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11-13-2023, 10:32 AM
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Anyone else wake up and feel awful?
This has been the norm for me since surgery last Oct 10th
If I didn't have my belief systems/principles set in place with extreme discipline I'd rope it...Any normal person would have roped it already
The only thing that ever helps is immediately working out when I wake up, I'm talking right when I step out of bed I walk directly to the treadmill and do hill climbs fasted
I didn't do that today so it feels like a fire is inside my gut that's burning me and I can't organize my thoughts + about the worst irritability
Did they secretly Vax me when I was put under? WTF?
Who else feels like this?
Chit is torture
If I didn't have my belief systems/principles set in place with extreme discipline I'd rope it...Any normal person would have roped it already
The only thing that ever helps is immediately working out when I wake up, I'm talking right when I step out of bed I walk directly to the treadmill and do hill climbs fasted
I didn't do that today so it feels like a fire is inside my gut that's burning me and I can't organize my thoughts + about the worst irritability
Did they secretly Vax me when I was put under? WTF?
Who else feels like this?
Chit is torture
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11-13-2023, 10:36 AM
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11-13-2023, 10:43 AM
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Originally Posted By JackyChin⏩
Its the docs who fuked me up to begin with, only reason I got surgery was cuz I needed it badlyGo to a doctor?
Originally Posted By redmelly⏩
NopeDid you need a blood transfusion during surgery?
Originally Posted By QuickOne⏩
FeelsI lift/run/skip rope first thing in the morning to get my mind right. Otherwise its a bad day.
I think its just fuked up receptors from dope. They aint coming back
I think its just fuked up receptors from dope. They aint coming back
They gave me propofol, fent, and some crazy benzo to put me under...Ever since then I've been in some funk that's torturing me
Originally Posted By EvanStroud⏩
I figured most people don't wake up feeling like they want to blow their own heads offGet that checked out jeffery
Docs did this to me, some people just shouldn't take narcotics imo
Now I don't trust any doctors
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11-13-2023, 10:46 AM
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I dunno man a wild guess those drugs they gave you may ha e fuked you up enough to where after a dose you still need to detox. I get the same feeling when I eat at McDonald's
Originally Posted By redmelly⏩
Yeah op you might have aids nowDid you need a blood transfusion during surgery?
11-13-2023, 10:48 AM
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Originally Posted By dopamine72⏩
If surgery was in Oct it wasn't that long ago. I had a delayed reaction to anesthesia where my hand was itchy and swelled up (IV went in there) and was like that for a while. I told the dr and it never occured to her that it was the anesthesia (she sent me to get it xrayed!) I figured it out myself. Give it some time ... the body does a great job of healing itself.Its the docs who fuked me up to begin with, only reason I got surgery was cuz I needed it badly
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They gave me propofol, fent, and some crazy benzo to put me under...Ever since then I've been in some funk that's torturing me
I figured most people don't wake up feeling like they want to blow their own heads off
Docs did this to me, some people just shouldn't take narcotics imo
Now I don't trust any doctors
Nope
Feels
They gave me propofol, fent, and some crazy benzo to put me under...Ever since then I've been in some funk that's torturing me
I figured most people don't wake up feeling like they want to blow their own heads off
Docs did this to me, some people just shouldn't take narcotics imo
Now I don't trust any doctors
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Originally Posted By DolphinPilot⏩
lolI dunno man a wild guess those drugs they gave you may ha e fuked you up enough to where after a dose you still need to detox. I get the same feeling when I eat at McDonald's
Yeah op you might have aids now
Yeah op you might have aids now
Yeah I guess I'll have to give it more time for neuros to normalize
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11-13-2023, 10:50 AM
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Originally Posted By cobhc⏩
Thx brahSeasonal depression
Lack of physical activity
Increase of sugar consumption
Lack of physical activity
Increase of sugar consumption
99.99% sure its the hardcore drugs they gave me
Originally Posted By redmelly⏩
If surgery was in Oct it wasn't that long ago. I had a delayed reaction to anesthesia where my hand was itchy and swelled up (IV went in there) and was like that for a while. I told the dr and it never occured to her that it was the anesthesia (she sent me to get it xrayed!) I figured it out myself. Give it some time ... the body does a great job of healing itself.
