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Did any of you receive head injuries during Childhood?

Before I was 6, I had split my skull open at the forehead and broke my nose by running face first into a metal bar, separate occurences. Both these times I was knocked out and needed surgeries and Hospitalisation. I also once bumped my head and went blind for 10 seconds. What's weird is, I found out over recent years that big time head injuries as a Child can lead to psychopathic thoughts/thought processes, and that sort of happened - I have episodes of compulsive violent thought patterns, though I basically have it under control. It's mostly confined to something triggering a short fantasy, like 5 second moments of intense rage, where I will occasionally fly into an irrational psychotic image/fantasy, and think about something overly intense and inappropriate/uncalled for like spraying somebody's skull and brain fragments everywhere with the claw part of a hammer. This is rare, but some days it happens. It's kind of like 5 seconds of possession. My heart rate goes wildly high and I feel quite stressed.

On days where I am physiologically damaged, it may be a little more pronounced and last longer, or become more of a consistent personality of aggression for those days, but that's rare and only ever been caused by alcohol, drugs or horrible lifestyle. I don't believe violence is morally justifiable and would definitely never engage in this type of act, luckily it's more like a compulsive disorderly thought process manifesting as 4 seconds of flashing violent temper than an inescapable behaviour pattern, the empathetic side still exists most of the time and I don't have a genuine mentality of preying on people, there's no 'serial killer' mentality there. I also find that with a diet high in nutrients like magnesium and other stuff that helps the prefrontal cortex and grey matter in the brain, this is very easy to manage to the point of suppression. The biggest risk for me is alcohol, which is why I'm trying to quit.

Anybody have similar experiences? Also this isn't an attempt to be edgy or make this crap sound cool - I wish this didn't happen to my head even if I have control other than this confined compulsion, and I condemn anybody who actually violently harms another.

TL;DR - I had some brain injuries as a Child and sometimes have crazy violent temperamental triggers from it, which I have control over but they can be stressful.
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Yeah I ran straight into a fence on my bike while going down a hill and was unconscious for 10 solid minutes when I was 5 y/o. ****s NOT good for your brain lmao. Prob cost me 5 IQ points tbh
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I'm not reading all that.. but the majority of people that post on this website I'd assume have hit their head too hard based on their posting content
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Came off my bike going down a pavement path, went over the handle bars and slammed my head.

Luckily my parents made me have bike helmet, shook me up like mad.
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Multiple concussions. Two on the playground falling off the monkey bars and some sliding handlebar thing (may have been one, but I'm pretty sure two. Lack of memory suggests two). One when I told my older bro's friend to push me off the bed and he did.
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Yep.

Slid my bike on wet pavement and caught myself on the ground with my forehead, split it and eventually had a huge knot..... knocked myself out and woke up to the neighbor picking me up off the pavement and carrying me home. All I really remember is my mom not letting me fall asleep. Didnt take me to the hospital, never got checked out for it. I was 6....probably dumber because of it.
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I was beaten in my head a lot when I was growing up via physical abuse. I definitely have brain damage. Apart from the issues I have I know the head trauma made me even worse with psychopathic thoughts and violent fantasies. Being schizophrenic is fuked up. I only have these thoughts towards the person who made my childhood and adolescence a living hell. Tbh sometimes its towards other people that have never done anything to me even though they might have done me wrong at one point in time.

Chit is not healthy at all. Mental illness is a fuking curse and I dont want anyone to go through what I went through growing up and being psychologically fuked up.

The gym and meditation helps a lot though to keep the thoughts and fantasies at bay.
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There is literally a podcast episode of your exact scenario called "Dark Thoughts" by Invisibilia. Listen to it and stop cucking yourself

https://www.npr.org/2015/01/09/375928124/dark-thoughts





It's all in your head. Criminals tend to have had some very heavy trauma to their heads and do chit because they just don't see consequences as clear (which you do).

Psycopathy is a personality trait for those lacking empathy. But research has recently shown they don't lack any ability at all, they can just decide to "not care" about empathic stuff, which frankly in the right circumstances, goes for anyone in life. Psychopathy doesn't make you violent.


Cliffs: you are placeboing yourself into believing you can lose control and giving yourself anxiety because of it. Doesn't sound very psychopathic
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Originally Posted By Supaduck0
Before I was 6, I had split my skull open at the forehead and broke my nose by running face first into a metal bar, separate occurences. Both these times I was knocked out and needed surgeries and Hospitalisation. I also once bumped my head and went blind for 10 seconds. What's weird is, I found out over recent years that big time head injuries as a Child can lead to psychopathic thoughts/thought processes, and that sort of happened - I have episodes of compulsive violent thought patterns, though I basically have it under control. It's mostly confined to something triggering a short fantasy, like 5 second moments of intense rage, where I will occasionally fly into an irrational psychotic image/fantasy, and think about something overly intense and inappropriate/uncalled forlike spraying somebody's skull and brain fragments everywhere with the claw part of a hammer. This is rare, but some days it happens. It's kind of like 5 seconds of possession. My heart rate goes wildly high and I feel quite stressed.

