Being an ugly subhuman made me lose the drive and motivation to do anything.

Basically all I do is eat sh!t and fap and play video games in the morning and drug myself on caffeine and phenibut to bother showing up to classes. my dopamine receptors are broken and social anxiety is on full fleek. I haven't opened up a single textbook and semester is already a month in. grades are bombing. I've probably missed 25% of my classes too. Can't be arsed to study, cook, workout, sleep at the same time, apply for internships or anything else that could get me ahead. My will power and discipline used to be decent when I was a teenager and I could do what I wanted, but now that I'm ugly and broke i cant be bothered. both willpower and discipline and focus are collectively 0/10 and becoming even more negative whenever i look in the mirror and see my mug

I have so many things i want to do with myself but being subhuman made me lose the drive to do anything.

i think its truly over for me bangers. I am not taking all of the blame for this, maybe if people didn't treat me so poorly because of my looks I'd have some support and more a reason to try to be better.

But being ugly and a loser is truly a death sentence. I think its really over for baconboy this time.

That's life son