Mods banned me on Christmas day. Ruined my entire christmas. Felt terrible all day long. Made my already crappy christmas completely miserable

No respectable person in the world does things like this to people on Christmas day. This was reddit-tier treatment, not so ironically, where I ended up browsing for the past 6 days. I got banned one time there also for posting on askreddit a question that included a fake death of a celebrity, which I'm apparently not supposed to do because it misinforms people. So then I messaged the mods and told them I was going to promote my fake covid news website designed to guide redditors to their graves, so they perma-banned me.

Soon I will remeasure my hips and waist to check my progress from december. I got on a weight gainer mid 2019 and by 2020 I could see the cellulite on my stomach. Last I checked I dropped 10lbs and I look like less of a sloppy bulk. I look strong. I would suggest against following the 4 scoop/day recommendation on the back of the weight gainer package. I jumped right into that and not only did I get fat but it gave me stomach aches when I would take it by the time I was near the end of the bag.

Happy New Years everyone, and I hope everyone got to bang a random sl00t from a NYe party this year.

Later on I will be planning out my month as I always do to make sure my time is allocated deliberately so that I avoid depression from feeling out of control and like I'm not doing what I intend to. In november I was here a lot daily 3 hours a day or more. In december I started playing a lot of RPGs and was here a lot less and most of my day was RPG which I planned from the beginning of the month when a new game I liked was released. It was a really good month until I was banned on Christmas day for saying the g-word.

I don't know what I want to do for January yet but I do know that this month will be different since 2 of 3 of the RPGs I was playing are complete. So I need to make a plan to not let myself be a victim of impulse and end up making every daily choice for my free time out of a craving for something. I don't feel like a lot of the desire to go online is a clean or sober desire and it's very much a craving. It leads to unhappiness to live that way. To have every thought of the mind be triggered from the outside and to not put time aside to cultivate thought from within leads to unhappiness for me.

I went through this entire year calendarizing everything in my life and tracking anything possibly worth tracking while doing a great job of filtering out the irrelevant. Eventually I will redo my calendar which is done up to mid 2021. I spent a lot of time online, especially when the lockdowns started coming around. My list of the dominant activities for my month is mostly posting online except a few months where it was work or going to the gym and running a lot and playing rocket league. I liked how rocket league fit into my training heavy routine as a kind of skills practice. Maybe I'll just play Rocket League all January.

Something will come to me, hopefully the year starts off well.

Again, Happy New Years misc section of bodybuilding.com

Welcome back brah

Posted RIP in your ban thread(srs)