It was a nice day today so was sitting outside in the sun relaxing for the first time this year and saw a bumblebee also for the first time this year (it's early spring) flying around the hedges and grass.

Sort of smiled to myself and enjoyed the sight of it (spring restarting, cycle of the seasons, rebirth, etc). I then forgot about it, and was sat with my eyes closed for a while, content & relaxing.

A few minutes later it flies right up in front of my face, aggressively. I lurched up in the chair & involuntarily swatted it away and said something like 'you fucking thing'.

I felt bad afterwards but there is probably a wider lesson to be learned here about the nature of man.

Nice

>Feelings change based on perceived situation
>Feelings drive behavior if they are allowed to
>Behavior can be contradictory due to changing feelings
>humans are dualistic and walking paradoxes; this aligns with the hermetic principle of rhythm.

OP likes to tan in the park with his ass out in the sun.

Because after the spring solstice and around Apr 1st is the true "new year". When the flowers start to bloom again and creatures come out of hibernation. The satanists have manipulated the calendar for population control, aka the gregorian calendar. April 1st = April fools? Imagine calling the start of the true new year a fool. They have u fooled. All while calling january 1st the new year, the middle of the dead winter when everyone's body heat is cooled off, the trees are dead, and wildlife is hibernating.