My son is mine.

extremely happy and god has blessed me.

you could probably find any other man or woman that deserves gods blessings before i do but he did and now i have a huge debt to repay by bringing him up right, happy and making sure he will always come first, his needs and wants will always come first over my own

im free of the curse of addiction, which stole 12 years of my life from me, i dont get drunk anymore. Living for the present and the future.

THNAK YOU LORD FOR THAT BLESSING AND THE MANY CHANCES YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. I FINALLY GOT IT RIGHT.

Do you still drink?

3 OR 4 TOPS. but i can telll a difference in how i feel the next day and its really not worth it, i just went 10 weeks without a drop and felt good. then started to have 3 or 4 every other day and i could instantly feel my body telling me its not good. so im quitng all together

Great for you.

Sucks for the kid though

It happens in waves bruh.

Your lucky if you can hold it at the 3-4 for me it was..

3months off, buy 1 bottle of gin to make one gin and tonic, ended up in the garage where I was stashing the bottle chugging it straight from the source til bottle was empty and wife came home to find me passed out delirious on the couch.

Then son born and I didn’t for months until I had a night alone when wife took son to visit her family for a weekend. I only drank a few 22s but felt sick pretty quick.

That went on few another year or so where I would get a night or weekend to myself and drink a little. But if I ever tried to limit it and just drink a little I would feel sick as soon as I stopped drinking. So I just focused on the gross feeling and lost desire to drink at all. Haven’t even felt the start of a buzz in years. Think like 3 years ago I did a pairing menu for a wine dinner and I sipped a bit too much of the wines trying to figure out ingredient / menu adjustments to match flavor profiles.

What a weird individual...seek help