Originally Posted By resoog⏩
Glad this is somewhat confirmed then at leasti was on benzos for just a week and had withdrawal symptoms for a couple weeks after that
This is absolutely fuked how long it takes to get back to feeling "normal"
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11-13-2023, 10:50 AM
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What's your self-talk like? If I could hear your thoughts what would I hear?
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^ LMAO
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And as far as my self talk goes...Its a fuking mess yeah...
Right now I'm pretty much swiping away all the negative thoughts and ignoring them while at the same time thinking about the gym
Going to go workout fasted and get my head right
Solid advice ITT
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And as far as my self talk goes...Its a fuking mess yeah...
Right now I'm pretty much swiping away all the negative thoughts and ignoring them while at the same time thinking about the gym
Going to go workout fasted and get my head right
Solid advice ITT
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11-13-2023, 11:09 AM
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Could use more information, but propofol is bad news. After my last surgery my speech was impaired for a bit, as in I couldn't properly form sentences and find the right words for things. Hospital staff acted as if that is no big thing. Scary.
I didn't do that today so it feels like a fire is inside my gut that's burning me and I can't organize my thoughts + about the worst irritability
Are you experiencing actual pain and burning regularly? I don't think that would be a side of anesthesia.INTP Crew
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You need to squat heavy weight, I'm talkin 5 sets of 5 and failing on the 5th set
then you need to run like a mile
that shiit always reset me when I was having drug withdrawals
I also understand the last thing you wanna do is squat heavy when you're depressed, but it helps more than anything
also quit caffeine until you feel better
then you need to run like a mile
that shiit always reset me when I was having drug withdrawals
I also understand the last thing you wanna do is squat heavy when you're depressed, but it helps more than anything
also quit caffeine until you feel better
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11-13-2023, 02:09 PM
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Originally Posted By dopamine72⏩
Negative self talk is a pretty big deal that and not a lot of people realize they even do it. Definitely have a focus here, perhaps pick up a book to really understand what it does. It can certainly make a difference, same with CBT.^ LMAO
Repping all ya'll in here thanks boyos
And as far as my self talk goes...Its a fuking mess yeah...
Right now I'm pretty much swiping away all the negative thoughts and ignoring them while at the same time thinking about the gym
Going to go workout fasted and get my head right
Solid advice ITT
Repping all ya'll in here thanks boyos
And as far as my self talk goes...Its a fuking mess yeah...
Right now I'm pretty much swiping away all the negative thoughts and ignoring them while at the same time thinking about the gym
Going to go workout fasted and get my head right
Solid advice ITT
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always feel like **** for the first 10 minutes of waking up.
11-13-2023, 02:44 PM
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Originally Posted By dopamine72⏩
Probofol is common as water. The diazapam and fent are common as well. The most trippy one I've seen is ********. How long have you felt like this?Its the docs who fuked me up to begin with, only reason I got surgery was cuz I needed it badly
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They gave me propofol, fent, and some crazy benzo to put me under...Ever since then I've been in some funk that's torturing me
I figured most people don't wake up feeling like they want to blow their own heads off
Docs did this to me, some people just shouldn't take narcotics imo
Now I don't trust any doctors
Nope
Feels
They gave me propofol, fent, and some crazy benzo to put me under...Ever since then I've been in some funk that's torturing me
I figured most people don't wake up feeling like they want to blow their own heads off
Docs did this to me, some people just shouldn't take narcotics imo
Now I don't trust any doctors
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Originally Posted By dopamine72⏩
You're on a ****ton of roids so it sounds like your hormones are way outta whack.This has been the norm for me since surgery last Oct 10th
If I didn't have my belief systems/principles set in place with extreme discipline I'd rope it...Any normal person would have roped it already
The only thing that ever helps is immediately working out when I wake up, I'm talking right when I step out of bed I walk directly to the treadmill and do hill climbs fasted
I didn't do that today so it feels like a fire is inside my gut that's burning me and I can't organize my thoughts + about the worst irritability
Did they secretly Vax me when I was put under? WTF?
