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04-22-2022, 08:25 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
Is that what your therapist diagnosed you as having?Yeah I have ocd, adhd, anxiety and depression
Mostly because of loneliness
Mostly because of loneliness
Originally Posted By bfdehewdbyywhn⏩
Hang in there! Why is it hard to meet obese women outside of hookers?life sucks ass
no chance Im living past 30 if the sarco pod makes it to the US
have no fukking friends and cant get even obese women
hookers are getting so expensive these days. and porn doesn't work
no chance Im living past 30 if the sarco pod makes it to the US
have no fukking friends and cant get even obese women
hookers are getting so expensive these days. and porn doesn't work
04-22-2022, 09:09 PM
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Fuark mane
Why does a dream of a simple life with a happy family seem so hellishly difficult to attain, and not straightforward at all
Is it me or is it the world
And fuark at the lucky fks born into said happy families, am envy
Why does a dream of a simple life with a happy family seem so hellishly difficult to attain, and not straightforward at all
Is it me or is it the world
And fuark at the lucky fks born into said happy families, am envy
04-22-2022, 09:27 PM
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Originally Posted By DustinTheHuss⏩
Nobody diagnosed me but my doctor and I know i have a history of anxiety and depression. I've always had generalized and social anxiety which made it difficult to socialize or feel comfortable in social settings but now i have depression on top of that. They both seem to come and go with intensity some times i can feel pretty good but then get a ton of random anxiety or depression. I literally just have nobody to talk to and that's why it started in the first place and why it keeps getting worst. There's just nothing to do or nothing to talk about anymore. I do talk at work about stuff i don't care about but it never goes beyond that. I never meet anyone that's similar to me or that shares the same interests. It's bizarre because even when i was completely FA years ago i still had tons of acquaintances and even some friends. I knew a lot of people. Never had any depression whatsoever until 2012. Like ever day i wake up i wonder how did i even get in this position. Like my life isn't that bad but it's nothing like i thought it'd be at 33. I never thought i would feel lonely or have nobody to really talk to. Things were going great for me around 2014-2015 and then it just went to chit. My GF and i have had issues since early 2015. I've tried to work things out with her, i bust my ass at work every day, i've tried different jobs, i've went to meetups and therapy, used to hit the gym from like 2015-2021 i've tried starting up convos and being cool with people but i just can't relate to anyone at all.Is that what your therapist diagnosed you as having?
Hang in there! Why is it hard to meet obese women outside of hookers?
Hang in there! Why is it hard to meet obese women outside of hookers?
I've been harassed at work and all kinds of weird stuff but i just keep pushing on. It's all you can do.
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04-23-2022, 09:20 PM
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Man there is literally just nothing to do. I can't find anyone that wants to do anything besides watch tv or social media. Like how did things get like this?
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04-28-2022, 09:36 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
Have you tried talking about Netflix and food?Man there is literally just nothing to do. I can't find anyone that wants to do anything besides watch tv or social media. Like how did things get like this?
I would die for Palestine
04-29-2022, 09:32 AM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
Plan a trip this summer. Even day trips are fun. You like storm chasing. Otherwise life becomes boring--work, gym, chores, rinse and repeat.Man there is literally just nothing to do. I can't find anyone that wants to do anything besides watch tv or social media. Like how did things get like this?
04-30-2022, 03:58 PM
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The mood swings I get daily are just brutal. I can just go from okay to miserable out of nowhere & than late at night I'm usually fine most of the time. I'm also just sick of the grind of having to work week after week. I need a type of job where I only have to work for a certain amount of months than have a bunch of time off. This working straight through year after year with maybe a week or two off a year is just brutal & mentally draining. I just hate the never ending feeling of having to keep working nonstop straight through. It's like I can get a day to three days off in a row but than it's right back to the grind of working yet again. Not sure how to break the cycle of anything though when the system is just so broken & there's also just never anything to do anymore. I mainly just stay home when I'm not at work at this point. I don't even go to the gym anymore & just work out at home now.