On days where I am physiologically damaged, it may be a little more pronounced and last longer, or become more of a consistent personality of aggression for those days, but that's rare and only ever been caused by alcohol, drugs or horrible lifestyle. I don't believe violence is morally justifiable and would definitely never engage in this type of act, luckily it's more like a compulsive disorderly thought process manifesting as 4 seconds of flashing violent temper than an inescapable behaviour pattern, the empathetic side still exists most of the time and I don't have a genuine mentality of preying on people, there's no 'serial killer' mentality there. I also find that with a diet high in nutrients like magnesium and other stuff that helps the prefrontal cortex and grey matter in the brain, this is very easy to manage to the point of suppression. The biggest risk for me is alcohol, which is why I'm trying to quit.

Anybody have similar experiences? Also this isn't an attempt to be edgy or make this crap sound cool - I wish this didn't happen to my head even if I have control other than this confined compulsion, and I condemn anybody who actually violently harms another.

TL;DR - I had some brain injuries as a Child and sometimes have crazy violent temperamental triggers from it, which I have control over but they can be stressful.
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^ Good find on this thread.

Itt, he mentions morality was one of the only things stopping him from acting on his violent compulsions
Originally Posted By Supaduck0
I don't believe violence is morally justifiable and would definitely never engage in this type of act, luckily it's more like a compulsive disorderly thought process manifesting as 4 seconds of flashing violent temper than an inescapable behaviour pattern, the empathetic side still exists most of the time and I don't have a genuine mentality of preying on people, there's no 'serial killer' mentality there.
Then 2 months later after this thread, he makes a thread calling morality false since there is "no karma"
https://forum.obnoxiousbrutes.com/showt...ight=supaduck0
Originally Posted By Supaduck0
Karma is possibly the biggest cope in existence. I mean don't get me wrong, I realise that it's tempting to convince yourself that there's some sort of balance in the World or the Universe, but it's just wrong. We're basically just random genetic vessels in a chaotic and uncertain reality. Bad things happen all the time and it doesn't always have a counterbalance. Babies get crushed by tractors when they momentarily fall out of their pram. Openly cruel behaviour may get people arrested, but cunning cruel behaviour can go elusive and never result in a comeuppance.

Karma is essentially a cope. If somebody is an a$$hole to you, you want to believe that "they'll get theirs", but there's no guarantee that will happen. Yes, people's sh!tty behavioural patterns may get noticed, but they also may be rewarded with success by equally sh!tty people and end up mindlessly happy with their success.Anyways once you accept all of this, you are more free and less bound by psychological dependence on faux-morality that gets you nowhere. Peace
It seems as soon as he abandoned morality and adopted a pessimistic, nihilistic view of the world, coupled with his rage and compulsive homicidal thought patterns, it made him a ticking time bomb. Wow
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When your frontal lobe experiences trauma or damages it can lead to low empathy, extreme personality changes and aggression if it goes untreated. It's what many serial killers have in common.
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Originally Posted By bsmit107
Yep.

Slid my bike on wet pavement and caught myself on the ground with my forehead, split it and eventually had a huge knot..... knocked myself out and woke up to the neighbor picking me up off the pavement and carrying me home. All I really remember is my mom not letting me fall asleep. Didnt take me to the hospital, never got checked out for it. I was 6....probably dumber because of it.
Similar experience here, i remember riding my little bmx bike one some old beat up blacktop road, pedaling as hard as i could to go fast and then the chain popping off the gear, next thing I remember I was sliding on my forehead on the asphalt. Got up and walked my bike home. I could see the blood gushing down. When I walked in the door my mom looked like she saw a ghost. Would not let me sleep and when my dad got home he rushed me to the urgent care.
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Originally Posted By OrbOddLaw
When your frontal lobe experiences trauma or damages it can lead to low empathy, extreme personality changes and aggression if it goes untreated. It's what many serial killers have in common.
hmmm
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Originally Posted By NoBrokies
^ Good find on this thread.

