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11-12-2023, 09:21 AM
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Feel like im growing backwards as a person
I was tougher when i was younger. It was tragic but nothing really bothered me.
I was like, it is what it is despite going through times.
Now that im 24. Im hit with all these emotions. Some time after my mom passed i kinda turned into a huge pussy.
Hell i got daddy issues now. I never gave a fuk about my dad. Now i do.
I feel like i had a strong shield before but its done now. I dont get phased and chit, im just overwhelmed by negative emotion like some valve opened.
Like i thought chit gets minimal upon time, but seems its doing the opposite.
I was like, it is what it is despite going through times.
Now that im 24. Im hit with all these emotions. Some time after my mom passed i kinda turned into a huge pussy.
Hell i got daddy issues now. I never gave a fuk about my dad. Now i do.
I feel like i had a strong shield before but its done now. I dont get phased and chit, im just overwhelmed by negative emotion like some valve opened.
Like i thought chit gets minimal upon time, but seems its doing the opposite.
11-12-2023, 09:25 AM
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yorue not growing backwards youre just getting old
11-12-2023, 09:28 AM
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One of 3 things.
1) you were always a bitch but were never tested in life for this to become apparent until now
2) you're just growing up and this is how it goes
3) you're poisoning you're mind with media, social media and the misc
1) you were always a bitch but were never tested in life for this to become apparent until now
2) you're just growing up and this is how it goes
3) you're poisoning you're mind with media, social media and the misc
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11-12-2023, 09:35 AM
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Originally Posted By blindsideflank⏩
I was always a bitch but i was tested early.One of 3 things.
1) you were always a bitch but were never tested in life for this to become apparent until now
2) you're just growing up and this is how it goes
3) your poisoning you're mind with media, social media and the misc
1) you were always a bitch but were never tested in life for this to become apparent until now
2) you're just growing up and this is how it goes
3) your poisoning you're mind with media, social media and the misc
I had a horrible childhood. My first 2 memories were straight up senseless violence.
Followed by bein full blown criminal from 16-22.
But i didnt feel bad about it, actually i thought i was some hot chit.
I realised i was a loser at 22
But even then i wasnt sad i just grinded upp. Now that im chilling chit gets at me idk wtf. They putting estrogen on my food or smth
11-12-2023, 09:40 AM
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My condolences to your mom, how did she pass?
11-12-2023, 10:01 AM
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11-12-2023, 10:14 AM
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Psalm 27:10-14
"When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.
Teach me thy way, O LORD,
and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies:
for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD."
"When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.
Teach me thy way, O LORD,
and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies:
for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD."
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11-12-2023, 10:43 AM
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It's part of life. You realize the gravity of **** when you get older. You realize what's really valuable in life, which can be hard to handle. You need to find purpose in your life, which is usually by finding a way to help others and give back to the world. You have too much time on your hands to think. You should start meditating and volunteering and focus on becoming someone who can be a good dad and husband and start a family.
11-12-2023, 10:47 AM
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Originally Posted By QuickOne⏩
24? Wait til your mid life crisis. I thought I was indestructible and I would live forever. Now after having two major tragedy’s happen to me and being 34, I realize life is quite fragile and things that did not scare me, scare me now. OR at the very least I think about.I was tougher when i was younger. It was tragic but nothing really bothered me.
I was like, it is what it is despite going through times.
Now that im 24. Im hit with all these emotions. Some time after my mom passed i kinda turned into a huge pussy.
Hell i got daddy issues now. I never gave a fuk about my dad. Now i do.
I feel like i had a strong shield before but its done now. I dont get phased and chit, im just overwhelmed by negative emotion like some valve opened.
Like i thought chit gets minimal upon time, but seems its doing the opposite.
I was like, it is what it is despite going through times.
Now that im 24. Im hit with all these emotions. Some time after my mom passed i kinda turned into a huge pussy.
Hell i got daddy issues now. I never gave a fuk about my dad. Now i do.
I feel like i had a strong shield before but its done now. I dont get phased and chit, im just overwhelmed by negative emotion like some valve opened.
Like i thought chit gets minimal upon time, but seems its doing the opposite.
Also the younger you are you have ENDLESS possibilities in your mind, the older you get the more of those that literally become impossible. It’s life boyo, deal with it
11-12-2023, 11:32 AM
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Originally Posted By ralphlaurenbrah⏩
I dont think im cut out to be a good husband or a dad.It's part of life. You realize the gravity of **** when you get older. You realize what's really valuable in life, which can be hard to handle. You need to find purpose in your life, which is usually by finding a way to help others and give back to the world. You have too much time on your hands to think. You should start meditating and volunteering and focus on becoming someone who can be a good dad and husband and start a family.
11-12-2023, 11:39 AM
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Originally Posted By chalup⏩
Lol im already there. I got hopes with free education though.24? Wait til your mid life crisis. I thought I was indestructible and I would live forever. Now after having two major tragedy’s happen to me and being 34, I realize life is quite fragile and things that did not scare me, scare me now. OR at the very least I think about.
Also the younger you are you have ENDLESS possibilities in your mind, the older you get the more of those that literally become impossible. It’s life boyo, deal with it
Also the younger you are you have ENDLESS possibilities in your mind, the older you get the more of those that literally become impossible. It’s life boyo, deal with it
I can pretty much go for whatever in uni
11-12-2023, 11:43 AM
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That's called growing up. Life is full of trials and tribulations. How you respond to them and utilize those is what makes you the person you are moving forward. It takes time.
11-12-2023, 12:57 PM
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Originally Posted By DeadlyStriker⏩
Yeah im figuring it out. Sobriety is 1 for sureThat's called growing up. Life is full of trials and tribulations. How you respond to them and utilize those is what makes you the person you are moving forward. It takes time.
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