Thread: That feeling when...
12-02-2020, 04:33 PM
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I am so ****ing wasted. I am not even playing songs anymore. I avoided the retard so far. This worked.
12-02-2020, 04:34 PM
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This is how I pray.
12-02-2020, 05:52 PM
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I was so fuking wasted. Ate some food, took a very, very massive chit and now feel fairly good.
Just want to say thanks for the outlet. I really was about to do something stupid.
Just want to say thanks for the outlet. I really was about to do something stupid.
12-02-2020, 05:54 PM
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Lawd I hope when you see this thread again in the morning you re evaluate how you got to this point (srs)
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12-02-2020, 05:57 PM
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Originally Posted By justgenetics⏩
This thread is me praying in a very real way.Lawd I hope when you see this thread again in the morning you re evaluate how you got to this point (srs)
I believe in balance. Balance in mind, body and spirit. I have lost that. Since losing it I have done some very stupid chit.
One thing that I found as a true outlet is this place. When I am unbalanced I come here and just unload my absolute worst.
I freely admit I do erase threads and posts I have made here. Probably erased thousands. This is my outlet. This is how I pray. Tomorrow, I am ashamed, yes this is true but i didn't ful up real relationships you know?
Am I proud of this? No of course not. But in a time of relapse, I need to tug the chain that keeps me afloat and this chain has always been there for me.
Than you
12-02-2020, 05:59 PM
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Originally Posted By ScaleAndSteel⏩
well i did enjoy most of the music videos you posted. but mother****er what "stupid" thing were you about to do? kill yourself? text an ex?I was so fuking wasted. Ate some food, took a very, very massive chit and now feel fairly good.
Just want to say thanks for the outlet. I really was about to do something stupid.
Just want to say thanks for the outlet. I really was about to do something stupid.
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12-02-2020, 06:01 PM
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Originally Posted By ScaleAndSteel⏩
If you truly wanted to sober up you wouldn’t delete these threads and then repeat the process over and over. You’d leave them up so you can see just how pathetic it is.This thread is me praying in a very real way.
I believe in balance. Balance in mind, body and spirit. I have lost that. Since losing it I have done some very stupid chit.
One thing that I found as a true outlet is this place. When I am unbalanced I come here and just unload my absolute worst.
I freely admit I do erase threads and posts I have made here. Probably erased thousands. This is my outlet. This is how I pray. Tomorrow, I am ashamed, yes this is true but i didn't ful up real relationships you know?
Am I proud of this? No of course not. But in a time of relapse, I need to tug the chain that keeps me afloat and this chain has always been there for me.
Than you
I believe in balance. Balance in mind, body and spirit. I have lost that. Since losing it I have done some very stupid chit.
One thing that I found as a true outlet is this place. When I am unbalanced I come here and just unload my absolute worst.
I freely admit I do erase threads and posts I have made here. Probably erased thousands. This is my outlet. This is how I pray. Tomorrow, I am ashamed, yes this is true but i didn't ful up real relationships you know?
Am I proud of this? No of course not. But in a time of relapse, I need to tug the chain that keeps me afloat and this chain has always been there for me.
Than you
I am being harsh for a reason. This is literally just drunken rambling to feel good in the moment and justify ur actions.
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12-02-2020, 06:01 PM
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I remember my first beer. someone please neg this self pitying ******* with me
12-02-2020, 06:01 PM
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Originally Posted By DrugsToGetBig⏩
I am not suicidal. Not at all. just want to clear that.well i did enjoy most of the music videos you posted. but mother****er what "stupid" thing were you about to do? kill yourself? text an ex?
12-02-2020, 06:02 PM
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Originally Posted By ScaleAndSteel⏩
clownI am not suicidal. Not at all. just want to clear that.
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12-02-2020, 06:04 PM
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Originally Posted By DrugsToGetBig⏩
This is an outlet man.clown
12-02-2020, 06:06 PM
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Originally Posted By justgenetics⏩
I either didn't see this or you edited it. You are correct. I am just not brave enough to face the truth probably.If you truly wanted to sober up you wouldn’t delete these threads and then repeat the process over and over. You’d leave them up so you can see just how pathetic it is.
I am being harsh for a reason. This is literally just drunken rambling to feel good in the moment and justify ur actions.
I am being harsh for a reason. This is literally just drunken rambling to feel good in the moment and justify ur actions.
12-02-2020, 07:30 PM
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From drunk to sober and back again, hahahahhaha
12-02-2020, 07:34 PM
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wife thought I was going to bed, didn't know I was ready for round two
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Fuk she doesn't deserve this. I truly love her so much. The fact she lays there watching me like this, Fuk sake.
12-02-2020, 07:41 PM
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I need a "I am done" song. I can see the pain in her eyes. I am not doing this anymore
12-02-2020, 07:42 PM
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you forgot one bro..figured you been prolly skatin and drinking again.
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^ lol will watch up next
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Originally Posted By RICHSTRONG⏩
There is a narration over it? I like that song actually but no idea what that narration isyou forgot one bro..figured you been prolly skatin and drinking again.
Edit: I think the naration was the youtube vid I had on in the back ground, sry i am mildy intox
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FukRichStrong!
Time for Flo Rida to shine
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12-02-2020, 07:56 PM
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Originally Posted By Jestbrah⏩
She is walking the dog right now. She is just hoping I don't go get more booze. She loves me. I love her so much.i dont think your wifes eyes are staring at you in pain probably just annoyance and condescending
12-02-2020, 08:01 PM
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I married a Mexican.
For you mi muneca. I am done. Tu eres mi vivo
For you mi muneca. I am done. Tu eres mi vivo
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