Srs

something u want to share misc?

It might be over

Das it mane

Mirin yall.

Still waiting for the bounce back, but now's a time when I'm failing and at least enduring.

My health's been getting more fucked up for no obvious reason the past few years, and I might end up srsly disabled. Some days I still stress a lot, but I'm getting used to the fact that my life might just be a long period of pain and disability without the usual milestones (marriage, kids, etc.).

I don't know. Something about actually shifting my goalposts/what qualifies as living a good life, as well accepting that suffering is part of the meaning of life (which I consider to be to just experience and grow a lot (inspo from Frank Yang)), and without it, I suppose it'd be like a movie without a plot.