04-30-2022, 09:02 PM
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Originally Posted By BigTimePlayer⏩
Same work gives me anxiety/restlessness/depression almost daily but idk how to change itThe mood swings I get daily are just brutal. I can just go from okay to miserable out of nowhere & than late at night I'm usually fine most of the time. I'm also just sick of the grind of having to work week after week. I need a type of job where I only have to work for a certain amount of months than have a bunch of time off. This working straight through year after year with maybe a week or two off a year is just brutal & mentally draining. I just hate the never ending feeling of having to keep working nonstop straight through. It's like I can get a day to three days off in a row but than it's right back to the grind of working yet again. Not sure how to break the cycle of anything though when the system is just so broken & there's also just never anything to do anymore. I mainly just stay home when I'm not at work at this point. I don't even go to the gym anymore & just work out at home now.
I feel better on the weekends (Sundays for sure) but then it's right back to working a job i don't like
I just don't know how to fix this since who i work with and the boredom is out of my control
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05-05-2022, 06:56 PM
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Man there's just nothing to do everyone is just on their phones or watching netflix
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05-06-2022, 08:48 AM
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Originally Posted By BigTimePlayer⏩
It sounds like you need to plan activities on the weekends and vacations to look forward to. I know this stretch is tough between our last holiday and Memorial Day. I usually take a vacation in March to break things up but I didn't get around to plan something until May. It definitely has alleviated my depression to plan a trip! Although I'm praying I pass the Covid test to get on the plane and back.The mood swings I get daily are just brutal. I can just go from okay to miserable out of nowhere & than late at night I'm usually fine most of the time. I'm also just sick of the grind of having to work week after week. I need a type of job where I only have to work for a certain amount of months than have a bunch of time off. This working straight through year after year with maybe a week or two off a year is just brutal & mentally draining. I just hate the never ending feeling of having to keep working nonstop straight through. It's like I can get a day to three days off in a row but than it's right back to the grind of working yet again. Not sure how to break the cycle of anything though when the system is just so broken & there's also just never anything to do anymore. I mainly just stay home when I'm not at work at this point. I don't even go to the gym anymore & just work out at home now.
05-08-2022, 08:19 PM
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Weird how when this thread started there were tons of people in here now it's barely active. What happened to everyone? Why does life feel so stagnant? Just seems like nothing is really going on and there's nothing to do anymore.
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05-08-2022, 08:37 PM
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And every day is the same with me i wake up feeling awesome until like 1pm then i start gradually getting more anxiety and mood swings that last until late at night then i feel ok again then repeat
But for some reason i can't feel good during the day i'm just hit with all kinds of different emotions and my mood is constantly changing
But for some reason i can't feel good during the day i'm just hit with all kinds of different emotions and my mood is constantly changing
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05-08-2022, 09:04 PM
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Originally Posted By DustinTheHuss⏩
The problem is I have no one to do anything with. Everyone I know either lives too far or are married. There's so many places I would like to travel to but I don't want to go by myself. It would be so depressing & make me feel bored & isolated. With work I just try to take it 1 day at a time but I can't stand the never ending feeling of it. It gets so tiring having to keep working & knowing I'll never be wealthy or have a lot of time off. I don't know of any realistic jobs I could get where I would only have to work a set amount of time than have a lot of time off.It sounds like you need to plan activities on the weekends and vacations to look forward to. I know this stretch is tough between our last holiday and Memorial Day. I usually take a vacation in March to break things up but I didn't get around to plan something until May. It definitely has alleviated my depression to plan a trip! Although I'm praying I pass the Covid test to get on the plane and back.