Who else feels like this?
Chit is torture
If I didn't have my belief systems/principles set in place with extreme discipline I'd rope it...Any normal person would have roped it already
The only thing that ever helps is immediately working out when I wake up, I'm talking right when I step out of bed I walk directly to the treadmill and do hill climbs fasted
I didn't do that today so it feels like a fire is inside my gut that's burning me and I can't organize my thoughts + about the worst irritability
Did they secretly Vax me when I was put under? WTF?
Who else feels like this?
Chit is torture
11-13-2023, 05:08 PM
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Much appreciated misc, hit the gym for about an hour and definitely feel better, guess my neuros are still recovering
Its not actually a burning sensation, its like excess adrenaline causing anxiety and I feel it in my stomach and it won't go away
1 mile fasted then heavy barbell split squats + nordic curls
It did help, thanks brah
You know wutsup this is def WD and completely agreed its much better to put yourself through the hell of lifting heavy instead of just sitting around not moving being tortured
At least its only 10 mins
I can't imagine what my head would be like right now if tren was in the mix...Fuk that
Originally Posted By katya422⏩
Damn glad you're alrightCould use more information, but propofol is bad news. After my last surgery my speech was impaired for a bit, as in I couldn't properly form sentences and find the right words for things. Hospital staff acted as if that is no big thing. Scary.
Are you experiencing actual pain and burning regularly? I don't think that would be a side of anesthesia.
Are you experiencing actual pain and burning regularly? I don't think that would be a side of anesthesia.
Its not actually a burning sensation, its like excess adrenaline causing anxiety and I feel it in my stomach and it won't go away
Originally Posted By batmanman⏩
DoneYou need to squat heavy weight, I'm talkin 5 sets of 5 and failing on the 5th set
then you need to run like a mile
that shiit always reset me when I was having drug withdrawals
I also understand the last thing you wanna do is squat heavy when you're depressed, but it helps more than anything
also quit caffeine until you feel better
then you need to run like a mile
that shiit always reset me when I was having drug withdrawals
I also understand the last thing you wanna do is squat heavy when you're depressed, but it helps more than anything
also quit caffeine until you feel better
1 mile fasted then heavy barbell split squats + nordic curls
It did help, thanks brah
You know wutsup this is def WD and completely agreed its much better to put yourself through the hell of lifting heavy instead of just sitting around not moving being tortured
Originally Posted By explosiveMidget⏩
Anything is possible at this point. The thought crossed my mind when I had to go to hospital in 2021You think it's a joke but in reality it's no joke. Go to the hospital get put under and if you're a pureblood? Not anymore you're not. (SRS) or they'll just put in with your regular IV either way they gonna get u 1 way or another.
Originally Posted By Silencespeaks⏩
Mirin no alcohol/drugs/meds crew that's why you feel great so nice workNo I feel great and I’m 50
That’s not normal op you need to get some tests done srs
That’s not normal op you need to get some tests done srs
Originally Posted By _zman⏩
Thanks brah, CBT is decent I've been utilizing some cbt exercises all day, transcendental mediation seems to work the best for me when I'm in a funk like thisNegative self talk is a pretty big deal that and not a lot of people realize they even do it. Definitely have a focus here, perhaps pick up a book to really understand what it does. It can certainly make a difference, same with CBT.
Originally Posted By 6gorillion⏩
Feelsalways feel like **** for the first 10 minutes of waking up.
At least its only 10 mins
Originally Posted By Evantus⏩
Since they put me underProbofol is common as water. The diazapam and fent are common as well. The most trippy one I've seen is ********. How long have you felt like this?
Originally Posted By LiveLaughLoath⏩
lolYou're on a ****ton of roids so it sounds like your hormones are way outta whack.
I can't imagine what my head would be like right now if tren was in the mix...Fuk that
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