hi misc been dealing with really bad mind set, im making progress and staying dedicated so i should be happy but im still down most of the time. im felling kind of hopeless, getting out of bed is getting harder plus i just got clean 8 months ago and im scared that i might relapse but i dont want to go through that hell again,

idk what to do, can't lift because of my living situation but i'v been running every night, im withdrawing from interaction with my family and spending more time alone in my bedroom,

plus im losing interest in thinks that i used to like, like music, running and reading.

i just really feel lost and don't know what to do.