First Xmas I’ve ever had to spend alone. TLDR I was misdiagnosed bipolar and these last few days have put me in a terrible mindset. Gf doesn’t want me to go to a NYE party due to us just being locked down and fines being given out, thought she was going too until today. Already told her I’m going and idc what she says and left it at that. Don’t even give a **** if I go either way at this point but now I will be for sure cause I hate the fact she is trying to tell me wtf to do.

Having my social life taken away, mostly given back and then taken away again for who knows how **** long is a huge fckin mind ****. Might just end up becoming a statistic against lockdowns at this point and I literally couldn’t care less. End cope or rope fukin post

Damn brah

Did OP cope or rope or clot?

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