I just do things automatically lately. No resistance and negative thoughts when I have to do the dishes for instance. It´s not even me doing it, it just gets done. I enjoy doing the simple little tasks. Everything goes so much smoother when there are no negative thoughts standing in the way.

Been masturbating almost daily since I was 16 (yeah yeah im awesome), but ramping it up lately. Wanna get my phd in masturbation and ego studies by the end of the year. Doing long sessions where you ponder the world and masturbate are amazing to ground you. Being aware and studying the ego and the tactics it uses. Concentration masturbation is something I need to get better at though. Looking at the trees when masturbating for long periods, the trees and nature barely even seems real. It looks like a facade. Imagine right now, everything that is happening right now. The trees in a forrest on the other side of the world, that you can´t see, but you can sense.


If you can´t sit for at least 1 full hour without moving a muscle, unironically kill yourself. You know that certain monks can sit 8 hours+ without even moving a muscle, not even to scratch?

wot?

you are edging
fix it for ya
and yes its unhealthy
please procede and pay
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thanks for understanding.

aware. You have to stay aware while jerking

Ayyyyylmao!