants the same thing with her that she wants with them. Girl 2- I don't understand how she can be that bad in bed???is there just no chemistry?? It almost sounds like someone you could just friend zone...someone can check off all the boxes of what you are looking for but the chemistry needs to be there and mutual feelings should make sex way better.. Im a female and I have ideas about relationships that might not be the same for men- like I'm convinced that if someone has strong feelings for someone then they wouldn't be able to sleep with or date anyone else..like they'd only want to be with that one person but I've heard that men can be with multiple women no matter what..im not really sure if I believe that though. Either way it's hard for me to read what you wrote and think that you have feelings for any of them- you don't have to but you really shouldn't be lying to people, it just says something about your character that isnt good and you're going to create a lot of chaos and negativity with your actions. Is there one that you actually have feelings for??? If I had to guess I'd think you like girl #3 the most.

its the shows where you get really lean and ripped, spray tanned and pose in a bikini on stage and judged, in the USA for men and women

Only one I've directly lied to is girl 1, and its more so I've just entertained the idea that I might be interested in getting back together, I never said I would I just said I'd think about it. I have not once said I am not hanging out with or sleeping with any other girl. I made it clear to girl 2 that we're not dating, yes I've embelished when I say I can't hangout I've got a lot of work to do... I mean I do work but usually for an hr and spend the next 4 with girl #3.. I have essentially friend zoned #2. Girl 3 doesn't think anything really. She is actually very very happy just being **** buddies. I think she might be interested in more, but at the same time she really enjoys what we have and she is busy af with her life... I have feelings for #2, its just I think having another option available essentially weekly where the girl is soooo much better in bed that its tough. I haven't even really been sleeping with #2 often just because #1 and #3 are so much better. I really like #2 everything about her is great besides the sex. She is just not remotely on par with #1 or #3. I do like girl #3, but a BIG reason is because of how good our sexual chemistry is. If we weren't hooking up, I definitely wouldn't be opting to spend as much time with her. I host a lot of events/parties at my house for friends and #2 and #3 would both be amazing host if I were to date them... which is something I like.

If girl #3 disappeared, I'd actively try to probably get serious with #2. If #2 disappeared, I'd probably try to spend more time with #3 and just see what happens.

im breaking up with girl, quitting jib, selling house and moving to Oklahoma.

Pick a girl and commit if that is what you want...you don't have to settle down and be in a relationship but if that is what you want to do then just pick one and do it.. Sex can get a million times better when its more comfortable and there's an actual commitment...so maybe she's not great in bed now but it can get better..she could be holding back due to the casual nature of the relationship.. If you and girl #1 were in an exclusive relationship broke up and then got back together I doubt she thinks the dynamic of your relationship has changed much.. You really should just end things with her..

We got back together and then broke up again. We've been officially broken up since thanksgiving (I was wrong on timeline). She dated a guy for about a month and a half in January, and in march or so we started casually hanging out and talking.

But yes I agree... need to pick one. tough choices out here.