05-08-2022, 09:12 PM
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Originally Posted By BigTimePlayer⏩
Yeah and it's weird how when i go to work i don't really see anyone ever working i work my ass off because i'm a workaholic and because i don't really have any friends there but how is it that i bust my ass to keep things running but i don't see anyone else really doing anything all day? This has been the case since like 2018 where i never see anyone working. It was kind of happening prior to that but since Covid i feel like nobody wants to work at all. One of my coworkers literally just stares off into space half the day and the other just sits in the other room talking to himself then one is just shuffling papers maybe half the day. But the guy i work with literally just stares into space while i work my ass off. Then you go outside and it's obvious tons of people aren't even working. Like how is the world functioning like this? How are businesses running efficiently? Makes no damn sense.The problem is I have no one to do anything with. Everyone I know either lives too far or are married. There's so many places I would like to travel to but I don't want to go by myself. It would be so depressing & make me feel bored & isolated. With work I just try to take it 1 day at a time but I can't stand the never ending feeling of it. It gets so tiring having to keep working & knowing I'll never be wealthy or have a lot of time off. I don't know of any realistic jobs I could get where I would only have to work a set amount of time than have a lot of time off.
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05-08-2022, 09:24 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
I think a lot of people are doing remote work these days. Also some have weird hours probably where they're off during typical work hours. But I notice it too that there's so many cars on the road at any time of the day. All typical work hour times are still filled with people just out & about & not working. So I think it's a mix of a lot of people just not working anymore & a mix of people working weird hours. I don't know how people survive without working though.Yeah and it's weird how when i go to work i don't really see anyone ever working i work my ass off because i'm a workaholic and because i don't really have any friends there but how is it that i bust my ass to keep things running but i don't see anyone else really doing anything all day? This has been the case since like 2018 where i never see anyone working. It was kind of happening prior to that but since Covid i feel like nobody wants to work at all. One of my coworkers literally just stares off into space half the day and the other just sits in the other room talking to himself then one is just shuffling papers maybe half the day. But the guy i work with literally just stares into space while i work my ass off. Then you go outside and it's obvious tons of people aren't even working. Like how is the world functioning like this? How are businesses running efficiently? Makes no damn sense.
05-08-2022, 10:12 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
they all ropedWeird how when this thread started there were tons of people in here now it's barely active. What happened to everyone? Why does life feel so stagnant? Just seems like nothing is really going on and there's nothing to do anymore.
05-09-2022, 10:11 AM
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Another day just browsing the web all day there's literally nothing to do lmao
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05-09-2022, 08:11 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
You didn't have work today or are you allowed to browse the internet at work?Another day just browsing the web all day there's literally nothing to do lmao
05-09-2022, 08:23 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
everywhere I go, it's just NPC's on autopilot. Literally, no one is realAnother day just browsing the web all day there's literally nothing to do lmao
05-10-2022, 06:18 PM
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I got a sugarbaby and now I can go out and do the stuff I wanted to because I have someone to go with. Some things I wanted to do was try different restaurants, go to the movies, the beach, amusement parks... It was fun at first but now I'm bored of it all. I don't even know what to do anymore. Nothing is fun.
05-10-2022, 06:22 PM
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05-10-2022, 06:24 PM
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Originally Posted By imbored21⏩
Yeah nothing interests me either besides the few hobbies i have, i don't mind driving around on nice days with my GF but i don't ever go into the stores or anything. People will start up convos with me at work about video games but i struggle so much to even talk about that stuff every day. Just nothing is really fun to do or talk about anymore. Just boring energy everywhere lolI got a sugarbaby and now I can go out and do the stuff I wanted to because I have someone to go with. Some things I wanted to do was try different restaurants, go to the movies, the beach, amusement parks... It was fun at first but now I'm bored of it all. I don't even know what to do anymore. Nothing is fun.
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05-10-2022, 06:31 PM
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I'm a caffeine addict too and i know it's causing some of my issues but i can't stop
I tried quitting a couple weekends ago and the days were so long and boring
I tried quitting a couple weekends ago and the days were so long and boring
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05-10-2022, 06:33 PM
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Originally Posted By eod8989⏩
yeah caefeeine and ejaculating are ruining meI'm a caffeine addict too and i know it's causing some of my issues but i can't stop
I tried quitting a couple weekends ago and the days were so long and boring
I tried quitting a couple weekends ago and the days were so long and boring
05-10-2022, 06:37 PM
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Originally Posted By imbored21⏩
I just don't know what people do all day besides browse the internet there's nothing to doyeah caefeeine and ejaculating are ruining me
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05-11-2022, 03:23 PM
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My life has been a trainwreck since December.
