this is really spooky. read this post from her blog -

MONDAY, FEBRUARY 20, 2006

just another manic monday?

It's monday night, I'm on the verge of a new week. I'm overwhelmed, anxious, lazy, slow, slightly terrified. I've been trying to compose a grocery list, but I can't think about food now.

Last night I had a horrible dream that there was a growing pain in my lower side. The dream started out as a pleasant morning conversation with Evan. I was so excited to be near him again and we were spending time my favorite way-- in bed. Athough I was enjoying myself, there was a touch of anxiety. It prevented me from pausing in my dialogue (or was it a monologue).

Then, the pain grew sharper. Soon it was so uncomfortable, I asked Evan to stop (somehow I figured out he was doing it). He refused, so I tried to go back to ignoring it. Unfortunately, it had gotten worse and I started to wonder if my skin was being punctured. Then the pain became so powerful, I stopped talking-- all I could do was focus on it's intensity. Shortly, it changed from merely uncomfortable to intolerable. I tried to scream out or curse to make it stop, but I found I was paralyzed with horror.

The dream ended a second later, when I woke myself up. I rubbed my side immediately, but there was nothing there to cause the sensation in the dream. It still throbbed a moment more. I had to fully wake up to recognize it wasn't real.

This seems like the sort of dream one can read into as a metaphor for some trouble in their life. When I thought of this at first, I tried to push any analysis out of my mind. The pain could stand for a number of things. What's scary is that not facing the pain was one of the pitfalls I had in the dream.

I think the best thing I could do with myself right now is go swimming.

POSTED BY ANNMARIE AT 6:34 PM 0 COMMENTS

http://vanillawas.blogspot.com/2006/02/

now read what happened to her -

Alligator kills woman

Posted May 15, 2006 at 12:01 AM

https://www.ocala.com/article/LK/200...s/604255140/OS

listen I don't normally believe in this kind of shiit but this was definitely some kind of premonition that she had of her own death. if you look at her autopsy report it said she had multiple fractured ribs.

https://www.foxnews.com/story/autops...rauma-drowning

Life is a simulation.