Itt, he mentions morality was one of the only things stopping him from acting on his violent compulsions


Then 2 months later after this thread, he makes a thread calling morality false since there is "no karma"
https://forum.obnoxiousbrutes.com/showt...ight=supaduck0




It seems as soon as he abandoned morality and adopted a pessimistic, nihilistic view of the world, coupled with his rage and compulsive homicidal thought patterns, it made him a ticking time bomb. Wow
I guess he had a sliver of morality left for letting the guy live based off of his miscord post.
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Originally Posted By Pterodactyl314
I guess he had a sliver of morality left for letting the guy live based off of his miscord post.
I saw some of his miscord comments in another thread. Did he say why he attacked the guy?
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Originally Posted By NoBrokies
I saw some of his miscord comments in another thread. Did he say why he attacked the guy?
https://www.irishnews.com/news/north...ammer-2935790/

This article is saying burglary.
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Originally Posted By Pterodactyl314
That's probably just a charge. It sounds like he was schizophrenic and there to kill the guy

"Michael Brown (31) allegedly entered the other man's home on Tuesday and brandished the weapon in a bid to kill him."
He faces further counts of possessing an offensive weapon with intent to commit an indictable offence and criminal damage to windows belonging to the alleged victim.
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Originally Posted By Supaduck0
Before I was 6, I had split my skull open at the forehead and broke my nose by running face first into a metal bar, separate occurences. Both these times I was knocked out and needed surgeries and Hospitalisation. I also once bumped my head and went blind for 10 seconds. What's weird is, I found out over recent years that big time head injuries as a Child can lead to psychopathic thoughts/thought processes, and that sort of happened - I have episodes of compulsive violent thought patterns, though I basically have it under control. It's mostly confined to something triggering a short fantasy, like 5 second moments of intense rage, where I will occasionally fly into an irrational psychotic image/fantasy, and think about something overly intense and inappropriate/uncalled for like spraying somebody's skull and brain fragments everywhere with the claw part of a hammer. This is rare, but some days it happens. It's kind of like 5 seconds of possession. My heart rate goes wildly high and I feel quite stressed.

On days where I am physiologically damaged, it may be a little more pronounced and last longer, or become more of a consistent personality of aggression for those days, but that's rare and only ever been caused by alcohol, drugs or horrible lifestyle. I don't believe violence is morally justifiable and would definitely never engage in this type of act, luckily it's more like a compulsive disorderly thought process manifesting as 4 seconds of flashing violent temper than an inescapable behaviour pattern, the empathetic side still exists most of the time and I don't have a genuine mentality of preying on people, there's no 'serial killer' mentality there. I also find that with a diet high in nutrients like magnesium and other stuff that helps the prefrontal cortex and grey matter in the brain, this is very easy to manage to the point of suppression. The biggest risk for me is alcohol, which is why I'm trying to quit.

Anybody have similar experiences? Also this isn't an attempt to be edgy or make this crap sound cool - I wish this didn't happen to my head even if I have control other than this confined compulsion, and I condemn anybody who actually violently harms another.

TL;DR - I had some brain injuries as a Child and sometimes have crazy violent temperamental triggers from it, which I have control over but they can be stressful.
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Originally Posted By NoBrokies
^ Good find on this thread.

Itt, he mentions morality was one of the only things stopping him from acting on his violent compulsions


Then 2 months later after this thread, he makes a thread calling morality false since there is "no karma"
https://forum.obnoxiousbrutes.com/showt...ight=supaduck0




It seems as soon as he abandoned morality and adopted a pessimistic, nihilistic view of the world, coupled with his rage and compulsive homicidal thought patterns, it made him a ticking time bomb. Wow
Bet he was drunk. I've seen others fly off like this intoxicated.
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Age 16- concussion from falling off my bike and hitting my head on a tree root. Bike helmet cracked into several pieces.

Age 17- concussion and whiplash playing football

Age 18- concussion playing football. Out for remainder of season.

Age 25- fractured skull from slip and fall in the shower. Somehow no concussion symptoms.

That's all I can remember. I know there had to be more when I was younger....played street hockey every single day, fights with other kids, fell out of a tree when I was seven and never saw a doctor, etc.

Edit: cliffs on what I missed?
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Tons. I received tons of concussions playing football and in fist fights growing up. Back then if you told coach you had a concussion they would laugh you off the team. Also been hit with a baseball bat in the head and had a car wreck where I busted my skulll open
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Multiple concussions most from playing hockey, and a few from motocross and fist fights.
The last concussion took me out of hockey for good. I don’t remember the hit, or my head hitting the ice or anything in about a 3 day span. Pretty sure this has all effected me psychologically, I used to be very outgoing, and social and never got angry. Now, I’m isolated, basically a loaner and I have no patients.

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