My Dad died 3 days before Christmas. He was not only my Dad, he was my best friend. He lived with me and I took care of him for years. I have been grieving him for months.
My b*tch sister started a full blown fight while I was making arrangements for his funeral. I quote "made the funeral all about me". Yeah whatever. It continued with her flipping out over a text message broadcast I sent out to my neighbors telling them where the services were for my Dad. Than at the funeral she was running her mouth about him saying what a piece of sh*t he was. It got so bad, that people had to drag me off.
Than I got infected with the Omicron at his funeral. That was fun and I was down for a few weeks.
Than in February the old steam furnace in the house died. Cost $16K to replace it.
That was followed by bullsh*t at work, they were converting me from contract to perm. It literally took months.
Than of course my sister decided to start crap about my Dad's estate. My Dad was going to remove her from the will because of all the horrible things she did to him. It never got done so she is entitled to 1/3 of the estate now.
Since than she has been harassing me about the estate. That was followed by threats - she is going to sue me, blah, blah.
Finally I had to hire a lawyer to deal with it all.
put on about 8lbs since February. I have been going to the gym 4-5 times a week but its not working. I am just unhappy and my heart is broken over my Dad.
Basically I cant take this any longer. I am depressed and sad. Been trying to go outside during the day to get sunlight and move around.
I really dont know what to do.
My Dad died 3 days before Christmas. He was not only my Dad, he was my best friend. He lived with me and I took care of him for years. I have been grieving him for months.
My b*tch sister started a full blown fight while I was making arrangements for his funeral. I quote "made the funeral all about me". Yeah whatever. It continued with her flipping out over a text message broadcast I sent out to my neighbors telling them where the services were for my Dad. Than at the funeral she was running her mouth about him saying what a piece of sh*t he was. It got so bad, that people had to drag me off.
Than I got infected with the Omicron at his funeral. That was fun and I was down for a few weeks.
Than in February the old steam furnace in the house died. Cost $16K to replace it.
That was followed by bullsh*t at work, they were converting me from contract to perm. It literally took months.
Than of course my sister decided to start crap about my Dad's estate. My Dad was going to remove her from the will because of all the horrible things she did to him. It never got done so she is entitled to 1/3 of the estate now.
Since than she has been harassing me about the estate. That was followed by threats - she is going to sue me, blah, blah.
Finally I had to hire a lawyer to deal with it all.
put on about 8lbs since February. I have been going to the gym 4-5 times a week but its not working. I am just unhappy and my heart is broken over my Dad.
Basically I cant take this any longer. I am depressed and sad. Been trying to go outside during the day to get sunlight and move around.
I really dont know what to do.
05-11-2022, 03:25 PM
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Man i had to leave work early again because i had an anxiety attack everyone quit so there's only a few workers now, one i can talk about video games with if i want but nobody else really talks i don't understand how things got like this like there's no sense of community, everyone just staying to themselves without talking about anything. I think in an 8 hour day i might hear 5 minutes worth of talking max. People occasionally small talk but it's always forced superficial stuff that i've heard a bunch of times. I've heard the same convos about Elden Ring and Halo like 20 times but that's it. Can't get anything else.
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05-11-2022, 06:22 PM
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I put a blocker on my phone to stop me from looking at a million things, including degenmaxxing stuff.
Also, I may have posted this video before, but it's informative
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05-12-2022, 02:18 AM
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fukkin christ I hate my life
I have such bad luck
there's no way Im making it to old age
Im probably gonna get killed within the next 10 years
I have such bad luck
there's no way Im making it to old age
Im probably gonna get killed within the next 10 years
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05-12-2022, 02:36 AM
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feel like a retard
I cant even tell my parents this shtt
will look like an idiot and they don't even believe me that I had this money
if I withdrew the money two months ago I would have been fine
I have bad luck
that's 20-30 years of savings at my current pay rate
I cant even tell my parents this shtt
will look like an idiot and they don't even believe me that I had this money
if I withdrew the money two months ago I would have been fine
I have bad luck
that's 20-30 years of savings at my current pay rate
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